Chapter 121: Memory
Chapter 121: Memory
Erdia had married five years ago. It was a time when the Lord, Nimble Huggins, was finally seeing the fruits of his struggle to revive the castle’s failing economy.
Though he lacked exceptional talent, he possessed the qualities of a wise ruler and held a deep affection for his castle and territory. Young Erdia, a daughter of the Winze family, fell for him, and they spent a happy honeymoon together.
Their married life was filled with bliss. The husband was considerate of his wife, and the wife respected her husband. They decided on household matters together, and thanks to their generous natures, they earned the trust of those around them.
The situation in the castle was gradually improving, and there was a time when they believed their future held nothing but roses.
The problem arose in the bedroom.
"Darling...♡ Please, give me more of your seeds♡ I'm going to have your baby♡"
"Ugh... I'm coming...!"
The image of her husband, Nimble, thrusting his hips and injecting his seeds into Erdia as she lay with her legs spread wide on the bed.
It looked like the typical night of a happily married couple, but the reality was different. It was because Nimble often found himself unable to keep up with his wife Erdia's sexual desire.
That alone could have been seen as just one form of a household, but at that time, Erdia was filled with anxiety and impatience.
Why can't I conceive a child?
She loved her husband. Since she was willing to do anything to support him as the Lord's wife, she learned not only housework but also how to manage servants, noble etiquette, and even the castle's administration.
But there was one thing. The fruit of love she so desperately desired—pregnancy—eluded her no matter how much time passed.
They had never used contraception since the early days of their honeymoon, yet she still could not conceive.
Blaming herself, Erdia sought out renowned physicians, but they could find no problem with her.
Through various circumstantial deductions, Erdia realized the cause of the problem was not herself, but her husband. The uncomfortable truth was that her husband had a constitution that made it difficult to impregnate a woman.
When she heard that the possibility was not zero but merely slim, she felt as if she were clutching at a fraying rope.
She was lost in optimistic hope back then, believing that if she climbed diligently and tirelessly, she would eventually reach her goal.
"Darling, just a little more... do it more...♡"
"Erdia, stop... I have official business to attend to tomorrow..."
But the situation only worsened. Nimble began to complain of fatigue from the nightly sessions that continued day after day.
Erdia had to soothe her own body while feeling an unfillable void in her heart, and she still could not get pregnant.
Before long, the husband who had been sharp and full of vitality grew gaunt, and the territory's situation, which had been recovering, began to decline again.
The feeling that everything was going wrong only increased her impatience. Her sexual desire grew more intense due to stress, and as she tried to relieve it in bed, a vicious cycle was completed where her husband lost even more strength.
The couple could not escape that loop. His pride as a husband and her duty as a wife. Their relationship headed toward disaster just to protect those trivial feelings.
Finally, the incident erupted one day two years ago. Erdia, who had learned about men through her husband, was now straddling him, shaking her hips and ravaging his body.
The sense of depravity from directly violating her parents' constant refrain that a woman who gets on top is a harlot only lasted for the first few times; after that, she didn't care about appearances, focused solely on sating her lust.
"It feels good for you too, right? You have to try harder if we're going to make a baby."
"Guh... ugh..."
The way she skillfully milked his cock in the cowgirl position while clinging to his upper body and sucking his nipples was a vulgarity that stood in stark contrast to Erdia's noble character.
She squeezed the semen out of her husband, who could barely groan, let alone speak, but she forced his limp cock to stand again and continued the insertion.
I can't get pregnant with this little ejaculation. I can't be satisfied with this level of pleasure. Having realized this from past experience, Erdia sought pleasure without regard for her husband's condition.
Squish. Squish. Erdia continued to shake her hips, unsatisfied even as weak ejaculations repeated several times. Then, at some point, she realized her husband's reactions had ceased.
She didn't remember much after that. She handled the aftermath and, for the sake of his honor, disguised his death as a simple chronic illness rather than death during intercourse. She inherited the position of Lord and began managing the castle in her husband's stead.
Perhaps as a reaction to the shock, her sexual life, which had turned promiscuous, settled down like the calm surface of a lake. Along with the memories of her married life.
Having recalled the memories she had lived forgetting due to trauma, Erdia stood with her mouth agape in extreme psychological shock.
"It feels better than your husband's cock, doesn't it?"
Jaejin did not miss the opportunity, continuing his pistons as he delved into her psychological gap. Squish, squish. Every time he stirred her insides with that lewd sound, Erdia groaned, unable to even steady her body.
"No... sto-op... don't...♡"
The reason Jaejin could know Erdia's inner secrets was thanks to Liana's intuition and Hilda's ability. Even before Jaejin arrived at Capia Castle, Liana had been deducing Erdia's true nature.
"I can smell it. There's definitely a very lewd female instinct squirming and slumbering inside her♡"
Her remarks, which had seemed like baseless talk, were proven true when Hilda peeked into Erdia's memories using bodily fluids collected from a cup she had used.
After glimpsing the memories, Hilda realized her superior was of the same kind as herself. As the saying goes, it's the quiet ones you have to watch out for; Erdia had a potential for lewdness that surpassed even her own.
The plan, designed with Erdia completely in the palm of their hands, was able to neutralize her quite easily.
As a result, every time Jaejin thrust his cock in while mentioning her husband, Erdia groaned helplessly, becoming even more lewdly disheveled.
"If you do more... I really can't...♡ Ahhh... I'm coming...♡"
Having experienced a climax once and lost her restraint, Erdia crumbled helplessly against the cock that relentlessly stabbed her insides. This kind of giant penis, this kind of pleasure. It was something she had never felt when she was with her husband.
As the cock buried itself deep inside, Erdia arched her back like a bow and reached a climax. Along with the sensation of the empty hole in her heart being filled, she panted in deep ecstasy.
Jaejin also ejaculated, but the high-performance slime condom absorbed the semen as soon as it caught it.
Thanks to that, even though he had ejaculated, her insides remained in a perfect, comfortable state for continued thrusting.
"I'm sorry, darling. For being such a promiscuous wife..."
"Stop saying things you don't mean...! Focus on me...!"
Since Jaejin was maintaining his own pace, he could continue rapid strokes without difficulty even in the sensitive state after ejaculation. Erdia, who had a two-year gap, could not keep up with that tempo at all.
Thud. When he pulled out after thrusting the cock in and scraping the vaginal folds with the glans, Erdia groaned like an animal without even having the leisure to soothe her body.
Erdia writhed, realizing there was no way to escape as she groaned again and again from the pleasure of a cock so thick it filled her completely, rubbing her erogenous zones without mercy.
The pistons, stripping away her vanity and pretense as a noble, a Lord, and a widow layer by layer, were leading Erdia back down the path of carnal desire.
"I really can't... stop here... I have things I must protect..."
Her last remaining shred of reason tried to hold her back from that path, but thud, thud, thud, as the strokes quickened, she could not maintain a normal consciousness.
Every time the fully swollen glans moved rapidly through her vagina, her mind went blank, and it felt as if she were being born anew.
"Ahhh... Hngh♡ Haaah♡"
Even though she had just said she couldn't, Erdia was already crying out beautifully with a melting voice. She was tightening her pussy as if the cock violating her was precious.
Another climax approached. The slime quickly absorbed the semen Jaejin's cock sprayed, and stimulated by the tensed cock, Erdia also threw her head back and climaxed.
Had she ever felt such a pleasurable climax in her life? At least in the life she remembered, there had never been a joy that rivaled this.
Not when she first met Nimble, not when they made their marriage vows, and not during their first time. All of it felt trivial compared to now.
"The cock... stop... I'm becoming strange. I'm going to go crazy...!"
Her memories were being overwritten. Her happy memories were fading away. Every time she was stabbed by this giant penis, a completely unknown 'self' was being born.
As a finishing touch, the boy whispered the words she had so desperately wanted to hear into her ear.
"If you listen to me, I'll get you pregnant with my child."
"...!"
Goosebumps broke out over her body. The boy whispered exactly the words she had wanted so much, and therefore, the words she should never have heard.
It was a temptation that instantly melted her heart—the heart that had longed for a child with her husband but ultimately failed to achieve it.
"I have a bit of a special ability. If you want it, Erdia, I can make it happen anytime. Though you'll have to do what I ask."
Erdia felt a flicker of doubt at the ominous condition of his "request," but press. She could not resist the pleasure of the portio sex pressing down on her entire lower abdomen.
"I'll do it... I'll do anything... so please, get me pregnant... make me... Ahhh♡♡"
The rest of her words were buried in her climax and went unheard. But even without hearing them, it was easy to know what they meant.
"Because I'll love you too, Erdia...!"
She, who must have soothed her body alone in unerasable loneliness for the past two years, was craving true love, and she could not help but fall for someone who responded to that heart with sincerity.
Jaejin's body leaned forward. Grasping her full breasts, he stared into her face and kissed the luscious crimson lips beneath her blushingly red face.
A deep kiss without any resistance. Along with the kiss that proved both body and mind were accepting the other, the two reached a climax together.