Brace Yourself
Watching Rahee yank her tank top off in a rush, I stripped out of my pants as well.
That promise to make her brace herself... I won't be able to keep it.
If I indulged every last bit of my greed, she would end up so fragile that the slightest thing would hurt her, and if she so much as took a scratch I wouldn't be able to stand it. Those little wounds would pile up and slowly warp her inside, and the moment I realized it, the guilt would crush me. I was going to handle her with real care. Rahee's body made that kind of trouble feel not merely obvious, but overdue — she overflowed with reasons to be gentle.
Maybe I only need to set the mood that way.
Lately I could feel the urge building, little by little. Even someone who preferred gentle sex sometimes wanted to lose control, and from the start, soft sex had never been my specialty or my taste.
Getting greedy. That's all it is.
I was already happy enough, but as the hunger slowly filled I could feel want creeping in on top of it. I knew Rahee had been holding back a great deal too. I knew that much — that before and after their periods, women's sex drive and appetite both exploded. Even so, when I told her no, she hadn't pushed for more. She had followed along, obedient. Of course she deserved a reward. Just then her voice, calling me in a panic, snapped me out of the thought.
"Sh-Shinwoo."
"Hurry. I can't wait."
"O-okay. Just a second. The leggings—"
Any other day I would have told her to take her time, but tonight I matched whatever she wanted and hurried her along. She struggled and squirmed her way out of the leggings, gave up halfway, sat on the floor, and peeled them off where they had caught at her ankles. She was so cute that I simply lay still on the bed and watched.
"Haa... hnn..."
The way she grew more and more aroused as she undressed was adorable, and whether she felt my eyes on her or was simply anticipating what was about to happen, I could see every inch of her skin flushing a deeper red.
"Turn the light off on your way."
"...Okay."
Once the leggings were off, Rahee hurried to the door and flipped the switch. Darkness settled over the room. She was damp with sweat, though, and her pale skin began to gleam, catching the moonlight in a soft shimmer.
"Sh-Shinwoo. I, I..."
"Come here."
She crawled up onto the bed, panting. I lifted my upper body, slid both hands under her arms, and in one motion hauled her up and dropped her onto the mattress as if throwing her down. She sucked in a breath.
"Hhk..."
Lying there, she seemed startled for an instant by how rough I had been. Her eyes went round as she looked up at me. I held her gaze without a word, then stroked her cheek and whispered.
"You held out well."
"...Yes... Sh-Shinwoo..."
"Hm?"
"Right now. Please, right now... I, I'm..."
"Where."
"Haah—"
The moment I reached down and slipped my hand between her thighs, her body jerked and she threw her arms around my neck in a rush. For a second I couldn't speak either. Wet heat poured out of her like lava, fierce enough to scald my hand. When I stroked her over her panties, she twisted her hips and a moan broke free.
"Ahhk, Sh-Shinwoo..."
The slick that gushed out was nothing ordinary. There was so much of it that it soaked my hand in an instant. Her precious place was already past ready — ripe to the point of bursting, as if I had been teasing her for ages. A few moments of foreplay earlier could not explain this. Then... no way.
"...How long have you been like this?"
"Always. Every single time I see you..."
"The whole time you were on your period? The entire time?"
"Yes, yes... That's why, that's why..."
"...I see."
Tears were already welling in her pleading eyes as they went wet, and I had nothing left to say. Was the hunger of a period really this fierce? And she had endured it. On nothing but a word from me.
"I'm sorry... I know, I know I must look filthy... I know you'll be disappointed, but I really—"
She swallowed hard.
"I really can't hold it anymore... Shinwoo... please..."
She even apologized as she begged, fumbling over my cheek, my neck, my shoulders, and my chest with clumsy hands, as if she had no idea what else to do. Even now there wasn't a shred of force in her touch. She felt me softly. No — she was asking. Like a frail baby bird begging its parent for food.
"Just trust me."
"Ah..."
I answered and kicked my legs free, flinging my briefs aside in one motion. A moan close to a sigh of wonder slipped out of her, and as I watched her face fill with anticipation I slid my body between her legs. She welcomed me as if she had been waiting, spreading them, and when I pressed in beneath her she swallowed and looked at me.
"And listen."
"...Y-yes..."
"Don't hold it in this far. You'll only hurt yourself."
I barely managed to swallow the word stubborn. True to form for a bear. Seriously. I never should have sent her off yesterday. I couldn't even guess how miserable she must have been all night. She should have come looking for me. If she had, instead of suffering through the dark, I would have at least touched her. And now I understood the excuse she had finally scraped together — that something felt knotted tight in her chest.
Sigh. You big bear.
I had gone to see Hyunji yesterday, but if I had known Rahee was in this state I never would have left. Flip it around, and I wouldn't have gone to Rahee if Hyunji had been like this either. I loathed the idea of using someone's desire to suppress them this far just because you held the right to decide and the lead in bed. I had been on the receiving end of it too many times not to know. A little teasing was one thing. This felt like my fault.
"Ah..."
"If you can't hold it, you have to say so. Ask me to let you."
"But... hnnk..."
"Do you trust me that little?"
"No, no. It's not that... haah, hnn..."
"Then what?"
"I was afraid you'd be disappointed in me... that Shinwoo would..."
"Why would I be disappointed? You're this cute. This lovable."
"Ahhaahk?!"
The moment I pressed my boy gently against her, her expression collapsed into pleasure. Even that face was lovely. Without a word, I slowly coated the head in her slick.
"Hhk, ahk, Sh-Shinwoo... ahh, hhk..."
"If I go in like this, we'll both get hurt. Wait a little."
"O-okay... ah— haaahn..."
"It's all right to be stubborn."
"Shinwoo... ahhn..."
"If you want it, say you want it."
"Ahhp, yes... ahk, hnn..."
"The way you did for me in the park — whenever you want it, I'll give it to you."
I stroked her cheek and met her eyes.
"Tell me you love me."
"...Yes. Shinwoo... I love you... ahhaaahk!"
In the instant feeling washed over the face that had been full of excitement, I drove my hips upward. Her pupils shot up, then barely came back down. Only the head had entered, but the size had changed, and confusion flickered across her expression.
"Sh-Shinwoo... khhk... y-you're too big... ahhk..."
"I'm insanely turned on right now. Because of you."
"Ah... ahhp... Shinwoo..."
"My Rahee. You're beautiful."
"...Ah... hnnk, haa... khhk..."
I bit down on my molars against the sensation of Special Internal Energy blooming inside me. With her face undone by desire, her hand caressed my cheek, and I lowered my face and covered her lips with mine.
"Mm, haa, nnh, mmwah..."
"I'm going in."
"Haa. Haa. Yes... come, please come in..."
I looked at her face — spit and tears, pleasure and heat — and put more strength into my hips. Gently, toward her inside, my boy began to part her and push in.
"Khhk... hhk, nnh..."
As expected. Barely half was in, and she was already struggling. It wasn't the size. There seemed to be a little pain. The walls gripping me so fiercely were slightly soft, and the squeeze itself was a little weaker than usual.
She's badly swollen.
The tightness was still incredible, but I could feel the swelling through my cock, which meant I absolutely should not aim anywhere near her cervix, let alone her womb. Maybe that was for the best. There was no better practice for learning the new length, and Rahee wouldn't be able to adapt all at once to a cock that had suddenly grown.
"Is it all right this far?"
"...I-it's good... ahhp... so h-hot... and hard... khhk..."
Now she was pulling at my neck, and I let my head follow her hands. It wasn't a kiss. She licked my cheek, my neck, and my jaw like a puppy, and I quietly enjoyed her affection.
"Hhk, ahk, Shinwoo, Shinwoo..."
"Yeah. I'm right here."
"It feels so good... Shinwoo, I love you so much..."
"I love my Rahee too."
As if she didn't know what to do with herself, her soft thighs ground hard against my waist. Her expression crumbling every time a jolt ran through her, the way her insides squirmed and shifted — all of it was unbearably lovely.
"Ahhaahk! Sh-Shinwoo... a little more... let me feel just a little more... hhk..."
The moment I slowly drew my hips back, those long, beautiful legs wrapped around my waist all at once, but stopping my retreat was a difficult thing. I knew it was a kind of signal, a plea to go deeper. I had to endure it anyway. This stubborn bear would only blame herself again, so I would have to adjust on my own without a word. Of course, there was a way.
"Hhk, nnh. Haang, Sh-Shinwoo..."
"Yeah."
"Ahh, hhk, i-it's so, so different from usual... ahk, ahhk..."
"You like this better?"
"...A-all of it, I like all of it... ahh, haahk! Ahhk..."
Usually I moved as if I were firing with her navel for a target. This time was different. I worked upward, as if hooking her body onto my cock and lifting her with it. Back when my boy had still been little, I would have had to hunt for the pinpoint. Now that he was bigger, not having to search for the spot was a mercy.
"Hnn, ahhk, hhk, th-this, this feels too good..."
"This? You like this more?"
"I-I think I'm going to come, ahk, right now, I'm coming, ahhp..."
She was too deep in the pleasure to answer me. I had enjoyed her inside with my fingers before, but that had only lasted a moment. Honestly, I felt bad toward her — I couldn't even clearly remember whether she had a G-spot — but it didn't matter. I could tell well enough from how much she liked this.
We've got plenty of time ahead of us.
At least tonight, I could leave her satisfied. Her insides clenched hard around me, welcoming a cock that hadn't been inside her in a while, but the swelling lent them a softness too, until it almost felt as if I were enjoying some other woman's body wearing Rahee's face.
"Khhk, ahk, ahk, ahk, ahhp..."
Feeling her body gradually lock rigid, I quietly slid my left hand downward. If she liked this, there was one more kind of stimulation that paired with it perfectly. I set my hand where the two of us met and parted, and only then did she seem to notice my touch, her gaze just starting to drop.
"Ahhaahk?! Ahk, nnh, ehhk, Sh-Shinwoo! Ahk!"
"Does it hurt?"
"No! No, it's too much, the stimulation is too— it's coming! Ahk! I, I—"
The moment my fingers peeled back the hood of her dainty little clit, she flinched — and then my hand danced over that tiny pearl, and she was shot straight toward climax. G-spot and clitoris together were one of the best combinations there was.
"Yeah. You can come."
"Ahhhhnk!"
Her body drew into an arch hard enough to lift mine, locking rigid, and then she began to tremble. I didn't stop.
"Ahk! Sh-Shinwoo!"
"Y-yes! Ahk, ahhk, hhk, nnh, hhnn, aahk, ahk."
Between the movement of my fingers and the thrusts surging as if they meant to punch through her lower belly, Rahee twisted, lost, and showed her pleasure. Hyunji had been frightened by stimulation arriving one wave after another. Rahee, if anything, seemed to be looking forward to it. Then I ought to answer her in kind.