Chapter 537
Chapter 537
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Translator: Ebonarch
Chapter: 537
Chapter Title: Shattered Illusions
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It wasn't just his looks that made me admire the boss. His relaxed demeanor, his kind words, and that warm smile. He was the epitome of the 'ideal adult.' He'd listen with a smile even when I said something stupid, and he'd give thoughtful advice on even the smallest worries. That's why I genuinely liked him as a person.
[Haa, oppa... Ungh... Haa, oppa...]
But the boss in the car was different.
Sex, sex, sex.
A total sex-crazed, frivolous social butterfly.
A guy who spent all day at clubs chasing one-night stands.
I didn't know if that was really true... but still, sleeping with someone else's girl made him trash. I never imagined the boss could be like that... Tears welled up from the betrayal. I'd never felt this heartbroken before. Not even when my favorite manga got canceled or my beloved game glitched out on PC.
My heart felt torn to shreds.
[Wait just a sec... Haa, Min-gyu, can I suck it?]
[......Yeah. Suck it clean, every nook and cranny.]
But Min-gyu oppa's presence threw me into confusion.
What if... they both consented?
I'd assumed it was cheating...
But Min-gyu oppa was participating willingly.
So it wasn't an affair... In that case, shouldn't I cut him some slack? Morality aside, it wasn't a crime. From their conversation, Min-gyu oppa seemed to be enjoying it too... So, doesn't that mean I should forgive him? It's consensual sex, after all. Not rape. Calling him a frivolous social butterfly feels a bit harsh, doesn't it?
...What right do I even have to forgive him?
Getting mad on my own, then defending him on my own...
I couldn't even understand my own feelings.
Alone in the tent, I hung my head. Was it the single can of beer that got me drunk? Claiming I was tired, I slipped into bed early, quietly replaying what had just happened. The boss handing me snacks with a bright smile. He seemed the same as always... such a good person, so why... why did he enjoy something so filthy? It was utterly disappointing.
But I couldn't bring myself to hate him.
I wanted to believe in him somehow.
"Ahhh, yeah... Ungh... "
"Shh. Keep your voice down."
Then, faint moans leaked from the tent across the way.
At first glance, you might think it was Ji-ah unni and Min-gyu oppa...
But I knew better.
Those voices belonged to Ji-ah unni and the boss.
The two of them... were having sex again.
"Haat, ahn... Haaa... Oppa, yeah... "
"Try to hold back your voice a bit."
"It's fine, haa... They're asleep, ungh... "
Is sex... really that good?
By now, I was genuinely curious.
A guy sticking his dick inside a girl's pussy. I knew how it worked in theory... but I'd never experienced it. I had plenty of knowledge from doujins and erotic games... but no partner! For an asocial loner like me, sex was out of reach. And... I was still a 'virgin,' so I didn't want to lose it carelessly. If there was anyone I'd allow, maybe the boss?
But even that was impossible starting today.
The boss was a frivolous guy.
"Aaaang! It's seriously so big... "
Hah, but... it was huge.
Is that why they love it so much? Unni's moans were growing louder bit by bit. I could feel her losing control from the pleasure, and it made my lower belly heat up. Naturally, the boss's dick came to mind. Bigger than anything in porn by several times. In doujins... the bigger the dick, the more the girls loved it... Is that true for real?
I reached down to gauge the size.
Then pressed it against my lower belly.
"No... way... "
I swallowed hard.
Unni's getting pierced by that right now?
The phrase 'her waist bent like a bow' popped into my head. They say it moves on its own when it feels good... Is that real? I wanted to experience it. I had sexual urges too. But... I hated this sleazy kind of thing. Sticky sex parties with social butterflies. Ugh... just like those sex circles in doujins. I wanted no part in such low-class gatherings.
"That was fun, right?"
"Y-yes... "
"Hyung, invite me next time too."
"Got it. Don't worry."
"......"
"You'll keep coming too, right Yujin?"
"Ah, uh...... Yes, invite me again."
But I couldn't refuse the boss's invitation.
I wanted to believe in him just a little longer.
Yet the more I believed, the more disappointments piled up.
[Oppa... haa... Your dick really is the best.]
[Chup, chup... Haa, oppa, do it raw today.]
Su-ah unni, Ji-hye unni, Hye-jin unni, Yu-min unni. Every regular customer... was sleeping with the boss. Not a single exception. The prettiest girls sucking the boss's dick eagerly. I'd spied on them more than a few times. But he'd never made a move on me to the end.
In front of me, he always stayed his kind, caring self.
...How should I treat the boss from now on?
"Yujin, you're coming this week too, right?"
"Yes, o-of course!"
I agonized over it countless times, but no answer came.
Whenever I saw the boss, his naked body flashed in my mind, making me itch down there.
Taking Yujin to the MT had paid off. There was a close call, but in the end, the plan succeeded. Those two had grown much closer since that day. They'd even started eating lunch together lately (cafeteria food, but still). At this rate, landing a CC wasn't a pipe dream.
"Ah, hey Yujin."
"......Hey."
"Made a lot of progress on the research?"
"......Yeah, sorta."
But she wasn't showing her feelings openly.
I couldn't let my guard down yet.
The valuable advice from my sunbae: Always act indifferent, no matter what. I took that to heart. The famous saying that the more you show interest, the lighter you seem—that was spot on. So Park Siwoo did his best to be a serious guy. Focused on classes, assignments, studying. And always acted caring.
"Good work today, Siwoo."
"Huh? Y-yeah! You too, Yujin!"
They say aloof guys are the most popular...
Yujin's reaction had changed like magic.
His sunbae's advice was dead on.
Genini—no, Yujin—suddenly brought up guys. But talking about someone being 'nice' meant it had to be about Park Siwoo. He was the only guy around her, so it was a natural guess. And this consultation request was probably about romance. Park Siwoo's heart raced.
The fact that she was asking this meant Yujin was interested in him too.
Park Siwoo screamed internally but replied calmly.
She'd misinterpreted his kindness as putting up walls... Phew, thank god we're SNS friends. He sighed in genuine relief. Then he seized the chance to convey his honest feelings. That real-life Park Siwoo was interested in real-life Yujin. His goal was to make her aware of him.
So... maybe now he could get a bit closer?
His sunbae said to stay cool to the end...
But Park Siwoo figured now was the perfect timing.