Chapter 12
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Translator: penny
Chapter: 12
Chapter Title: Employed as a Meat Toilet
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"I got hired as a meat toilet!!!"
"What the hell happened to you? You weren't even picking up your phone."
"Ah, no. I'm not Choi Yu-na."
"Sunbae, that video... was that really you?"
Kim, the office worker, reached for her smartphone.
Min-ji raised her hand to stop her.
"Hey, cut it out. She's already going through enough."
Min-ji sighed and opened her wallet.
A single 50,000-won bill.
She tossed it onto Yu-na's lap like an act of charity.
"At least buy yourself a hot meal with this. Go wash up and take care of yourself."
"......"
"Getting rehired will be tough, honestly. But you've gotta live, right? Huh?"
Pity.
The sharpest blade.
It would have been better if she'd just cursed her out.
The pity from her rival, a fellow alumna, shredded Yu-na's pride.
"Sob... uh... "
Yu-na's head drooped.
Her shoulders heaved.
Miserable. She wanted to die.
But then.
Gloop. Glorp.
Her brain overloaded.
Despair too much to bear.
Her broken mind misrecognized it as "pleasure."
[Bio-Response Activation]
"Uh... ughh... huh?"
The end of her sob twisted strangely.
Her lower belly grew hot.
Her womb clenched hard, squeezing out love juices.
"Huh?"
Kim, the office worker, sniffed the air.
"What's that smell?"
Musky. Night-blooming flowers.
And the tangy scent of a female in heat.
Yu-na's crotch was soaked.
"Sunbae, are you..."
"Ugh, this is disgusting. Let's go. I don't wanna get involved."
Min-ji wrinkled her nose and turned away.
Behind their backs, Yu-na's sanity snapped.
"Ahaha... heehee."
A mad cackle.
Yu-na staggered to her feet.
"Don't go!"
Whoosh!
Yu-na flung open her puffer jacket.
She yanked down the dolphin pants she was wearing all the way to her knees.
"Eek! What the hell!"
"She's crazy...!"
Morning in the park.
Yu-na's privates were exposed in all their glory.
The graffiti still starkly visible.
'Meat Toilet'
'Onahole'
'Discard'
And from her pussy entrance, milky-white fluids dangling like spiderwebs.
"That's right! I'm filthy! I'm a rag!"
Yu-na brazenly shoved her fingers into her hole.
Squelch. Squelch. Slurp.
"Ahaha! Ungh! Hnng! I don't need reemployment! I already got a job!"
Her fingers plunged in and out.
Viscous friction sounds echoed.
"I got hired as a meat toilet!!! You guys...? You don't know this feeling, do you? Ahn! Ungh! It feels too good!"
Min-ji and Kim, the office worker, backed away.
Passersby stopped in their tracks.
Murmurs.
Smartphone camera lenses.
Click. Click. Click.
A barrage of flashing lights erupted.
But to Yu-na's eyes, they looked like spotlights for the star of the show.
The more miserable, the more humiliated she felt, the wilder her womb throbbed.
Her bladder and pleasure exploded together.
"Here it comes! Uwaaah! Watch me! This bitch is pissing!!!"
Yu-na climbed onto the bench.
She squatted down like an animal.
Pshhh-
Splaaash!!
Tidal squirt burst out.
Mixed with the semen remnants Hyun-min had left yesterday, thick and cloudy fluid sprayed across the ground.
Splat, drip.
"Ugh! It splashed me!"
"Crazy bitch. She's not right in the head."
Yu-na's squirt splattered onto Min-ji's shoes.
Unable to overcome their disgust, they fled.
"Ahaha! Look at me! See all my filth!!"
Yu-na thrust her hips at the empty air.
A soaked puddle formed on the ground.
She laughed maniacally amid her own secretions.
"Heehee. See? This is what kind of woman I am. Ugh... uhuahua... "
The frenzy ended.
The onlookers dispersed one by one, repulsed by the mess.
Yu-na collapsed exhausted onto the bench.
Her pants still hung around her ankles.
Her ass was soaked with her own piss and juices.
Embarrassment?
No.
Her mind felt refreshingly clear instead.
Social reputation, pride, future.
All washed away with her urine.
Swish.
She picked up the 50,000-won bill from the ground.
The money Min-ji had given her.
Yu-na crumpled it and wiped her dripping crotch with it.
"Hnn... "
She tossed the now sodden, filthy bill to the ground.
She cracked open the cold canned coffee.
Gulp gulp.
She downed it in one go.
She stared blankly into space.
Unfocused eyes.
But the corners of her mouth twisted up grotesquely.
"I want to die... "
Her mouth spoke of death.
But her left hand still stroked the squelching hole between her legs.
The sun had set.
Streetlights flickered on.
People hurried home from work, footsteps brisk.
Yu-na was still huddled on the bench.
Like a ghost.
"Uuu... cold... "
Bone-chilling cold that bit into her flesh.
But harder to endure than the cold was the stench.
Her body reeked of sewer.
Musk.
Fishy night-blooming flowers.
Even sour sweat.
Her pant legs were stiff from repeated soaking and drying.
Dried semen and juices pulled at her skin, stinging.
Glance.
Passersby pinched their noses.
They detoured around her like filthy vermin.
'Everyone's avoiding me.'
'Because I'm dirty.'
'Because I stink.'
Yu-na buried her face between her knees.
Nowhere to go.
Home, work, dignity.
Even her mom had abandoned her.
Alone.
Isolated.
In despair, Yu-na's hand moved grotesquely.
Rustle.
She slipped her hand inside her puffer jacket.
Fiddled with her crusted crotch.
'I'm really a crazy bitch... '
Even in this situation, she craved comfort.
Tears welled at the pathetic fact that her comfort was mere masturbation.
But her broken brain converted even that misery into lust.
'It's so cold... sob, my hole itches. Will rubbing it warm me up?'
Just as her fingers hovered near her entrance.
Swish.
A shadow fell over her.
Yu-na trembled like a leaf.
Another homeless guy?
"N-no, stay away... don't... "
She curled up as small as possible.
Smaller, smaller.
Hoping to become invisible.
That was when.
"Noona."
A familiar voice.
Calm, chillingly gentle.
"What are you doing here? You'll catch a cold."
Yu-na slowly lifted her head.
It was Hyun-min.
'Hyun-min...?'
She expected mockery.
Expected him to spit and call her dirty.
But Hyun-min's expression was serene.
Like an owner finding his lost puppy.
Flutter.
Hyun-min shrugged off his coat.
He covered Yu-na's exposed lower half.
Her hideous legs, smeared with filth and graffiti.
Whiff.
Fabric softener scent.
A warm, cozy fragrance reached Yu-na's nose, overwhelmed by stench.
In that moment.
[The World Stops.]
Snap.
The wind stopped.
Yu-na's eyes, looking up at Hyun-min, froze.
I squatted down in front of Yu-na.
Examined her closely.
"Wow, you look like hell."
Up close, it was even worse.
Face smeared with tears and snot.
Matted hair.
And the stench was brutal.
"Did I go too hard on her?"
Too valuable to toss for a new toy.
She wasn't completely broken yet.
Time to repair and reuse.
Maintenance time.
I opened the bag I'd prepared.
Wet wipes, bottled water, and a pair of pants with underwear.
"Let's clean you up a bit, noona."
I pulled back the coat I'd draped over her.
Forcibly spread her legs.
Creak.
Her stiff joints popped open.
Inner thighs.
Engraved graffiti.
And all sorts of dried and clumped fluids, grotesque.
Rip.
I pulled out five wet wipes stacked together.
Scrubbed hard.
Scrub. Scrub. Scrub.
"Doesn't wipe off easily, huh."
I scrubbed until her skin reddened, fading the marks as much as possible.
Next, the most important spot.
Her groin, crusted from repeated wetting and drying.
"Ugh, nasty."
I poured water to soften it.
Thoroughly wiped away foreign matter around her pussy with wet wipes.
Shoved fingers inside to clean deep.
Had to do it properly.
Squelch. Squish.
[Bio-Response Activation: Mucous Membranes]
Time was stopped, but not her insides.
The wet wipe made her vaginal walls flinch and contract violently.
Gurgle. Splurt.
Her mucous membranes writhed like living creatures.
They clamped down on my fingers, refusing to let go.
Recognizing not a foreign object, but a tool of pleasure.
"Stay still. I'm washing you right now."
I flicked her labia with my finger.
It twitched, the hole gaping open.
I scooped out the pooled cloudy fluid through the gap.
Felt like cleaning a dirty doll.
Cleaning roughly done.
I put panties on her.
Then thick fleece pants.
Zipped her puffer jacket up to her neck.
I combed her tangled hair with my fingers, wiped the grime from her face.
"Phew. Now you look human."
Pretty good for something dredged from a trash heap.
I scooped Yu-na up in a princess carry.
"Groooan... "
[Pressure Detection: Lungs]
Air squeezed from her lungs with a wheeze.
Her head lolled against my chest.
Preparations complete.
Time to move from this hellish cold and stench to someplace warm and fragrant.
Deep breath.
[Time Flows.]
Snap.
A few seconds.
Yu-na's brain lagged behind reality, hesitating.
The cold bench backrest should have pressed against her.
Her back and ass should have ached.
"Huh...? Wha...?"
Her body floated.
The tearing cold vanished.
Instead, a cozy warmth enveloped her whole body.
The smell changed.
Not the piercing stench.
A subtle, soft fabric softener scent.
And a strong man's musk.
Yu-na slowly rolled her eyes.
She saw Hyun-min's jawline as he held her.
'A dream?'
'No, it's warm. It's real.'
Sensations flooded in.
The one everyone plugged their noses at and avoided.
The one even Mom called dirty and cast out.
Only this man held her.
Even if he was the devil who made her this way.
In this moment, Hyun-min was Yu-na's savior.
"Sob... waaah... "
Pent-up sorrow burst forth.
Pride? Anger?
They melted away like snow before the warmth.
"Hyun-min... sob, Hyun-min... "
Yu-na clutched at Hyun-min's clothes tightly.
She rubbed her face against his chest and bawled.
"I have nowhere to go... Everyone says I'm filthy... Hic! I'm scared... I'm so scared... "
"......"
"Don't throw me away... Save me... Hic, waaah! I don't wanna go anywhere... "
She clung like a child.
I walked on without a word.
No taxi.
She needed time to etch this warmth, this dependence into her bones.
We walked the night streets.
Yu-na wriggled in my arms, sobbing nonstop.
I patted her back with feigned tenderness.
"It's okay. Everything's okay, noona."
"Hic. Uuu... "
"Outside is too cold and scary, right? No one understands you, noona."
Gaslighting.
Isolate her, instill fear, become her sole refuge.
"But not me. I won't abandon you even if you're dirty, even if you stink, even if you turn into an idiot."
Those words seared into Yu-na's mind.
Never dreaming they meant taming her like livestock.
No, even if she knew, it wouldn't matter.
The immediate comfort was too sweet.
'Only Hyun-min.'
'He's the only one in this world who'll accept me.'
Yu-na gave up thinking for herself.
Just surrendering to this embrace would make everything easy.
No, she wanted it that way.