Yuna's Confession and Bitter Regret
After realizing her feelings toward Han Jihoon had changed, Park Yuna continued sleeping with him steadily in the days that followed. Whenever she called him over under the excuse of another compatibility test, he would show up at her door without complaint. After they spent time together and parted ways, she would immediately start wondering when she could summon him again. Naturally, her feelings for him grew deeper with every encounter.
The moments she shared with him were the only times she could escape the crushing loneliness that had haunted her since retiring from acting. The more often he held her—sometimes with tender affection, other times with the rough dominance of discipline—the more precious those hours became. Ten days passed like this. They had met six times during that period, meaning they were intimate more than once every two days.
Today was no different. The two of them were once again in Park Yuna’s bedroom, bodies slamming together with unrestrained passion.
“Hngh… ah… ngh! Jihoon…!”
“Yuna, I’m gonna cum!”
“Haaah♡”
Han Jihoon’s hot seed flooded into her. It felt like the emptiness she had carried since high school was being filled to the brim. While Park Yuna drifted in a haze of bliss, Jihoon did as he always did—he waited patiently for her to come back down.
“Haa… haa… Jihoon… you came inside me again…”
“Yeah. Your pussy felt so good I couldn’t hold back.”
Does that mean you like me too, Jihoon? Should we just date?! The cheerful words rose in her throat, but she forced them back down. She had never once managed to stay conscious until he was fully satisfied. She was terrified that if she kept clinging to him, he would eventually find her annoying.
“Should we stop here? You always pass out if we go any further, Yuna.”
“Ah… yes…”
As usual, Jihoon gently wiped away the semen dripping between her legs with tissues. He began tidying up, preparing to leave. Though she desperately wanted him to stay, Park Yuna swallowed her feelings and sent him on his way.
“Haaaa…”
Once she was alone, a deep sigh escaped her lips. The past ten days had been undeniably happy, but right now she carried a secret worry she couldn’t share with anyone.
I want to date Jihoon.
At first, her goal had been to gain her mother’s attention. Now, that reason had been eclipsed by a pure, sincere desire to form a deeper bond with him—the man who made her forget the loneliness she had endured since high school.
But at this rate…
As mentioned before, she had never once managed to satisfy Han Jihoon completely. She always passed out first, or he would stop out of consideration for her. Perhaps that was why, despite his kindness and the way he filled her with his cum, he never suggested they become lovers. Their relationship remained nothing more than repeated bedroom encounters—a sex friend, nothing more.
…
In truth, the way to move forward was simple: satisfy him sexually to the point where she met his standards for a lover. The problem was that the moment he held her, her body became unbearably sensitive. No matter how hard she tried, it seemed impossible.
What should I do…?
No matter how much she racked her brain, no magical solution appeared. In the end, the only option left was to honestly confess her feelings.
Yes. That’s all I can do.
Han Jihoon might have high standards for a lover, but he was generous enough to keep giving her chances. If she asked him sincerely, she might just be able to move his heart.
Tomorrow, I’ll go to Jihoon’s house.
Looking back, she had only ever sent him ambiguous signals. She had never truly opened her heart to him. Perhaps that was why she now felt a surge of courage—the belief that if she faced him seriously, she could make it work.
I’ll go and confess with all my sincerity.
Having finally made up her mind, she spent the night pondering exactly what words to use. Before she knew it, the next day had arrived.
===
It was a peaceful weekend evening. I sat on the living room sofa, waiting for the person who would soon arrive. That person was Park Yuna. Usually I went down to her place when she contacted me, but this time she had said she would come up, so I was waiting.
Still… when should I drop the bomb?
While continuing my physical relationship with her these past days, I had been looking for the right moment to make her regret her gold-digging ways. But the opportunity hadn’t presented itself as easily as I’d hoped, so I still hadn’t carried it out. Of course, if I claimed my heart hadn’t softened even 1% while repeatedly sleeping with her, that would be a lie. She genuinely enjoyed her time with me.
However, anyone who schemes for another person’s wealth must pay the price. Besides, if I had fallen for her, she might have taken my parents’ precious inheritance. I steeled my resolve.
Ding-dong. Ding-dong.
She’s here.
“Yuna, you got here fast—”
“Ah, hello.”
She was dressed in a way I hadn’t expected. A flowing, sky-blue dress with vibrant patterns and colors. She had even put on makeup, something she usually skipped since she rarely left the house. It was far too glamorous for simply coming upstairs to her neighbor’s place. This was an outfit for a trip or a date with a lover.
“Jihoon?”
“Ah, sorry. I’m just not used to seeing you dressed up when you’re usually so casual. Come in.”
“Yes…”
Park Yuna followed me inside. Her behavior was as suspicious as her carefully prepared appearance. She avoided eye contact and kept nervously twisting her fingers. It was obvious she had something to say.
“What’s wrong, Yuna? Is something the matter?”
“I… actually have something to tell you, Jihoon.”
“What is it?”
After hesitating for a moment, she seemed to gather her courage and spoke carefully.
“Jihoon. Please… will you date me?”
“I told you before. I’ll only date you once you’re able to satisfy me—”
“I know that! I know, but… I can’t hold back anymore. I want to date you so badly…”
This time when Park Yuna looked at me, her eyes were steady, completely different from the nervous gaze she had worn earlier.
“I know I’m being pushy. But I love spending time with you… I want to be with you even more from now on. Not just like this—only sleeping together—but as lovers…”
I had noticed her outfit was different from usual. So she had dressed up to say this. She probably realized that at the current rate she had no chance of dating me, so she was going all-in.
And that meant the opportunity I had been waiting for had finally arrived. The moment when she admitted she could never seduce me. The moment when, after I told her the truth, she would receive the greatest shock and truly repent.
…
Now that the time had come, I hesitated. There seemed to be genuine feeling mixed into the words she had spoken to me. Still, if I wanted to continue my relationship with her—the second target in Sexmuwiki—I needed to cleanly resolve the issue of her approaching me for my money.
“I know I’ve never properly satisfied you before, but I’ll do my best! It might be hard to believe, but this time I’m sincere.”
She waited for my answer with an anxious expression. Instead of replying, I went to the kitchen and returned with something in my hand.
“Do you know what this is?”
“Huh? That’s…”
Park Yuna froze instantly. What she saw was the Schrödinger’s Gift Box in my hand.
“You opened it while I was in the shower, didn’t you? Behind my back.”
…
“I knew from the beginning. You approached me because of my wealth, right?”
“…I’m sorry.”
Surprisingly, Park Yuna’s reaction was subdued. It wasn’t that she was shameless—my expectation that she would be shocked or immediately beg for forgiveness was wrong. Instead, she stood there trembling, her unfocused gaze fixed on the floor as if her soul had left her body.
“All those times you said you wanted to date me or marry me were because of the money too.”
“…Yes.”
“Watch closely.”
I deliberately took out one of the bankbooks from inside the box. I had already set aside the real one containing the ten billion won, so whichever one I picked was fake. I entered the account number written on it into the banking app and showed her the result.
[This account number does not exist.]
“See? It’s a fake bankbook.”
…
“I’m not actually rich. I’m just an ordinary college student. My friends made these as a prank. So everything you’ve done until now has been for nothing.”
“Ah…”
They say when a person is truly terrified, they can’t even scream. Park Yuna standing before me must have received an enormous shock, because she couldn’t utter a single word.
“No matter how much you crave money, you shouldn’t deceive people. The same goes for rummaging through someone else’s house.”
…
“That’s why I approached you, Yuna. Just like you targeted my money, I targeted your body. I wanted to teach you how wrong what you were doing was.”
Park Yuna remained silent. Tears had begun to form in her eyes, but she held them back, her lower lip trembling. Her mind must have been in chaos, but she didn’t need to worry about being reported for illegal entry. What I wanted wasn’t legal punishment, but genuine remorse. If she showed me that, I was willing to continue giving her the sexual satisfaction she loved.
So I opened my mouth again. To tell her, So if you truly repent, I’ll forget everything and we can keep seeing each other like before.
“So if you truly repent—”
“I’m sorry!”
“Huh?”
Her sudden shout as she bowed her head actually left me speechless.
“I’m sorry for approaching you with impure intentions. I knew it was wrong. I agonized over it a lot, but… no, that’s just an excuse. Knowing it was wrong and doing it anyway makes it even worse.”
…
“I apologize for approaching you and for secretly searching your house. I’m truly sorry. If you want to report me for illegal entry, please do. I’ll accept any punishment.”
“Wait—”
“I’m really sorry, and thank you for everything until now. I won’t come near you again. …Goodbye.”
“Yuna!”
Before I could stop her, Park Yuna opened the front door and ran out. I stood there with a dazed face, just like she had when she first saw the gift box, staring at the closed door.
===
“I’m really sorry, and thank you for everything until now. I won’t come near you again. …Goodbye.”
“Yuna!”
Pretending not to hear Han Jihoon’s call, Park Yuna dashed out into the hallway. If she didn’t get out of his sight as quickly as possible, the tears she was holding back would burst free.
“Hic… ugh… sob.”
Her heart was on the verge of collapsing like a sandcastle before a wave, but it wasn’t because his wealth had been fake. It was because he hated her now. The realization that her wish to grow closer to him had been impossible from the start hurt like a knife to the chest.
But all of this was something she had brought upon herself. She couldn’t blame anyone else, so she could only swallow her sobs and run home.
It’s all my fault…! I’m a terrible person who only thinks about using others…!
He had never even considered such things, yet she had been the one fantasizing about being happy with him. How pathetic. It was only natural that a woman who acted like a gold-digger would never be loved by anyone. If only she had realized this sooner. But it was far too late for regrets now.
I shouldn’t have done that… No matter how much I wanted to be close to Mom again, I shouldn’t have done that…!
She didn’t even consider explaining her situation to Han Jihoon. If she told him she had approached him because she missed her mother’s attention, would he even believe her? It would only sound like a cowardly excuse. And since it was true, right now she simply wanted to hide her ugly self away inside her house.
“Ugh… sob… hic…”
With trembling hands she entered the passcode and barely made it inside. Having run while holding back her tears, her legs were shaking dangerously. Finally unable to endure any longer, she collapsed on the spot. The tears she had desperately held back finally spilled down her cheeks.
===
…
Even a long time after Park Yuna left, I remained frozen, staring at the front door with a blank face. I had planned to apologize for deceiving her once she apologized, then continue our relationship as before. I never imagined she would leave a farewell like we would never see each other again and run away.
Was I too harsh…?
The sorrowful look on her face right before she left refused to leave my mind. I debated dozens of times per second whether I should chase after her and talk again.
Shit. Maybe I should have just been honest when I first found out she was after my money and simply accepted her apology. Why did I have to go and try to teach her a lesson…
Vrrr!
Notification: Park Yuna's document has been updated.
“What?”
Document LV: 4 (Excerpt)
▽ 13. Events and Incidents
・(Omitted)
・On OO Month, OO Day. Through her conversation with Han Jihoon, she learned that he had been aware of her approaching him for his wealth, and that he had also intentionally approached her. After running out of his house, she blamed herself for everything and returned home.
So that sorrowful expression earlier wasn’t fake after all. I was just leaning toward the idea that I should go find her when my phone vibrated once more.
Notification: Due to the recent update, Park Yuna's document level has risen. (Current Park Yuna Document LV: 5)
Notification: As a reward for reaching Park Yuna Document LV 5, the contents of a previously hidden entry have been revealed.
The notifications had come at an unexpected time. Had her level risen because of the relationship we had maintained for the past ten days? Even so, I still didn’t fully understand the criteria for level increases. But the revealed content was more important, so I immediately opened Park Yuna’s document.
▽ 14. Reason for Wanting to Marry Han Jihoon
・She has lived alone with her mother since she was young…
Lines of text now filled the entry that had previously shown nothing but empty brackets. Details about what Park Yuna had gone through in the past, what problems she carried, and what thoughts had led her to approach me—things I could never have learned easily without hearing them from her own mouth.
The more I read, the darker my expression became. By the time I finished reading everything…
…Yuna!
I burst out the front door and ran toward her house.