That Thing
I took my time admiring Rahee’s face, then slowly stroked her cheek.
……With Rahee, it’s better to give her a goal.
That was why I’d bothered to say it out loud in the first place. If she had something to aim for, Rahee would probably hold out better from here on. The moment my touch sent that rapt look across her face, my cock stirred at once, eager and impatient.
“……Shin, Shinwoo…… um……”
The arms looped around my neck, the ones that had been steering me toward the bed, twitched. It wasn’t the tremor of pleasure. It was the weak, unsteady shake of someone whose strength was giving out. Twice in a row really was a bit much for her.
“Tired?”
“……I, I am, but…… my heart’s beating so hard……”
“Keep that up and you’re going to get yourself in real trouble one of these days.”
She said that a lot—that her heart was racing. Until now I’d assumed it was just because she liked it, but after hearing about her mother today, my eyes drifted to her chest before I could stop them. There was still no Ailment Shadow. All I felt against me was the sound of a strong heart pounding, nothing more. Rahee seemed to take the glance for something else, though. She ducked her head, flustered, and mumbled.
“……I’m already in real trouble…… I, I really can’t live without you anymore, Shinwoo……”
“Same here.”
I said it every time, and it never got old. If anything, it was cute. If she asked me to say it again right now, I would. Putting feelings into words was simpler than people made it out to be. I answered her quietly, but that didn’t seem to be what she’d actually wanted to say. On purpose, I slowed my steps toward the bedroom. I kept looking at her as we walked, and Rahee swallowed, hesitating.
“Something you want to say?”
“……Um, well……”
“Yeah. Go on.”
At my prompting her pupils darted this way and that. I just watched her and waited. Then she swallowed hard, squeezed her eyes shut, and forced the words out in a whisper.
“……I want to do that……”
“……Ah. That?”
“……Y-yes……”
“Think you can handle it?”
“……Yes…… Please……”
I looked at her, then set her down on the bed with a light little toss. I didn’t actually know what that was supposed to mean. At this size it would be my first time, so I’d have to be more careful about the depth—but I was confident.
“Hhh……”
She lay there with her legs pressed awkwardly together, looking up at me, and I took in the beautiful lines of her body. My gaze still seemed to unsettle her. She clutched the leggings that were only half off and fidgeted, and I spoke to her quietly.
“As much as you want.”
“……Ah……”
As if my answer had been a signal, we shed our clothes all at once. Rahee scrambled out of her tank top, and I flung my T-shirt and pants aside. The red bra that appeared beneath the tank top suited her far too well, but a moment later her own hands peeled it away, and it fluttered down beside the bed.
“Haa, hnn……”
She was panting, and her movements as she undressed were slow, but I only enjoyed the view and climbed onto the bed at my leisure. The sight of her lying there, struggling to work her pants down around her knees, was so cute that a laugh slipped out of me before I could stop it.
“W-wait, just a second…… I’ll be quick……”
“I don’t mind.”
My laugh made her start. She swallowed as I came closer. I took her trembling hands off the leggings, lifted them, and pressed both arms down above her head, looking straight into her eyes.
“It felt that good?”
“……Yes…… ah……”
I watched her eyes glaze over again, dreamy and unfocused, and slowly settled into place. The leggings caught around her knees got in the way, pressed against my stomach, but that kind of inconvenience didn’t bother me. I let go of her wrists, took a moment to admire her with open satisfaction, and eased her legs up onto my shoulders.
“Haa. Haa, hnn……”
“Looking forward to it?”
“Yes…… I’m going crazy……”
She looked up at me as if she were begging, breathing hard, asking for it outright, and a swell of pride moved through me. The woman who’d tried to take the lead the first time we met was nowhere to be found. She’d been trained to the pleasure I gave her. I was looking forward to later. There was a particular pleasure in letting her enjoy being passive for now, and drawing the aggressive side out of her when the time came.
“Ahh, hnn……”
Slowly, I brought my hips in against her. Her precious place began to yield under the pressure on its own, and the instant my cock touched her she caught her breath and swallowed. Expectation filled her eyes, and the face flushed with desire stirred something possessive in me.
“You don’t need me to get you ready, do you?”
“……No…… hurry…… Sh-Shinwoo……”
“Want me to put it in?”
“……Yes……”
“I want to hear you say it yourself.”
“……P-please put it in…… your, your precious thing, Shinwoo…… inside me……”
Shame colored the murmur, but expectation swelled her face even redder, and her breath came quick and heated. She flushed like a ripe apple and stared only at me, and I lined myself up, taking my time.
“Ahhk…… hnn……”
Even this much movement seemed to stimulate her; her firm stomach trembled. Watching her soaked through with the pleasure I gave her satisfied me deeply. I liked, too, that she’d asked for it even with the strain written all over her. If I kept touching her desires and the fantasies she kept hidden, little by little, I’d come to know the real Rahee. For now, though, the priority was still getting her more deeply accustomed to pleasure. Until she was the one who felt the thirst first, we could simply enjoy each other like this.
……This time I’m bigger, so it might hurt a little.
I preferred the words folded position to mating press, but either way, this one put you at a disadvantage if you were large. Or so I’d heard. It could genuinely hurt. Still, I could manage it. It was practice for me, too.
“……Shinwoo……”
I was drawing it out on purpose, and she whispered my name like a plea. I pressed the head of my cock gently against her.
“Hnngh…… ahh……”
As I began to enter and the head pushed into her, her entrance clenched around me all at once, and I gritted my teeth. I felt the Special Internal Energy start to spread, and muttered to myself.
……Good is good, but still.
This was the second time. Doing it again the next day, I could at least tell myself her body had recovered overnight. This was two insertions in a row. And yet her grip, that springy tightness, hadn’t changed at all. She hadn’t loosened in the slightest. By any ordinary measure it was impossible. Slamming all the way in at once had never been my preference, and from here on it seemed like something I really shouldn’t do. Rahee might actually tear.
“……Feels good.”
“Ahh, hnngh…… it’s too b-big…… khhh……”
She couldn’t even answer me. She just took me in, her face pinched tight as I slid in smoothly, holding her breath. I closed my eyes and savored it—the fierce clench, the way she writhed around me like a snake.
“Hhh, hnn. It’s so h-hot…… I’m going to cook…… khhh……”
Her lower belly tightened, gripping me even harder, and beside my head her cute toes curled with effort. I lifted my body just like that.
“Ahhaak! Hnn, ahh, Sh-Shinwoo…… khh……”
Her waist came up off the bed in one motion, and I settled into a posture not unlike a squat. Then I reached out, caught both her wrists again, and pinned them above her head as if I were binding them there.
“Hhh, nnh, khh, huh, huh, hnnngh……”
“……You’re ready, right?”
“Hhh, y-yes…… c-come…… khh……”
“I’m not stopping until I’m finished.”
“Hhh, huh, hnngh, hhh…… yes……”
“Today it’ll probably be a little different.”
For an instant her eyes said she had no idea what I meant. Then that look vanished without a trace.
“Ahhaak!”
Hips raised, I drove into her precious place as if I were driving a stake—though I never, ever rammed it all the way to the end without mercy. Because of that there was no proper wet slap of skin on skin, but that single stroke was enough. Bliss flooded her face in an instant.
“Ahh, haak! Khh, khh, hhh, huh, hnnngh! Hnnk!”
“Good?”
“Too—ahh! Hhh, khhh! Shinwoo! Ahh! Khh!”
Every time I brought my hips down, her moans broke apart and her breathing hitched, and the stimulation started to coil in me as well. But maybe because I’d already come once, the urge didn’t surge the way it had earlier. It had been a while since I’d gone two rounds in a row, and all I felt was a deep, heavy satisfaction. Rahee, though, reached her peak far too quickly.
“Sh-Shinwoo! Hhh! I, I’m—hhh, nngh, khhh!”
“I’ll start.”
“Yes, yes! Ahh, hhh, ahh. Hnn, nnh!”
I settled into a steady rhythm. I had to be careful not to reach her cervix, and that made keeping the pace harder than I’d expected. A portio fold was too soon. I hadn’t properly awakened that place yet. First I needed to touch it every time we were together, let her climax from it, get her used to it—and only then make her start wanting the sensation that came from the mouth of her womb.
Still, this is subtly exhausting.
It really was no different from squats. I had to hold myself up with my thighs at just the right moment. Ordinarily I could have simply dropped my weight onto her thighs and that cute little ass and let her bear it. But my discomfort didn’t last long.
“Khh, khh, Sh-Shinwoo! Hnnk, hnngh, hnn, hnnngh! Nngh!”
“Not yet.”
“Ahhaak! Haak! Ahh! Hnnk! Nnh! Hnnngh! Haaak! Aak! Ahhk! Ahnngh!”
Little by little the pitch of her moans climbed. Her legs started to thrash, and I hurried to catch them in both arms and pull them up against my shoulders. Freed, her arms flailed helplessly across the bed, as if she didn’t know what to do with them. I watched her, and the motion looked almost like a beautiful dance, while I stubbornly kept the rhythm.
“Aak! Ahhk! Sh-Shinwoo! Enough, enough, please! Ahh! Aak! Hnnk! Ahnngh!”
“No. I’m nowhere near done.”
“Ahhaak! Ahhk, ahnngh, nngh, ahh, khhhh, ahh, ahh, please, please!”
“Why? Isn’t this what you asked for?”
“Let me, let me go! I want to come! Ahhaak! Please! Hnnk! Please let me come!”
“Not yet.”
“Hnngh, aak! Ahnngh! Hnnk! Nnh, ahh! Khh! Ahhaak!”
But contrary to what I’d whispered, I stopped all at once—the cock that had been driving into her went still. As if she’d been waiting for exactly that, her whole body locked rigid. She swallowed a moan, and then she began to shake.
“Khhhhhn……”
She climbed to her peak in a single breath, and her face collapsed into bliss. Her eyes rolled up. Her nostrils flared wider than usual. Her lips were covered in the marks of her own teeth, and tears and spit smeared her face—but this, more than anything, was a woman’s face in its truest form. She was pretty to begin with, and that only made my throat go drier. And then—
“Nnh?! Khh, ahh, w-wait…… ahnnnnngh!”
While she was still riding the climax, I put strength into my hips and pressed slowly deeper. The head met something a little firmer, and I pushed against it. Her whole body started to convulse again, and a warm wetness began to spill from where we were joined. If I let her taste the pleasure of her cervix like this, a little at a time, then someday—
……I might actually be able to do it for real.
Portio was new to me, too. I’d never once managed to enter a cervix. For that, you had to be born with the length. I knew perfectly well that surgery only went so far when it came to length. I’d been curious, but I’d been too afraid to try. Putting a knife to my precious cock just to satisfy curiosity had felt wrong. I’d wondered whether it was even worth going that far. But watching Rahee writhe in pleasure beneath me, I thought I might not have regretted the surgery after all. Not that I needed it anymore.
“Hnn, hnnk, ahnngh, haa, haaahn……”
“Was it good?”
“……Yes, yes…… heaven, it feels like heaven…… I’m so, so happy……”
The afterglow still hadn’t left her. Her voice, answering me with difficulty through dazed eyes, was already dry and cracked. Her whole body was telling me how good it had been, how satisfied she was.
I wasn’t finished yet.