Chapter 101
Han Seohyeon was willing to pay any price, but she didn't want to go as far as doing something that was a shortcut to ruining her life.
Her life was already destined to be a miserable crawl along the bottom unless she met a rich man, whether he was handsome or ugly.
Still, at her young age, she didn't want her identity exposed with footage of her naked in some man's arms, moaning and crying, uploaded to an adult site.
"I... I don't want to..." She had absolutely no intention of throwing her life away this early.
All because of a single fuck.
If that was the case, she'd rather not do it at all.
"It's fine. I'll mosaic your face. Then no one will ever find out."
"Mosaic...?"
"Yeah. Mosaic."
"..."
Would it be okay if they used mosaics...? For a moment, she was tempted.
But there was no guarantee Lee Jihoon would keep his promise, and the revulsion at being recorded was beyond what she'd imagined.
"I'll keep paying you what I'm giving you now, and I'll give you all the video revenue too. Hmm... if you don't want to, forget it." With nothing to lose, Lee Jihoon shrugged and turned around.
Pleasure and massive amounts of money...
"W-Wait...!"
Without realizing it, she grabbed his ankle.
Her pupils shook incessantly.
She hadn't intended to be filmed, but the moment he turned away, anxiety flooded her, and her body moved on its own.
Neither option felt right. Though it was her own body, she couldn't understand it.
"Are you going to do it?"
"..."
Even if they filmed and uploaded it, who would actually watch it?
And even if someone she knew happened to see it, they couldn't definitively identify her just by her voice, could they?
Of course, that was under the assumption they used mosaics.
Besides, no one would watch it in the first place.
Adult sites were overflowing with women far more lewd than Han Seohyeon — she figured she didn't need to worry about the remote possibility of being discovered.
"Mosaics... you'll really... do that...?"
"Want me to write a pledge?"
Yeah... that's right. When she thought about it, Lee Jihoon had no reason to do something like that anyway.
Ha ha. Had she been worrying over nothing?
She'd even said she'd do any kind of play for him, that he could use her like a toy and throw her away. It was a bit late to back out now.
It was just because of their agreement — she had no choice.
Once her mind settled somewhat, her heavy lips parted.
"I-I'll do it... I want to... I'll do it... so please... have s-sex with me too...!"
Her first experience.
She used to think that even if she had sex with a man, the man would have to beg her first, and she'd reluctantly give in. The past Han Seohyeon had thought that.
She never dreamed she'd end up like this — pathetic, begging a man to have sex with her.
Still...
"Then sit on the desk like before and spread your legs. Easy to fuck."
"Hehe...! Okay!"
She smiled brightly, sat on the desk, and spread her legs.
It didn't feel all bad.
"Alright, I'm recording. Tell me anytime if you want me to stop."
"Okay..."
As if he'd been waiting for Han Seohyeon to agree, he set up a stand, placed his smartphone on it, and started recording.
Then he just watched from a distance. The cock she hadn't been able to touch drew closer to her pussy.
"If it hurts... no. I'll just do what I want."
"Okay... do what you want..."
It would hurt. It would definitely hurt. But she couldn't give up.
No one knew how much she'd been looking forward to this moment.
So even though the painful future was right before her eyes, Han Seohyeon felt anticipation rather than fear.
For the first time in her life — short if you called it short, long if you called it long — a man was entering her.
"Ugh...!" He carefully traced the crack of her pussy.
Just that, and it already felt better than when she'd tormented herself with her own hand. A sweet moan escaped her lips.
If possible, she felt like she wanted to keep feeling this sensation forever.
Slowly, his cock began to force its way into her tight hole.
Pain arrived instantly as she was stretched open by force.
"Gnngh... ahngh... it, it hurts...!" Her brow furrowed and tears welled up.
Her hands clenched into fists, and she bit her lower lip.
It hurt.
It felt even more painful than she'd expected, to the point where she wanted to scream at him to stop right now.
But still... still, Han Seohyeon endured it.
After all, she'd read on the internet that regardless of how big a cock was, very few women had a constitution that didn't feel pain during their first time — most felt pain.
So it was only natural that Han Seohyeon was feeling pain right now.
Honestly, it hurt so much she could barely stand it, but if she stopped here, she felt like she'd never get another chance like this, so she had no choice but to endure.
Telling herself it would be okay eventually. Telling herself that with practice, she'd get used to it and, like Park Chaeyeon, would be thrashing around in the incredible pleasure only women could feel, losing her mind. She barely held on until the cock burrowing inside her reached her womb.
Finally, it touched her womb.
"Hyaah... aah... ah... aah..." The movement finally stopped.
The sensation of being completely filled inside made breathing slightly difficult, but at the same time, an unfamiliar fullness washed over her.
Something felt strange.
The pain was still there, but she also felt good — a bizarre sensation tinged with confusion.
"How does it feel, having your hymen torn by a cock?"
"H-How...?"
Aware of the camera, she opened her mouth at Lee Jihoon's question.
"I don't know..."
Maybe because all of this was her first time, she didn't understand any of it.
Whether it felt good or bad, and for some reason, for some reason, thinking about the men who would watch the video of her having sex and jerk off made her heart pound wildly.
Was this excitement?
Why on earth? Disgusting men she didn't know the faces or names of would be masturbating to her sex video — not someone else's — and instead of feeling bad, she was flooded with nothing but excitement.
"But still..."
Still.
"It's not... bad..."
It wasn't bad.
"Is that so." A smile played at the corners of his mouth as he looked down at her.
Had she developed rose-colored glasses? Seeing him like this, Lee Jihoon's face even looked really handsome.
"I'm moving." At the word "moving," fear washed over her, but her head was already nodding.
"Kkueok...?!"
The cock mercilessly scraped against her vaginal walls as it began to pull out.
When it had almost completely withdrawn, leaving only a raw ache in her walls, it scraped against them again and stabbed into her womb.
"Kkyaak...!"
A sharp scream escaped as her head tilted back.
As expected, it hurt.
The more this act repeated, the less pleasure she felt and the more the pain doubled.
"Keut... kkeut...! Kkyak...! Ha-euk... euk...!"
It was going completely differently from how it had with Park Chaeyeon.
Even trying to feel good, she absolutely couldn't.
How on earth had Chaeyeon made that expression while getting pounded endlessly despite the pain? For the first time, Han Seohyeon felt something like respect for Park Chaeyeon.
"It, it hurts...! S-Stop...! Stoooop!"
Finally, unable to bear it anymore, she placed her hands on Lee Jihoon's chest and pushed.
But it was a futile resistance — the difference in strength between men and women, combined with all her energy drained from the pain, left her powerless.
Still, unable to endure this pain any longer, she didn't stop struggling.
No, she did stop.
"I'm cumming."
With a creampie as the finale.
"...!"
He buried himself so deep it felt like he was piercing her womb, and his semen poured out.
Han Seohyeon's eyes flew wide open, and her legs stretched out straight and stiff.
Gush, gush.
The semen kept flowing endlessly, and her lower belly swelled outward as if shy.
The fact that all of this swelling was from the semen inside her was nothing short of shocking.
"Kkeueok?!"
As his cock slowly withdrew, the semen he'd pumped inside her — enough to make her belly bulge — flowed out.
Plop!
Finally, the cock slipped out completely, and a clear, crisp sound echoed.
"Camera."
"Here."
When he reached out his hand, Park Chaeyeon placed the smartphone into Lee Jihoon's palm.
Lee Jihoon took the phone and pointed the camera from Han Seohyeon's face down to her pussy, where it stopped.
An unrealistically large amount of semen was flowing out from inside her pussy, with traces of red blood visible here and there.
"How was your first experience?"
She was exhausted and in so much pain she wanted to die, and now he wanted her to give her impressions — she was utterly resentful.
Still, Han Seohyeon forced her mouth open and offered her thoughts.
The video ended with her spouting nothing but negative words, then finally saying that the climax at the end had felt good.
"Good work. By the way, the site I'm uploading this to... never mind. You probably wouldn't know it anyway. I'll send you a message when the video goes up." Saying this, he stroked her hair, telling her she'd done well.
In that moment, it felt like all the pain had disappeared.
When he wiped her pussy with wet wipes, the cold sensation made her body shiver, and a faint moan slipped out.
"Take care of the rest yourself. I'll see you tomorrow."
"Okay..."
At his words that they'd film and have sex again tomorrow, she smiled faintly and agreed.
Though her first experience had been filled with nothing but pain, and she'd been filmed, the warm words and touch at the end — telling her she'd done well — had already become like an addictive drug she couldn't quit.
And so, without even realizing it, Han Seohyeon's body and mind were gradually becoming subservient to one man.
Completely.