In Full Bloom
"I-I'm not usually like this. I-I'm serious. It's only because of the performance, but once the semester starts…"
I had only been quietly taking in the sight of her body, but Hyunji rushed on as if she had to explain herself. She seemed to have misread my gaze.
"No. You're beautiful. You're so incredible I couldn't look away for a second."
"…I'm sorry. I couldn't hold out until the show was over."
"I mean it. Practice must have been brutal."
I sat down slowly beside her and gave her body a gentle push.
"Ah."
She toppled back onto the bed, and the hair that had been fluttering around her spilled across the sheets and bloomed there like a flower.
"I said it earlier, too. You're pretty."
"…Oppa."
She answered me with tears gathering in her eyes. When she reached for me, I lowered my head, and she wrapped her arms around my neck as if she had been waiting for exactly that.
"My heart feels like it's going to burst. I like you so much. I really do."
"Cute. I told you I like slender girls better, didn't I?"
"…Thank you."
I let the lips I had been whispering against her ear drift slowly down the long line of her neck. I had only just come and meant to buy myself a little recovery time, but Hyunji was already moaning, already begging.
"Oppa, I want to…"
"Already?"
"It f-feels so good… if I take any more of your hands… I really think my chest is going to explode."
Now that she mentioned it, the heartbeat coming through her chest sounded almost like a drum. She had no way of knowing, but a man's recovery doesn't happen in a span that short. Before I quite realized what I was doing, my hand had gone down and closed around myself.
"Huh?"
The question slipped out of me, and Hyunji whispered back.
"Should I do it for you again?"
"N-no. What do you take me for? Then we're really just going to do it?"
"…Yes. Come to me."
It wasn't anything else. I'd been talking with her and simply hadn't noticed, but the thing hadn't gone down at all. It was still standing, hard as ever. My lower belly even ached with it. That was strange. After I came, it always took at least ten or twenty minutes before I was ready again. I brushed the head with a fingertip and found the sensitivity had already settled completely. Not since those early twenties, when I was nothing but lust, had I felt anything like this. Back then, of course, it had only been my own hand.
Well. If it feels good, it feels good.
I looked at Hyunji, her face full of expectation as she watched me, and slowly drew her panties down. She shifted her hips and thighs to make it easier, and I watched her do it before leaning in to kiss her. I wasn't without worries. If Hyunji, still a student, ended up pregnant, her whole plan for her life would tangle, and I knew the sight of that would sit badly with me. But I had no intention of killing the mood by bringing it up now.
"Mm. Mmph. Haaah… Oppa…"
I took hold of myself and slid slowly down the valley of her, and Hyunji moaned and clung to me all the harder. When I settled him in place and pressed lightly, her thighs rubbed along my sides.
"Hurry. Please? Quickly…"
"All right. It's going to hurt."
"It's fine. Hurry. Ahhk!"
At her urging I let out a short laugh, stroked her hair, and rested my hand on the crown of her head. The moment I slowly put strength into my hips, her moan broke loose and her whole body went rigid. It was no wonder. The barrier that had sealed her entrance back at the theater had been thick enough to feel like lips.
"Hyunji. You have to relax. You'll really get hurt."
"Yes, hhk, yes. Oppa. All at once, come in. Please?"
"You sure?"
"Yes, yes. Hurry. I want you. Quickly."
It wasn't only pain, it seemed. Somewhere along the way her face had sunk into pure want, and she was pleading with me, pitiful and desperate. I wasn't exactly experienced myself. Rahee had been the first woman I'd ever held who was untouched. All I knew was that the sensation coming up through me felt anything but ordinary.
"…All right. I'm going in."
"…Yes, come. Ahhp! Nngh!"
I snapped my hips in one motion, and it sounded as if cloth were tearing. The instant I drove all the way through, Hyunji's insides closed around me as if they had been waiting. She was so tight it felt as though she meant to wring me dry. That wasn't all. Beneath me her abdomen bucked, arching up and dropping again, and every time it did, her insides writhed around me as if they intended to squeeze the life out of me.
"Nngh, ahk, hhk, haaang, Oppa…"
"You okay?"
"…It's warm. I've never felt anything like this… I'm so happy."
The pain on her face lasted only that first brief moment. Tears still stood in her eyes, but when she looked at me, the hurt was already gone.
"…Oppa, I'm all right now…"
At that I reached out with my right hand and took hers. She laced her fingers through mine at once, as if she had been waiting. I looked at her without a word and drew my hips back. That was the moment.
Kkh?!
It felt as if a needle had been driven into the head of my cock. The instant I pulled my hips back, an inexplicable heat that began there lanced straight through my lower abdomen. The memory of holding Rahee flashed across my mind. I clenched my teeth. I didn't understand it, but instinct spread through me that this strange feeling was the cause. Rahee's barrier had been thin, so even the next morning she hadn't been in much pain. Hyunji was different. If I lost my head the way I had then and tore into her, the precious place already split wide by that thick hymen, and everything inside her, could be ruined. I couldn't do that to a girl this innocent.
"Ahaang… haeu…"
Fortunately, Hyunji was too caught up in the feel of me moving to notice that something was wrong. By then the heat had climbed as far as my heart. My whole body screamed at me, demanding I drive in right now. I kept my teeth locked and pushed my hips into her slowly, gently.
"Ahaang! Oppa… it feels so good…"
She clung to me and whispered it against the soft rhythm. That was a mercy. My face had to look strange just then. Each time I drew my hips back slowly and eased them forward again, her moans spread through the room like a song.
"Ahhk, haah! Haaang, hhk! Nnng, ahk!"
I was sorry for her, but my mind was entirely on this incomprehensible heat. It passed my throat, filled my head, and before long it kicked up a ferocious urge to thrust. On instinct I pulled Hyunji in tight. The embrace ought to have felt stifling, but instead she hugged my neck even harder and wrapped those long, pale legs around my waist.
"Inside, Oppa, inside. Haaang, ahhk! Do it inside."
From the way I was moving, she must have thought I was reaching the edge. That wasn't it. The strange energy climbing toward the crown of my head was whipping me harder and harder, driving the impulse on. She nuzzled her cheek against my rough breath.
"Haa, you're cute. Now, haaang! You seem a little more like a man, Oppa. Ahhht…"
One of the arms around my neck slid in among my hair. The instant I felt that touch—
"Ahaang! Ahhht?! O-Oppa!"
The hot energy that had risen all the way to my crown seemed to start coming back down, a little at a time. It wasn't fading. In that moment I had the illusion of a soft pop right at the head of my cock, and at the same time the energy flowed out of me in a warm, cloudlike drift and into Hyunji. The second it sank into her, the arms and legs wrapped around me went tight with strength.
"Ahhk! Oppa! S-something's wrong with me! Kyahk, ahk!"
I was still sliding in and out of her gently, and the moans of a Hyunji already lost to pleasure began to climb more than an octave. She started snapping her hips as if she were starving for me, and I matched her, lifting the tempo just a little faster than before.
"Kyaht! Ahaak! Oppa! Ahhk! Nngh! I-I'm going crazy! Oppa!"
"Kkh!"
Her insides wound around me as if they were dancing. The rhythm of it was viciously stimulating. There was no way I could stop my hips. Even after that strange energy had left me, the urge it had already raised showed no sign of dying. A raw taste of iron filled my mouth. Without realizing it, I had bitten the inside of my cheek.
"Ahk! Oppa! I— I— ahk! Nngk! Nngh! Hhk!"
Hyunji made no effort to hide the sounds of a woman drowned in pleasure. She writhed and pressed herself deeper into my arms. My own pleasure was surging so fast I thought my head might come apart. Even then, I managed at the last moment to rein in the hips that were howling at me to just let go and run. Fortunately, for me and for Hyunji both, pleasure like this was already more than enough to carry us over the edge.
"Me too. I think I'm about to come."
"Me too! Me too! Together! Come with me! Ahk! Ahhk! Oppa! Kyahk! Aak! Ahhk!"
I drove deep into her, and in that instant we reached the peak together.
"Ahk, ahhk! Kyahk! Ahaang! O-Oppa! Oppa! Nngh! Mmph! Ahaaaaang!"
"Kkeuk!"
And that was the moment. The hot sensation that had sunk as far as the pit of my stomach was sucked into Hyunji all at once, as if something inside her had drawn it in, and vanished. Still at her peak, still crying out, her abdomen shot upward, bowed like a drawn bow, and lifted me with it.
"Aheuuuk! Nngk! Euhk!"
She began to tremble all over, and I felt hot liquid spilling from low in my own body. It passed the place where we were joined and ran down over her hips, as if it meant to wash that foaming place clean. Then her waist dropped, heavy, back onto the bed.
"Haa, haa."
I felt as if that enormous pleasure had melted my brain. It was staggering. Hyunji, though, was well past even that.
"Heu, haeu, Oppa…"
Her face had already crossed into a place she couldn't come back from. Those pretty eyes had rolled upward, tears spilling from them; her nose had gone wide and was running; a little of her tongue had slipped past her reddened lips, and she was drooling. And yet there was nothing ugly about it. If anything, Hyunji's face, lost in pleasure and rapture, was as beautiful as a flower in full bloom. Even a broken flower is still a flower, and the fact that I was the one who had ruined that beautiful face filled me with a deep, satisfied pride.
"Haang. Haeu, heu…"
The arms that had been around my neck and the legs around my waist had gone slack and lay sprawled across the bed. Her head had turned to the side, so I couldn't see her face properly, but it was wrecked enough to put the strength right back into me. Then it happened again. From inside Hyunji, that hot energy came surging back like a tide. Before I could even decide to pull out, it was sucked into my body, every bit of it.
…?
I braced for another wave of sexual impulse, but this time there was no sensation at all. I opened my hand, looked down at Hyunji where she lay undone, and slowly drew myself out of her.
"Heuung."
The moment I eased free, a little golden fluid spilled from her sex as her body gave a fine shiver. My semen was white, but red blood had mixed into it until it looked pink, and there seemed to be quite a lot of bleeding. On the sheet, already soaked through, the pooled blood had blended with her fluids and spread. At least the bed was wide.
"Hyunji. Try to come back to me."
"Heu… Oppa… haaang…"
I lifted one of her thin arms, and it rose without any strength in it. When I let go, it dropped with a soft, helpless sound. Better, I thought, to just let her sleep like this. Going home crossed my mind, but the moment I pictured her waking after her first time to find her partner gone, I knew that wasn't right. I had nothing to do tomorrow anyway. I was getting tired myself. Enduring that heat had been far too hard. Part of me wanted to think it through, but everything felt like too much trouble.
Sleep first… Oh. Charge it…
I still needed to charge my phone. I took it from my coat, set it on the wireless charger on the nightstand, and pulled up the blanket that had slid off the foot of the bed. Then I eased Hyunji, still nowhere near conscious, gently toward the middle. I went around to the other side, slipped an arm behind her head, held her just like that, and let myself drift toward sleep.