Yaru's Pathetic Apology and Morning Eternal Loop Duo
I logged right back in, scarfed down a delicious dinner until evening, sent Noona upstairs to her one-room apartment, and flopped onto my bed. Sure, I'd dealt with all sorts of bullshit getting her up there, leaving me wiped out, but this moment—lying here right now—was pure bliss.
So, what's the best thing to do when you're finally alone? Duh, egosearching on the Broadcast Gallery! With all the chaos from yesterday piling up to today, I was weirdly hyped to dive in.
I've read every single post left by so many people, and I've come to painfully realize just how arrogant and foolish I've been.
To cut to the chase: as of today, I'm quitting all VTuber activities, deleting my channel, and stepping away to reflect on my life.
I now see that what I've done wasn't simple goodwill. It was selfishness from deep inside me, and I deeply regret the unforgivable wounds I've inflicted on so many. I'll spend the rest of my life repenting for my mistakes. I'm sorry.
"Wasn't simple goodwill but selfishness from inside me~"
↳ These days paid AI wouldn't even spit out something this cringy—must've cheaped out on free rice lololol
↳ Trash female streamer board echo chamber inflates egos like that sometimes
Basically: Used sub-accounts to shitpost across streams, sorry. And yeah, I was the one who tipped off Danbi. Sorry but can't keep VTubing anymore—sounds like a hiatus then reincarnation later?
↳ Riee finally normalizing the board
(Huran fan cafe notice)
Collabing with Huran? Thought Huran next week ish but she's back Saturday.
Anyway holy shit was sad Riee ended early today but Saturday evening stream nice
↳ Fine my ass you fuck, you turned all-day bait into dogshit cuz of you
↳ You dumb fuck, he kindly brought Huran's notice—read it. Huran said she initiated
"Ehehehet…!"
It was a bit scary seeing myself in every single post on the Broadcast Gallery, but the dopamine was hitting like crazy. Even in the AI era, posting an apology like that took guts. How the hell did such a moron manage to stream this long?
"Eh, with all the leaks still dropping, he'd have died soon even without me."
I grinned brightly while fiddling with my phone. Among the rock-bottom reasons I'd seen as a moderator, this was the funniest, dumbest ending... or was it? Whatever—as long as no sparks flew my way, I was good!
More importantly, the collab with Huran-unnie the day after tomorrow took priority. We Take Two. I'd seen corp members do it or the occasional married-couple streamer duo, but trying it myself? First time…
Co-op was new territory, so I was a tad worried. But our vibe clicked today, and unnie was good at games, so it shouldn't drag.
"Yawwn…."
How was this body wired? Dinner, an hour of gallery scrolling in bed, and suddenly yawning with heavy eyes. Back as a guy, I could grind 20-hour Eternal Loop ranked at season's end no problem. Was it estrogen lulling me to sleep?
Upside: No shower? No stink—just a subtly sweet, pleasant scent like Noona's. That part ruled.
"Mm… gotta sleep early again tonight…."
I tried shaking off stray thoughts to stay awake, but the pillow was fluffy, the electric blanket toasty—resistance was futile. Tomorrow, boot stream early for... viewer shenanigans maybe... hnn….
"Unnie, have a great day at work too…!" "You too, Yoonie—fighting for your stream! Hurry in, it's cold."
I gave a small nod, felt her cold hand leave my head, then shut the front door. Felt like seeing off a commuting husband... no, wife every morning.
"Cooold…."
Eyes half-shut, I dove back under the covers. Even with the boiler on, winter outside the blankets was lethal. Feeling cozy again, I fiddled with my phone... but something felt off. Bored.
"…Play some games maybe."
Morning Eternal Loop it was. I wriggled out of bed, shuffled to the PC, and hit the power button.
"Solo's boring, but who wants to duo?"
Could recruit randos from the gallery, but if it went south? "Playing backgames with guys" rumors. Nah. Solo queue it was—until I glanced at the auto-starting Discord on the monitor.
"…Should I ask?"
Morning games? Fine. Eternal Loop? Pushy maybe. But unnie might bite, and if viewers griped about backgames? "Pre-collab bonding." Perfect.
I hit send. Regretted the clinginess instantly—but Discord showed her typing.
Didn't expect morning grumpiness—instead, pure joy. My worries felt stupid. And why did both my unnies reply so fast? Faster the better for me tho….
[Huran - Yes!!! Of course!!!! Booting up now!!!]
Exclamation spam screamed excitement. Total morning person unlike me. Fired up Eternal Loop, plugged in earbuds, called her on Discord.
—Ding!
"Haa… haa."
She picked up before the ringback—harsh breathing already. Only our second call, but she always panted like stamina was trash.
"Ri-Riee-ya! Good morning!" "G-Good morning…! to you too."
We'd dropped formal yesterday, but one day later? Awkward again.
"Ah, Riee-ya! We said casual yesterday. Why formal again…."
Her voice dripped disappointment. Older unnie whining like this? Different flavor from home unnie—cute, and as a guy I'd never imagined it. Trippy.
"Ah, y-yeah! Sorry, unnie. Still awkward." "Hehe, no prob. We'll ease into it!"
That weird laugh lingered, but... game excitement probably.
"Inviting you in?" "Yep!"
Trio base game, duo queue—risky, but normals? Fine. Trio ranked later? Female VTubers scarce for Eternal Loop…
Danbi played sometimes, but big corp—hard to link.
For now, unnie duo life.
"Riee-ya, I'm in!" "Cool. Queueing?"
Morning Eternal Loop duo... with fresh noob not rando! First happy duo ever.
Time for morning guerrilla streams with unnie? Viewers would love.
'Wtf Riee morning Eternal Loop too much?' 'Riee poisoned Huran' 'Both busted lol'
Felt like viewer joy replaying in my head. Joy? Or screams? Nah.
Dopamine overload turns to pain past a point—that's just "too happy to handle." Yeah. Not my fault.