Chapter 603
Chapter 603
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Translator: Ebonarch
Chapter: 603
Chapter Title: Christmas Nightmare (2)
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Is it because we've been friends for so long?
My boyfriend, who's especially clumsy when it comes to expressing his feelings... has never once told me he loves me. And he was the one who confessed first—what could he possibly be so shy about? It took a whole month just to hold hands with Shusuke. But even so, I never doubted that I'd share all my first experiences with my boyfriend, Shusuke.
My boyfriend, whom I've known since we were kids, was my first love... and my forever love.
"Haruna... Haah, Haruna..."
"Mmph?! Haah, haaa... Uncle, seriously, mmph... Nngh!"
...But what am I supposed to do about this?
Hayato Uncle pinned me down to the floor by force and came at me relentlessly. In the most pathetic way, I lost my first kiss... to my boyfriend's father. The sweet, fruity scent of liquor wafted from between the thick lips of this grown man. Separate from how utterly flustered I was, my precious first kiss tasted sweet.
"No... Mmph... Haah, haaa... Get away from me!"
"Haruna... Why would you say something like that!"
"Uncle, please! Nngh... I'm not Haruna—I'm Yuki!"
"Haruna! Why are you rejecting me!"
Hayato Uncle, drunk as he was, was nothing like his usual self.
The always kind and composed uncle... had begun to devour me in every sense of the word. With my body restrained, he pressed his face close and slipped his slick tongue between my lips. Captured by him, forced into that kiss, I shed tears out of fear.
"Haruna... Please, never leave me again..."
"Well, I'm Yuki... Mmph?! Haaa... Chup, mm..."
"I love you, Haruna..."
"Haah, haaa... Please, Uncle... Mmph, churp..."
But sadly, my tears changed nothing.
Drunk and mistaking me for "Haruna," Uncle was determined to be with her... and stripped me naked. I couldn't allow that, so I struggled and fought back however I could... but a frail girl's body couldn't hope to stop a sturdy man like him.
"Ahh, Haruna... You're so beautiful..."
"No... Uncle, please... Please snap out of it!"
"Haruna... I love you, Haruna..."
"I'm Yuki, Yuki! Mmph, haaang... No!"
"Haruna... I'll make you happy."
"Nooooo!"
And so, my first experience began just like that.
I'd thought my first kiss and first time would naturally be with Shusuke, but reality was cruel. Tearing through the hymen that symbolized my purity, Uncle's thing plunged deep into my body. Not my beloved boyfriend... but his father, Hayato Uncle, was my first.
"Haruna... Haruna, Haruna!"
"Hic... Hic..."
"I love you, Haruna... I'll never lose you again."
"Nooo... Haah, aaaang!"
Surprisingly, the pain was only momentary.
But the mental shock lingered on. Being violated by Uncle—a man I'd never once thought of that way—was utterly horrifying and humiliating. It's not like I hated or despised him... but this was rape before it was sex! Without my permission, without my consent, Hayato Uncle mounted me and thrust his hips wildly.
This tragic situation filled me with such profound sadness.
"I'll protect you no matter what... Haruna..."
"Mmph, haah... Chup, nngh..."
But there was one thing—just one...
that made my chest ache with emotion.
"I love you, Haruna..."
Moments like this, when I heard those words of love...
gave me chills and made my heart pound.
Uncle's heartfelt, desperate confession of love. I knew it wasn't for me, but for "Haruna"... but he truly loved her. She must have been a wife who was deeply cherished. Realizing that filled my heart with tenderness, and it felt almost as if I were the one receiving that love... my mind grew hazy.
"Haruna... I love you, Haruna..."
"Ah, Uncle..."
"You're all I have... So please... come back to me..."
"Mmph, haaa... Uncleee..."
It must be the alcohol, right?
Feeling my heart race while being raped... I couldn't even understand myself. But "I love you" was the one phrase I'd longed to hear so badly... Even if it came from Uncle instead of Shusuke, even if it was for Haruna and not me... So this is what it feels like. This must be the happiness of a woman who is loved. Something warm welled up inside my chest.
"Haaat, aaang... Uncle, nngh... Haah, haaaang!"
"Haruna... Ahh, Haruna!"
"Nngh... No, haaa... Chup, mm, churp, haaa!"
And at the same time, my body grew hot.
From Uncle's hands caressing me, from his lips devouring me, from his... his cock violating me... I felt profound love, and my heart throbbed. That's why, somehow, I began to accept this horrific moment. I couldn't resist anymore anyway. Once I thought that, everything felt at ease.
"This spot feels good, doesn't it? Right?"
"Aaaang! There... Haat, aaang... Nooo!"
And once everything felt at ease, a lewd pleasure began to well up.
It should have felt disgusting by all rights... but the thrill of sex started to excite me more and more. His cock plunged in without restraint, scraping against my inner walls. Every time it stretched my pussy wide... Ahh, it really felt like we were having sex... Self-loathing, guilt toward Shusuke, and a tangle of complex emotions overwhelmed me—I couldn't hold back.
"Haaaaang! Ahh... Aaaang!"
In the end, I climaxed while being raped.
"Haruuuuuna!"
And Uncle reached his peak too...
filling my womb with his semen.
"Haah, haaa... Haaa..."
This is truly awful for Shusuke, but...
Even my first creampie was with his father.
"Haruna, Haru... Yuki?!"
"...Finally coming to your senses?"
"Yuki?! W-Why are you... Where's Haruna?!"
"Uncle..."
"Ah, a-ahh... W-What have I... Aaaah!"
Whether it was misfortune or fortune, Uncle snapped out of it once sex ended. But looking at him now, he hardly seemed sober. He stared back and forth between me and my no-longer-virgin pussy in shock. His hands and feet trembled as he dropped to his knees and performed a dogeza. Even this was a first for me.
"...This is the worst."
"S-Sorry, Yuki... I-I... Aaaah..."
"I'll resent you for life."
"Ahh... Aaaah..."
Of course, I had no intention of forgiving him.
Even if he was drunk... rape is rape! Sure, Uncle is weak to alcohol, and I do resemble Haruna... but that doesn't justify forcing yourself on me! Having my virginity taken so easily and pathetically, I wanted to hold him accountable.
-Thud
"Ah... Ahh, I've gone mad..."
"...Uncle?"
"I-I... I... Aaaah..."
But... yeah, I bore some responsibility too.
I was the one who kept pushing drinks on Uncle when he wanted to stop. I was the one imitating Haruna, and I was the one who asked for booze in the first place. Knowing that made it hard to just lash out in anger. Besides, that expression... "pale as a sheet" was made for moments like this. He looked utterly soul-crushed.
-Crash
"To think I did... something so insane..."
-Boom
"Ah, aaaah..."
Was he so shocked by his own actions?
Hayato Uncle's legs gave out beneath him. He tried to stand several times but failed, leaning against the wall and breathing raggedly. His gait, like a newborn fawn's, was so pitiful it made me anxious. Even watching made me worry.
"Uncle... Are you okay?"
"I... I'm..."
"...Uncle?"
"Aaaah... I'm sorry, Yuki..."
"...So you do know."
"I'll... take responsibility."
"...How exactly?"
"First, I should turn myself in... And w-we'll need to visit a gynecologist too..."
"W-Wait a sec! Turn yourself in?!"
"...I did wrong, so I must face punishment. Ahh, I'll need a lawyer too. If word gets out, it'll be trouble, so somehow we have to keep your identity hidden..."
"Ah... Uncle?!"
With a mournful face, he spoke of karma.
He was right, of course... but what now? Turning himself in would be a huge problem all around. It was a tragedy I wanted to erase from memory, but I didn't want Hayato Uncle to become a criminal over it. It was truly just a drunken mistake. Becoming a criminal over one slip-up... No, I couldn't let that happen.
"To you, to Yuuki, and to Shusuke too... Ahh, I've done something unforgivable... To think I was such a repulsive person... Ah, ahh... I'm sorry..."
But on the flip side... seeing the usually kind and dignified Uncle...
so lost and anxious was oddly satisfying.
"Are you really sorry?"
"Truly..."
"Hmm..."
This feeling right now was another first for me.