Chapter 122: The Fox Beastkin’s Inner Circumstances (5)
Translator: RaidenTL
Chapter 122: The Fox Beastkin’s Inner Circumstances (5)
Yuliana flashed the widest smile she could muster as she gazed at the only man she had ever loved.
“Nnh… mmm… ♥ I-I’m… I’m yours, Oppa… ♥”
Squish, squelch.
“Ah… haah… ♥ Y-Yuliana’s pussy… you can have it, Sihyeon Oppa… heeut… hnghh… ♥”
Even when she had longed so desperately to be held by him, she had never once dreamed of doing something this lewd.
And yet, the moment she began her first masturbation, this was the experience she was having.
She felt there was no way to describe this feeling other than pure ecstasy.
“Heeut… huut… ♥ Your fingers… so fast… I-I love it… ♥ Ut, ah, haat… it feels… so good… ♥”
At some point, Yuliana completely lost her reason.
She simply thrust her fingers in and out as fast as she could, frantically ravaging her own pussy.
Stopping was practically impossible.
The harder she worked, the clearer the image of Sihyeon before her became.
Though no coherent sounds reached her ears, his lips were moving slightly, as if he were saying something.
She had every reason to try her absolute hardest.
Yuliana couldn’t stop her hands even as her entire body became slick with sweat and the spot where she sat became drenched with pussy juice.
“Haa, haa… haah… ♥ Oppa… Oppa… ♥”
The question that had been swirling in her mind since earlier—no, since the moment she reunited with Sihyeon.
“Do… do you… like me…? ♥”
She desperately wanted an answer to that question.
“Nnh… ut… ♥ Hng-ut… ♥ Just like… how much Yuliana likes you… ah… ah… aht… ♥ Do you… do you really… l-like me too…?”
She was so earnest.
If she could hear an honest answer to her question in his voice just once, Yuliana felt she could say all the precious words she had kept locked away in her heart.
With that thought in mind, her expectations soared when his lips moved in perfect timing with her question.
“……Hic. O-Oppa…. Ha-eu… huu….”
But the moment she realized she would never hear the answer she wanted from the Sihyeon before her eyes, she had no choice but to stop her masturbation, sniffing back tears.
It wasn’t out of disappointment.
It was simply that the pleasure rising to the top of her head had caused her to harbor an undeserved expectation.
She already knew all too well that she didn’t deserve such an answer, so it would have been stranger to feel disappointed.
Even so, the reason she had to stop was a sudden surge of fear.
It was because the image of Sihyeon vanished the moment she stopped.
Yuliana trembled slightly as she pulled her fingers out.
“He-euk….”
She then forced her limp body to move, burrowing deep under the covers.
In the darkness, she curled into a ball, hugging her legs and burying her face in her knees.
However, her body only trembled more, and the conversation she’d had with Pigeon recently flashed through her mind.
‘Pigeon. How much do you know about Hell?’
‘Hmm. Hell… are you talking about the place where the Gate of Hell is?’
‘Yes. You’ve died several times, so I thought you might know a lot about it.’
‘It’s decent enough to live in. The problem is having to see that fucking Gatekeeper’s face.’
‘Gatekeeper?’
‘Yeah. There’s a massive giant who sits in front of the Gate of Hell all day taking naps. For those who committed atrocious acts on the surface and were dragged to Hell, if he decides they’re beyond redemption, he offers a prayer for their soul while melting them away completely in the hellfire.’
‘What kind of… atrocious acts are you talking about…?’
‘You know, those kinds of guys. Living life however the fuck they want, raping women and making them their bitches… or having the audacity to fuck the Goddess….’
‘……Hic. What should I do about our Sihyeon Oppa…? I-I’m scheduled to go first anyway…. Should I… should I ask that Gatekeeper to look the other way just once for Sihyeon Oppa…?’
‘Lady Yuliana. I was just joking, so there’s no need to cry so sorrowfully. That Gatekeeper bastard—’
‘Really…?’
‘Yes. In the first place, the hobby of the folks in Hell is resurrecting the Demon King every other day to have him clean up the surface. When the souls of those who died unfairly swarm in like a flock of pigeons, they act all generous and let them reincarnate while snickering behind their backs, wishing they’d die even more miserably next time. Why would they bother punishing criminals?’
‘But you said the Gatekeeper exists…? Doesn’t that mean they eventually filter people through…?’
‘No. That shitty bastard was just doing it because he was bored. His hobby was picking fights with people trying to pass through the gate just to hear them say how much Hell sucks. Well, I heard he’s been pretty quiet lately. Not long ago, he fell for the Demon Goddess’s provocation to play a board game and got addicted. Now the problem is he forcibly grabs everyone passing by and demands a match.’
‘A board game…. I wonder if it’s very difficult…. I-I’m worried.’
‘Why? Are you planning to kill time playing that with him?’
‘Mhm…. If I pass through the gate alone, it might become hard to meet Sihyeon Oppa…. If the Gatekeeper likes playing board games with me too…. I was thinking of building a small house in front of the Gate of Hell and spending time playing games with him….’
‘Well, that wouldn’t be bad. If you pick a good spot, you’ll encounter all sorts of people, so it’ll be easier to hear news about the world.’
‘Heehee. That’s a relief.’
Through her conversation with Pigeon, she had become certain that Sihyeon’s soul wouldn’t be cast into the hellfire when he eventually had to pass through those gates. For Yuliana, there was no problem more serious than that.
Since she had come to the mansion where Sihyeon stayed alone, risking her life from the start, she wasn’t the least bit afraid of dying.
In her heart, she desperately wanted to handle the burden of standing before the Gate of Hell alone after death, sparing Sihyeon from the experience.
However, according to Pigeon, every deceased soul had to pass through Hell at least once, so both she and Sihyeon were destined to go through the gate.
That weighed on her mind, but at the same time, Yuliana thought it could be another opportunity.
She held the simple belief that even if she could never be forgiven by Sihyeon while they were alive, they would surely be able to reconcile in some way when they reunited before the Gate of Hell.
But now, the anxiety that even that might be impossible was growing larger and larger in Yuliana’s mind.
Everything else was bearable.
But the fact that she might never be forgiven by him was utterly unbearable.
That one fact terrified her to her core.
After her first walk in the garden, Yuliana became abruptly taciturn.
Even when Seri and I visited her together, or when we stopped by her room individually, Yuliana only answered by nodding or shaking her head, focusing on licking up the semen in her bowl.
Two days passed like that.
Not much had changed.
“Bell Unnie…. Please… wake up soon….”
“She must be very tired from staying up all night taking care of Bell Unnie.”
Bell, who was being nursed by Elina, still hadn’t woken up.
“You look just as tired, Seri.”
“No, I’m fine. I can manage because Master holds me dearly every night. I’ll take responsibility for looking after Elina and Bell Unnie.”
Seri was busy with her daily routine, looking after those two while also worrying about Yuliana.
It was quite hard to just watch Seri push herself like that.
“Hyak… ♥”
“I’ll know immediately if something happens to Elina’s body, and I can take over Yuliana’s care. You go get some sleep, Seri.”
After forcibly laying her down on the bed and threatening to ban her from my cock for a week if she didn’t listen, I left the bedroom.
It was about time for Yuliana’s lunch, so I was planning to squeeze out some semen for her.
With that thought, I opened the door and approached Yuliana, who was sitting on the bed as usual.
However, Yuliana clearly had other ideas.
After tossing aside the covers and stripping off her negligee, she…
“……Sihyeon Oppa. Can’t you just ravish me?”
She leaned back and spread her legs in an M-shape.
Then, looking straight at me, she forced a smile onto her lips.
Judging by the way her tongue was sticking out, she was clearly in heat.
“Everything’s boring now, and your cock is already burned into my mind anyway. I want to give you my virgin pussy and just end it all like this…. Can’t we do that? Please…?”
But in my eyes, she was still just a fox leaking a red aura.