Lotto
Yesterday's sight had been enjoyable enough to linger.
"Ah—hah?! Hah—! No! Shin—Shinwoo! I—I want to come!"
"You can. It's all right."
"Shinwoo! Ahk—! Heuk! Hnn—! Hnng! No! Ahh!"
"You really can't hold it?"
"No! No! Whatever you want, Shinwoo, whatever you want! I'll hold it, I'll hold it! I'll hold it! Hah—! Heuk! Nngh!"
"Don't bite down. I told you, you'll hurt yourself."
"Yes! Yes! Aah! Hah—! Heuk! Hnnk! I'm losing it, I'm losing it! Shinwoo!"
"I'm close too."
"Yes! Together! Come with me! Shinwoo! Hah—! Euhk! Kkuh—! Hkk—!"
A sharp sting raced across my back. Better she rake me with her nails than bite her own lip or tongue.
"Aah! Kkuhng! Ahak! Auk! Kkeup! Hah—! Ahang! Haang! Kehuk!"
Somewhere in the middle of it, Rahee's moans had climbed a full octave. I played her as if she were an instrument made of nothing but sound, driving down into her, and in the instant I snapped my hips up as hard as I could there was the faintest resistance—and then the feeling of pushing through it. Rahee came on the spot.
"Aheuuuk! Auk! Kkeueueup!"
"Kh."
So did I. The pleasure of release was enormous, bursting like fireworks against the crushed moans of Rahee pinned beneath me. And the moment my Special Internal Energy began to drive straight into her, her body arched back all at once.
I threw a hand out and caught the back of her head. She had flung it so hard that my knuckles throbbed, and I had only just kept her from striking the wall.
"Ahak! Ahaak! Heuk! Kehup! Keuhp! Kkeuk, keueuk, haeuuung……."
Every time my semen struck inside her, Rahee's abdomen jerked hard, as if she meant to drink down even a little more.
"Heu, haeung…… haeu…… Shinwoo……."
And then the strength drained out of her, her body going slack in my arms. The weight grew heavier, but this much was nothing. I looked quietly at her face. Her pupils kept slipping up beneath her eyelids and drifting back, and somewhere along the way she had even let the tip of that small tongue peek out.
The same look as always. The look that filled my chest with satisfaction. Feeling the Special Internal Energy rush back into me in an instant, I gathered her up and carried her to the bedroom.
"Heu…… aheung……. Aheu…… heuung……."
She trembled in little bursts with every step. Already her slick and a thin leak of urine were running down my leg and making a mess of the floor. I didn't mind. I was the one who had made her like this.
As expected. Just the once.
I laid her carefully on the bed, then very slowly drew my still-hard cock out of her.
"Aheuung……."
In that moment a thick rush of her fluids and my semen spilled free, and a thin stream of urine trickled down after it. I took the sight in without a word. I never got tired of it. Scratching at my cheek, I watched, and let my thoughts wander.
We'll have to change the bed, too.
A single was far too narrow for two. Maybe I ought to buy another. Rahee's bed had been just about right, though even that was a little... It was something I could have been proud of, except the end of every night always left the sheets ruined, and changing them in the middle of that clear-headed lull afterward was an even bigger nuisance.
Yeah. Too small.
The room was a bit tight for anything queen-size or larger. I might really have to start looking at new places. When I climbed carefully onto the bed it rocked, and Rahee let out a weak moan.
"Haeung……."
Still, she had gone as far as a blowjob today, so it didn't feel as unsatisfying as yesterday. Maybe I would ask more often. I gently closed the eyes of Rahee, who still hadn't come back to herself, lay down beside her, and drew her into my arms. Cleaning could wait until tomorrow. It had been a long time since a night left me this satisfied.
I opened my eyes to a warm, soft weight in my arms. A little of Rahee's tousled hair filled my vision. Looking down, I found her asleep against my chest, breathing soft and even. Come to think of it, was this the first time I had woken first?
……So this is why I was touching her.
Eyes closed, her face—still bearing the traces of yesterday's pleasure—was peaceful. Careful not to wake her, I reached out and quietly wiped the tracks of her tears.
I pinched the soft cheek just below them, traced the pretty bridge of her nose with a fingertip, and gently lifted the tip. Even like this, being this cute felt like cheating.
…….
We hadn't known each other long, and I hadn't expected her to settle this deep inside me. I wasn't unaware that it was the same for her. And then there was what had happened at the gym.
I had wondered whether to call it loyalty, but there was no point pretending not to see it. I couldn't miss the way her eyes, her expression, her tone had already moved past liking and into something mixed with love. And I was the same.
"Mmm……."
When I kept lifting and lowering the tip of her nose, Rahee squirmed and rubbed her cheek against my arm. Before I knew it her lips had parted a little, and clear drool began to slip free.
Far from disgusting, it was cute. I was already looking forward to the flustered scramble when she woke. The image was so clear that I smiled without meaning to.
……What am I going to do with you.
What happened at the gym had been Rahee's mistake, but I was the one who had started it. The way she had kept her mouth shut to the very end was still vivid. It must have felt unfair, and still she had stubbornly insisted it was her fault, and that had been so lovable I had ended up covering her mouth with mine. I hadn't forgotten her body, either, slowly yielding and taking on exactly the shape I had intended.
Was I a little starved for affection.
After my mother died I had blamed the company, but the life of a corporate drudge had also been what I wanted. I had been reaching my limit, and some instinct had told me that if I didn't throw myself into something, I wouldn't hold together. I still didn't know why the world had become like this.
What I could admit was that the straight, unwavering way Rahee and Hyunji looked at me had healed a great deal of me, too.
……I'll have to take responsibility.
I didn't know how long we would be together, but it was obvious this feeling would only grow with time. What was thickening between Rahee and me would have been hard to miss unless I were a fool.
If she ever wanted to leave, I at least wanted to be responsible until then. It might be unnecessary in this world. I simply wanted to do it. I wanted this cute little bear for myself.
"……Ah……."
In that moment she was looking at me with a dazed gaze, and I looked quietly back. Only my face was reflected in those black eyes. I was about to kiss her first when her sleep-thick voice slipped out.
"……Still…… a dream……? I want to…… keep dreaming……."
For a second I nearly laughed in disbelief. Then I looked down at the crown of her head as she burrowed into my arms, quietly held her back, and whispered at her ear.
"……8, 13, 19, 27, 40, 45. You can pick the bonus number yourself."
"Ah……?"
It had been my best joke, but Rahee, still drunk on sleep, didn't seem to understand. A shame. Maybe I would try it on Hyunji later. She seemed a little rich; I didn't think she would bite.
"……I'll take it that yesterday felt like a dream."
"……Ah."
"Don't look at me like I'm some ancestor who showed up to hand a living person the winning lotto numbers."
"Ah, ah……. Right……. I did it again……."
"Yeah. Sleep well?"
I stroked her hair and ran a hand over her, and Rahee smiled as if it felt good, then reached up to caress my cheek.
"……Yes. Did you sleep well, Shinwoo?"
"Yeah. Was it hard, being so cramped?"
"……No. If anything…… being close to you…… I think I slept better."
"You didn't get the joke, but that mouth of yours is wide awake."
"……Ah. Mwah……."
I drew her in and kissed her. Rahee wrapped her arms around my head and kissed me back, unhurried. It was strange how her mouth had no smell at all, even this early.
"……Haa……."
I met the eyes of a flushed Rahee and gently stroked her breast. That perfect feel really did make for the best kind of morning. My mood lifted completely. Somewhere along the way my cock was knocking against her thigh, tangled with my leg.
"Haeu……. Shinwoo……. Do you, do you want to……?"
"Always. Asking me to hold back with a body like this is cheating, isn't it?"
"……Ahht……. Me too……."
"Planning to pass out for the whole day again?"
"……I don't even have to go to work anymore."
"I told you we've got time. Don't rush."
When I quietly stroked her cheek, Rahee closed her eyes and nuzzled into my palm. Then the drool she had left spread across her cheek. She seemed to feel it, flinched, and carefully lowered her gaze. I let out a short laugh at the face she made, eyes gone round. Exactly the expression I had been waiting for.
"Ah!"
"Where do you think you're going."
The moment she saw her drool had run down onto my forearm, Rahee's face went red all at once and she tried to sit up. I caught her by the waist and pulled her back into my arms. Naturally I ended up holding her from behind.
"N-no. I forgot, I forgot. I'll just wash up, just wash my face and come back…… okay?"
"No."
"Ah……."
From behind her I could feel her heartbeat, and when I idly played with the breast filling my hand, her struggling gradually died down. Soon she was only squirming under my touch. I whispered at her ear.
At my words Rahee went rigid and turned to look at me. Her face was full of fluster and surprise, and then both cheeks flushed red—an expression anyone could read as expectation and feeling soaking in.
"……What……?"
"It'll take time. The place is…… small. There's a lot we need to buy. So just wait a little."
"Shinwoo……."
Startled, Rahee turned toward me, and already her eyes were brimming. I quietly wiped the tears away with a finger and whispered.
"From now on, too. Let's stay like this. All right?"
"……sniff, yes……."
"So if it's hard, say it's hard. From here on, just trust me."
"……I will, I'll do well too……."
"This is enough. Don't force yourself."
Before I knew it she had buried her face in my chest, sniffling as she wrapped her arms around my waist. I stroked her hair, and for a while we simply enjoyed the morning sunlight slowly filling the house.
"……So. Any plans from here?"
Once the sniffling had settled, I lifted her face and asked. It was a mess, but she looked so full of happiness that a quiet pride rose in me too. When I wiped her tears, Rahee touched my cheek and opened her mouth.
"……Actually, a few months ago…… there was a place that made me an offer."
"You didn't take it, so I'm guessing there was some problem?"
"……The truth is, my major isn't fitness."
"Then what is it?"
I had more or less sensed it. Rahee's body didn't feel like something forcibly inflated, the way a balloon is pumped up. It wasn't the dense, practical muscle of someone who fought for a living, either. Somewhere between the two, if I had to put it anywhere. Hard to explain, but that was the shape of it. She watched me for a moment, as if taking my measure, then lowered her eyes and answered.