Chapter 483
Chapter 483
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Translator: Ebonarch
Chapter: 483
Chapter Title: Doctor Gam Deok-bae (19)
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My entire body burned hot, my mind growing hazy. My heart pounded wildly. It was the unpleasant pain I'd felt after so long. No, this agony was far more intense than before, bringing tears to my eyes nonstop. It was regrettable, but... yes, the Fruit was going berserk.
"Damn it... I never should have trusted that guy!"
Seeing me like this, my brother exploded in frustration. He cursed himself for believing in Lord Ruin. But brother... this is my fault. The tragedy happened because I recklessly stimulated the Fruit. I shouldn't have... masturbated. Imagining my first time with Lord Ruin and pleasuring myself like that was my mistake.
"What are you doing?! Call that bastard here right now!"
But you know, I felt wronged too. Whenever she got the chance, Maria would come to me with dirty stories. She said my brother ordered her to... She told me things far more lewd than any erotic novel—real-life details about adults' "intimate circumstances." Do you know how hard that was for me? Lord Ruin kept popping into my head; I thought I'd go mad.
'It's... sex education, right?'
'Yes. Sex education, or as it's also called, sex ed.'
'S-sex ed?! Maria! That's so vulgar!'
'Oh my, miss! Don't you think it's about time you learned how to please a man? An innocent virgin who knows nothing has a high chance of failing her first time.'
'......R-really?'
'Of course. To have happy sex with your lover, there's a lot you need to know.'
'......Happy sex with my lover.'
'What do you say, miss? Don't you want to know?'
'Ah... I do.'
'Hehehe, good answer.'
From fellatio on up—various lewd positions, seductive charms to excite a man, even the slightly embarrassing acts of coquetry to satisfy him...
Practical knowledge not covered in novels. Once I learned it, every night I'd think of Lord Ruin and review it all in my fantasies. Sucking his cock, shaking my hips on my own, showing him the cum dripping from my pussy and thanking him for making me cum...
Ugh... how embarrassing...
Even I thought it was utterly depraved and low-class.
But I couldn't stop reviewing.
If I ever really ended up with Lord Ruin someday... these were things I'd have to do eventually. Sucking his cock in service, spreading my pussy myself to tempt him... Once sex started, begging him to cum, then bathing together for one last round... Ahhh!
Unladylike, filthy fantasies. But for me, unable to see Lord Ruin... those imaginings were one of my few joys. Letters that arrived after days couldn't soothe my love for him, or my longing to see him.
'Lord Ruin, haa... more, haang, taste me more...'
'Fuck me... ahh, fuck me raw... haang!'
That's why my review sessions kept getting longer... and eventually turned into masturbation. To calm my heating body during reviews... I had to touch my pussy. Maria caught me a few times, but I kept comforting myself. While writing letters, while reading his replies... I endlessly fantasized about sex with Lord Ruin.
'Ngh?! Haa, haaa... m-my body... ugh, it's so hot...'
But looking back now, it was such a stupid thing to do.
It made the Fruit go berserk.
Constant stimulation overloaded it, making it boil over. My frail body couldn't withstand the life force pouring out. My arms and legs trembled from the overflowing energy. My breath came in gasps. My vision blurred. My heart throbbed excessively. Ah... I felt like I'd lose everything and turn to white ash.
"Get everyone out! Hurry!"
And just then, when I sensed my end approaching...
My hero appeared.
Lord Ruin yelled harshly at my brother, then undid the buttons of his sweat-soaked shirt. His expression—filled with anger, worry, pity, and love—made my heart race. It wasn't the Fruit. He swept back his disheveled hair and rushed to me, grasping my hand. I confirmed my feelings once more.
"Haaa... L-Lord... Ruin?"
"Lady Iris..."
This man who always appeared in my moments of crisis to reassure me...
Loving him was far too easy.
"Dirk Ruin! Get away from her right now! This is because of you—!"
"Hey, you bastard! I said get the others out!"
"......Huh?"
"You plan to just let Iris die like this?!"
This was the first time I'd seen Lord Ruin raise his voice like that. He didn't back down even before my brother, unleashing his fury... Ah, it was so cool. I felt his sincerity toward me; my heart trembled. And calling me 'Iris' too... That powerful tone made my face burn. It was my first time feeling this, and I couldn't calm down.
"Tch... You saying you can heal her?"
"Of course!"
Lord Ruin said he could save me and asked them to undress me. My brother was suspicious, but I trusted Lord Ruin. He wasn't the type to joke about something like this. Even if the method was lewd, it was the only way to cure me. In the end, my brother approached and removed my clothes. Cool air brushed my skin, raising goosebumps... but it was okay.
Soon, Lord Ruin—now naked—climbed onto the bed.
"Lady Iris. Whew... excuse me."
"W-wait! I'll... I'll do it..."
"Haa, Lord Ruin... please..."
"Ah, Iris..."
Lord Ruin carefully reached out and slid off my panties. I gently lifted my hips, exposing my pussy. He let out a small gasp of admiration... then gulped. My face flushed even deeper because of it.
To think Lord Ruin would react like that...
I-is my pussy that pretty?
I didn't hate it. If anything, it excited me. I parted my legs a little for him. Wanting him to look closer... a naughty thought. Someday... after the treatment, this would be the pussy for sex with Lord Ruin. Ah, I was glad he liked it. For the first time, I was proud of my body.
"Dirk Ruin, you... you fucking dog!"
My oblivious brother yelled, but Lord Ruin ignored him lightly. Then he warned not to interfere, saying this treatment risked his life, his face serious. That was cool too; my lower belly tingled. And that cock... his fully erect cock... Ah, he's properly aroused this time. Tears welled up knowing Lord Ruin saw me as a woman. I was so, so happy the pain faded away.
"Lady Iris."
"Ah, Lord Ruin..."
He gently held my legs... then slowly brought his cock closer. Soon, our genitals touched. The first hot sensation of a cock. My heart pounded loudly. Just as I'd heard—rock-hard and rigid. Lord Ruin moved his hips, rubbing his cock from bottom to top, top to bottom... over my pussy. Chilling pleasure rose, making my hips buck. To think this was treatment—I almost laughed.
"Imagine my cock entering you and feel me."
"Mmm, haa... I'll feel it... Lord Ruin, ahh... I'll feel you!"
I was glad it hurt... a somewhat contradictory thought. This dizzying happiness came from the Fruit's rampage. Hehe... Each smooth stroke of his cock sent pleasant sensations through my lower belly. Unable to hold back, I let out lewd moans, and Lord Ruin embraced me. He parted his lips slightly, so...
"Lord Ruin... mmph, chuup, chuu... haa, kiss... mmm, churuup..."
Hehehe, our first kiss started without anyone leading. Did you know? This was my first kiss. Lord Ruin's tongue thrust in boldly, stirring my mouth sloppily. Ngh, haa... So the saying first kisses are sweet is a lie. A bitter herbal scent. But... even that was good. Overwhelmed by ecstatic emotion, joyful tears flowed.
"...Lady Iris."
"Haa, more... mmm, churuup... chuu, haa... harder..."
It felt just like being lovers.
Hehe, Maria was right—let kisses follow the flow. Our tongues, slick with mixed saliva... we took turns sucking noisily. Lord Ruin sucked, then me... churuup, haa... then him again, then me... Ah, is this bliss allowed? It felt like walking on clouds, precarious and thrilling. Suddenly scared, I hugged Lord Ruin tight.
From genitals to lips, Lord Ruin and I became one.
And from then on, I felt no pain at all.
Only pleasure filled me.
I wished time would stop like this. Sweet saliva, firm chest muscles, rigid cock, my most precious Lord Ruin in the world. I love you, ahhh... I love you... I exchanged saliva and my feelings with him. My brother was watching, but I didn't care. I'd forgotten I was being treated; I just craved Lord Ruin's love.
"Ngh?! Cough... hack!"
"L-Lord... Ruin?!"
"What?! W-what's happening?!"
Was it my greed?
Lord Ruin vomited blood, his face contorted in pain. In contrast, I felt... refreshed. I hated myself for it... my body and mind felt light. Like the chronic illness tormenting me for so long, the Fruit, was gone... Huh? Gone...
......No, it really is gone!
Tranquility after five years... But I wasn't happy. Instead, I sobbed from overwhelming sadness. The Fruit disappearing from my body meant... Lord Ruin, ahhh... he'd absorbed it for me... Ah, aaaaah! Guilt made my whole body tremble. If I hadn't stimulated the Fruit...
To save me, he'd absorbed it...!
With my tear ducts broken, I burst into tears.
"Lord Ruin, sob, hic... I'm sorry, hng... ahhh, I'm sorry because of me!"
"A-Iris! What happened?!"
"Lord Ruin did it for me... hng... Lord Ruin! Really, sob... I'm sorry, Lord Ruin..."
How could I ever repay this kindness?
Holding the fainted Lord Ruin to my chest, I kept repeating how sorry I was.