Chapter 284
Chapter 284
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Translator: Ebonarch
Chapter: 284
Chapter Title: Be Careful with Constellation Contracts (15)
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Siwoo greeted me with a bright, cheerful face. Strangely enough, just seeing him like that made all my worries up to now vanish in an instant. I realized I... didn't particularly love Siwoo. My heart, which didn't flutter even when I looked at him, let me know that fact.
Being with Siwoo put my mind at ease and made me smile without realizing it... but you wouldn't call this love. In this state, I felt like I could never take it to the next level, like kissing or sex, even if my life depended on it. How could you do that with a 'friend'?
I admired Siwoo for giving me the will to live after losing my family, and that's why I wanted to be with him forever... but that was just admiration, an emotion far from love. That's why we're still stuck as 'friends'.
"Hey, you're looking bright today too."
Having belatedly realized my true feelings, I welcomed Siwoo with a sense of relief. I'd been feeling guilty, knowingly or not, because of the 'Nameless Avenger', but there was no need for that. Reminding myself once more that we were just 'friends', I flashed a wide smile.
"Hmph, look at that smug grin."
"Siwoo... you seem to be in a good mood."
"Sparring! I need to spar with that woman right now!"
But why were they whining like that? Were they wary of me? It seemed they'd already fallen hard for Siwoo, leading to some needless misunderstanding. Siwoo was just being kind to me out of pity, after all.
"Huh? Haha. I'm always like this. I'm glad to see you're looking bright too."
"Really? I hadn't noticed."
"See? Sia, you look so much prettier when you smile."
"Ugh, what're you saying."
Or maybe it was because of Siwoo's way of talking? He always said embarrassing things with such a straight face, which might've led to some misconceptions. I'd fallen for it plenty back in the day. At first, I thought he meant it because he liked me... but turns out he said stuff like that to everyone he met.
Still, since they hadn't known Siwoo long, I figured I should cut them some slack.
"I'll head out now. Time for training soon."
"Ah... Y-Yeah. Do your best!"
"Thanks. See you later."
Being perceptive, I stepped aside for the three of them. One day, a girlfriend would come out of that group for Siwoo, I figured. Thinking I'd congratulate him sincerely when that happened, I headed back to the dorm.
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It might've seemed like all my worries were resolved, but that wasn't the case. I still hadn't decided how to handle the 'Nameless Avenger'. Unlike with Siwoo, thinking about him made my heart race... but it still felt a bit off.
Seeing the 'Nameless Avenger' get aroused because of me, ejaculate on me, then twitch while I cleaned him up with my mouth—it was adorable and lovable... but he's a constellation whose face I don't even know.
Of course, recalling the feel of his embrace or the sensation of his kisses, he seemed like a muscular, handsome hunk... but I couldn't just go all the way with the 'Nameless Avenger' based on that alone.
So... pseudo-sex would have to do.
That's why he said he could only touch where I wanted him to. If I played it right, I could keep my hymen intact while letting the 'Nameless Avenger' thrust his dick inside me—like pseudo-sex.
⚙ SYSTEM NOTIFICATION ⚙
[My lady, are you serious?]
...That's what I was thinking when I brought it up, only for the 'Nameless Avenger' to respond with a serious, angry tone.
"...Y-Yeah, I'm serious?"
⚙ SYSTEM NOTIFICATION ⚙
[...Sex would violate the contract, wouldn't it? Have I done something wrong to you? To suggest breaking the contract like this...]
"Huh?"
⚙ SYSTEM NOTIFICATION ⚙
[If there's anything you dislike, just tell me. I'll fix it right away. So please reconsider dissolving the contract. I don't want to lose a contractor like you...]
"......"
⚙ SYSTEM NOTIFICATION ⚙
[...My lady?]
"You idiot!"
You scared me! I thought you'd lost faith in me! His cold demeanor—the first I'd seen from the 'Nameless Avenger'—had my heart dropping, but it turned out we were just misunderstanding each other.
⚙ SYSTEM NOTIFICATION ⚙
[Huh?]
"What nonsense are you spouting? Dissolve the contract? As if I'd ever do that!"
⚙ SYSTEM NOTIFICATION ⚙
[R-Really?]
"Of course! How could I ever abandon you?"
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[But sex...]
"Forgot? It was just our little promise. I say it's okay, it is. And it's not sex—it's pseudo-sex. There'll be penetration, but no actual sex. So don't worry."
⚙ SYSTEM NOTIFICATION ⚙
[Sigh... And here I thought you were trying to dump me...]
"Were you scared? Sigh... Whatever, just come hug me already."
⚙ SYSTEM NOTIFICATION ⚙
[M-My lady?]
"You're so cute, I wanna hug you right now, so hurry up. I can't do anything until you touch me. ...And I wanna kiss too, so bring those lips here. Got it? Oh, if you hug me hard while erect, I'll give you a handjob as a bonus... Mmph?! Haa..."
Before I could finish, the 'Nameless Avenger' pulled me into an embrace. He held me tighter than usual, making my heart swell.
Was this the power of training him? Then he grabbed my head and kissed me passionately... it was driving me crazy. It was overflowing with affection. I clung to him, forgetting to breathe, and he responded by pulling my waist closer.
"Were you scared? Haa... *smack*, *slurp*... Haa, mm... Don't worry... *kiss*, *smack*... Hn... I'll be with you forever... *slurp*, *pop*... Y-You idiot..."
To think I'd been reminiscing about Siwoo, who was just a 'friend', while having such a lovable constellation... Disappointed in my own foolishness, I reflected on the day's events, steeled my resolve, and continued kissing the 'Nameless Avenger'.
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⚙ SYSTEM NOTIFICATION ⚙
[So... you want me to thrust into you while leaving your hymen intact?]
"Yeah, yeah. You can do that, right?"
⚙ SYSTEM NOTIFICATION ⚙
[I can, but... it's a bit odd. How is that pseudo-sex? Isn't it basically the same as real sex?]
Honestly, I knew I was being unreasonable. But hey, 'ah' and 'uh' are different, right? Since my hymen stayed intact, it wasn't sex—that's the excuse I gave myself as I lay on the bed and spread my pussy open with my hands.
"If I say it's pseudo-sex, it is. Got a problem? Or... don't you wanna do it with me?"
⚙ SYSTEM NOTIFICATION ⚙
[N-No, that's not it.]
"See? It's all wet? Just thinking about pseudo-sex with you has my pussy in heat... So, mm... stop killing the mood and come thrust into me already... Haa, women's hormones... need to be released, you know..."
⚙ SYSTEM NOTIFICATION ⚙
[...Is it really okay?]
"It's fine, totally fine... Haa, just come to me already."
⚙ SYSTEM NOTIFICATION ⚙
[Understood...]
Acting all coy when he wanted it... After hesitating until the end, the 'Nameless Avenger' mounted me and pressed his cock against my pussy. The lewd, hot sensation at my entrance sent shivers down my spine.
His cock, which I'd tasted several times already... Now it was time for it to taste my pussy. But... thinking about getting fucked like this... my heart pounded so hard I could barely breathe.
I'd been so confident just moments ago... but suddenly anxiety flooded me, and I tensed up. Could I... really do this properly? The face of the unknown 'Nameless Avenger' flashed in my mind, and my heart started racing wildly.
What if we weren't compatible?
What if our chemistry sucked?
What if he got disappointed in me this time?
I...
I...
"Mm? Haa... Nn, haa... What're you..."
⚙ SYSTEM NOTIFICATION ⚙
[Forgot? In any video you showed me, they never went straight to sex. There was always excessive foreplay first.]
"Nngh... Mm, yeah... Haa, *slurp*..."
⚙ SYSTEM NOTIFICATION ⚙
[It's surely to arouse each other and relieve tension for proper sex. So we should follow that procedure too.]
Instead of suddenly fucking me, the 'Nameless Avenger' started kissing me. Pinned beneath him with no way to resist, I wrapped my arms around him and surrendered my body.
Did he notice? He stroked my head in that position, then sucked on my breasts. He'd picked up on my tension and was comforting me. So lovable... Then he went all the way down and licked my pussy—I nearly came before we even started.
"Haaang... Now, haa... that's enough. Thanks to you, I'm relaxed... Haa, mm... No matter how sex with me is... Hn, haa... You'll keep loving me, right?"
⚙ SYSTEM NOTIFICATION ⚙
[I don't know. I don't know what love is. But if what I'm feeling now is love... then this feeling won't change.]
"Idiot... You really make it so complicated... Haat, mm... You could just say you love me like a normal person... Hn, haaa..."
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[......I love you.]
"Youuu... Haat, haaaaaang!"
Damn it, confessing while thrusting is cheating! I wanted to keep feeling this heart-fluttering, tender emotion... but as his cock plunged deep into my pussy, I came hard and lost consciousness.
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