Chapter 464: Lust
Translator: RaidenTL
Chapter 464: Lust
- Wil… Wilson… We haven’t been forgotten, have we? Right?
“…”
- N-No way we’ve been forgotten, right? I… I’m one of the women who’s been in Blood Dagger’s arms, aren’t I? And that’s not all! I’m a weapon he uses himself! What other weapon is like me? I must be right! Right?
“…”
- I even provided a proper dowry! So that’s it, right? He’s just… just been busy with something, that must be it, right? That’s what it is. Now that his work is done, he’ll come looking for me again. What? You heard he’s on his way here right now? You’re so kind, Wilson, hehe… Th-Thank you for comforting me, Wilson…
A hollow voice echoed through the quiet room. It sounded incredibly lonely. Of course, I knew exactly whose voice it was. It was none other than my own—Isaac’s.
- …
Life in the newly built magic tower wasn’t particularly lonely. It wasn’t the tower that held my memories, but there was plenty to research, and the fellow mages around me were exceedingly kind. Not only that, but thanks to the adventurer’s guild below, it was quite enjoyable to watch the humans and Green Skins coming and going all the time. Wilson was still the only friend I could open my heart to, but I was more or less satisfied with this life of mingling with others.
With one single exception.
It sounded ridiculous, but the true nature of that feeling was lust.
The problem was that the dream-like situation from before refused to leave my mind.
- Haaah…
Blood Dagger’s warm, comforting embrace, and the pleasure that felt like it shot through my brain. A lot of time had passed, but the memory was still vivid in my mind. After we had united again and again as if possessed, Blood Dagger hadn’t come to see me for a long time. It was even difficult to contact him.
I knew my man was busy, but I never imagined it would be to this extent. Yet, from the news I was hearing, that didn’t seem to be the whole story. The thought that the problem might lie with me made my heart ache.
Isaac began to chug the milk in front of her.
[Half-Mino Milk]
My body didn’t need to eat, nor would it grow any further. But without relying on something like this, it felt incredibly difficult to go on. I’d heard that the little fairy had also been relying on this milk recently. Of course, she was tricked into drinking it continuously by the promise that it would give her a bigger, stronger body, but it had no effect.
- I-I think I’m the problem, Wilson… Sob… It’s all my fault.
Reflected in the mirror was a socially awkward misfit wearing glasses. I couldn’t be called beautiful, nor could I be called sexy. There were faint dark circles under my eyes, and the glasses made me look like a huge bookworm. I knew, of course, what kind of women my man—Blood Dagger—liked.
First, there was Choi Eunju, who could use teleportation. Then the plant woman, and finally, the queen of the humans. They all possessed certain large things that I did not. They asserted their womanhood with their warm chests. Even the winged fairy was bigger than me.
The creator of this milk was no different.
‘Half-Minotaur Wingrin.’
- Eeeeeek…
- Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek! What do you mean, Half-Minotaur?! D-Don’t make me laugh!
I had actually seen that woman before buying the milk. This was deception, a marketing ploy, a scam.
CRASH!
Without realizing it, Isaac threw the bottle of Half-Mino Milk against the wall. It was an unforeseen situation; her hand had suddenly slipped, and the bottle of milk struck the face of the disembodied head of Wilson. Seeing this, Isaac began to mutter.
- S-Sorry, Wilson. It… it was an accident…
“…”
- Really. I’m sorry, Wilson…
I couldn’t understand what the problem was. To think he simply disliked small women was strange, given the existence of the fairy who was always by his side. She had already borne his child and now held the position of the Green Skins’ matriarch, the Mother of Green Skins. She was one of his most trusted wives.
- Is it… technique? Is that it, Wilson?
With that body and innocent expression, it was possible she was an unexpected technician. She was undoubtedly driving Blood Dagger wild.
- She must have been an unexpected technician. I’m sure of it.
Compared to her, what about me? For over ten thousand years, I had done nothing. My head was filled not with relevant knowledge, but with knowledge of magic. Come to think of it, I hadn’t done anything when we united. I just closed my eyes and quietly waited for his touch.
Perhaps it was only natural that he didn’t seek me out.
It wasn’t just as a woman.
It was the same for Isaac, the weapon.
The problem wasn’t just that he was a mage.
Gram, Mistilteinn, Levatain, Ridill, Dainsleif—the collection he possessed consisted of weapons with power enough to shake the heavens and the earth. It wasn’t that Isaac the weapon was inferior, but it was an undeniable fact that I offered no special merit compared to them.
- Besides…
On top of that, weapons that were accepting strange new powers were starting to appear—Gram of Sorrow, Levatain of Wrath. Even if I were the user, I would choose to use those kinds of weapons. Isaac of Sorrow, Isaac of Wrath… doesn’t that have a nice ring to it?
- I… I feel like I need to do something…
To reclaim my status as a weapon, I needed to change somehow.
Isaac the woman, and Isaac the weapon.
Catching two rabbits at once was difficult, but not impossible.
“Guwoooooooh!”
“Guwoooooooooooohh!”
Hearing the sounds, I glanced outside and saw the magical beasts in the breeding room, fervently making love.
- Even those damn dogs are doing it…
But I couldn’t.
- Wilson, did I look like that last time?
Both the female and male magical beasts looked quite happy. It was only natural to be happy while making love, but for some reason, Isaac’s heart felt even emptier. When I tried to recall the memory, it wouldn’t come to me clearly.
‘What did I do?’
I couldn’t remember what I had done back then. I couldn’t even properly recall what I was like in Blood Dagger’s arms. I kept trying to retrace my memories, but all I could remember was the pleasure that shot through my brain.
- I can’t even remember now… Wilson, I’m not even sure if I really graduated…
Then, all of a sudden.
Isaac…
thought of a terrifying hypothesis.
I didn’t even want to imagine it. Something like that couldn’t possibly have happened.
- No way…
- It can’t be, right? Hahaha, I really have a wild imagination.
I wasn’t an idiot. I had even seen a real lovemaking scene. I had watched Choi Seulgi and Blood Dagger make love from beginning to end, taking in every single detail. That scene was still incredibly vivid. Just thinking about it made me short of breath.
But when it came to my own memory, I couldn’t recall a thing. I only remembered screaming. We had united here and there, and it truly felt like we had become one, but I had no memory of becoming physically close like those magical beasts making love right now.
- It can’t be. Right, Wilson?
But no answer came.
- H-Hiiiiiiiiiiiiik!
As if possessed, I began to search through the books scattered around the room. Of course, they weren’t magic tomes. I was looking for erotic novels. I needed to confirm exactly what was supposed to happen. How happy I had been, how much I had boasted. I couldn’t count how many times I had bragged about my sexual knowledge to Nicole and Kim Yoora, who looked like clueless kids. The thought that it had all been a lie was truly an unbearable situation.
I needed to check whether my experience was real or fake.
The memory from that time, and the word ‘unification.’ Something began to shift, as if the pieces of a puzzle were snapping into place.
- N-No! Th-There’s no way… Sob…
It was possible that it had all been a misunderstanding.
- There’s no way. There’s no way! Wilson!
- E-Even if, even if we really didn’t unite physically, we were connected m-mentally.
Pathetic self-consolation.
“Guwoooooooh!”
“Guwoooooooooooohh!”
- Make… make them stop making that sound!
Whether they knew how I felt or not, the magical beasts outside were still making love. Just looking at them made my anger boil over.
- R-Right, we definitely did it. And even if we didn’t, we were connected mentally. We definitely did it mentally! So it’s the same as doing it! Right? Wilson? Right?
The warm feeling and the pleasure were undoubtedly real. I didn’t know about anything else, but that much wasn’t a lie. But for some reason, I felt defeated. I was miserable, and tears kept streaming from my eyes.
- Sob…
I had endured for ten thousand years.
I even offered the magic tower I spent ten thousand years improving as a dowry. Even my main body, which contained the very essence of my being, was offered up, though not by choice. He was my master and my husband. I ran around day after day, in every direction, for the man I loved. Even when I was a little tired, I devoted myself to research and had lived so diligently. The thought of how empty it would all be if it had been a lie brought a wave of sadness I couldn’t bear.
- The warmth in his eyes was real, though…
The warm gaze he gave me was definitely real. The comforting embrace that held me when we united mentally was also real. Maybe he was just cherishing me. Maybe Blood Dagger, a gentleman in his own way, was being considerate. I’d heard somewhere that the first time is often overwhelming.
That mental pleasure couldn’t have come from nothing.
- He doesn’t have to be so considerate… Right? Right, Wilson?
“…”
- My… my man… he’s just so… so considerate. He’s so warm it’s a problem.
Talking to myself only made me feel emptier.
I could only curse my past self. Why hadn’t I made myself a body that could grow? Why had I made myself look like this, instead of something more beautiful? Why hadn’t I changed my body like Half-Minotaur Wingrin?
As silence fell over the room, Isaac began to mutter.
- …
- I want to do it… Wilson.
- I want to do it! I want to be loved too, Wilson! I… I want to have sex too!
- I-I want to do it like those dogs! Sob! Sex! Sex! Sex!!! Seeeexxx!!!
As I unknowingly screamed out my one and only desire like a madwoman, a voice I had never heard before spoke.
[The Seat of Lust rejoices.]
- Huh?
A path opened, allowing me to go in two directions: Isaac the weapon, and Isaac the woman.
Ten thousand years of lust. Its fruit was now about to blossom.