First Sex with Mother
I had always believed that sex was an act where a man and a woman shared a single night of pleasure and comforted each other. But I had been wrong. The sex I knew wasn’t sex at all. It was merely an imitation. Nothing more than masturbation using a woman’s body as a tool. And only today was I finally experiencing what real sex truly meant.
“Mother……”
The person beneath me was my mother. The woman who had raised me as her son for more than ten years. Through her body, I was learning what real sex actually felt like.
“……It’s okay.”
I could feel boundless affection in the hand gently stroking my cheek. Even though her face clearly showed she was anything but okay, my mother told me it was fine.
“Just do whatever you want, Changjae.”
She was biting back the pain with everything she had, pretending it didn’t hurt. I saw through her act in an instant. She was doing it so I wouldn’t feel bad. So I wouldn’t feel guilty. My mother was pretending she wasn’t in pain just to spare my heart. She cared more about a single thorn in my conscience than the agony of her own body being torn open.
In front of her, I was nothing but a sinner.
“Mother……”
I knew. I knew she didn’t want to see me looking sorry. I knew she only wanted me to enjoy her body without a single shred of guilt. So I played along.
“Your body feels so good, Mother. It’s incredible.”
“……Really? You’re not lying, are you?”
Even while desperately enduring the pain, her face brightened. And it wasn’t a lie. Every part of my mother’s body that touched mine was impossibly soft, like being wrapped in heavenly silk. Her pussy clenched tightly around my cock, refusing to let go, rippling like waves as it caressed me on its own. It felt so good that every woman I had ever held before seemed completely fake by comparison.
That only made me feel more ashamed.
“Yes. It’s so good I can barely hold back. I know it hurts, but… can I move?”
“Yeah…… it’s fine. Mom feels good too.”
My mother was a terrible liar. She had no idea that her clumsy lies only made me feel like more of a criminal. The way she looked at me was so pure it felt almost sacred. It made me wonder if someone like me—who had lived such a rough, worthless life—had any right to take her first time.
“Haa……”
No. This wasn’t the time to think about useless things. That wasn’t what my mother wanted. Just as she put me above everything else, I had to put her first. Even now, she was watching me with anxious eyes. I knew exactly what she was thinking. She lacked confidence in her own body. She was worried that I might be disappointed, that I might be forcing myself even though it wasn’t that good.
First, I needed to erase her anxiety.
I slowly began to move my hips.
“Nngh……!”
When I pulled back, my cock dragged through her inner walls as it withdrew from her body. The glans scraped against her newly opened, wounded pussy. The pain of having her insides stirred made her unable to hold back—she lowered the corners of her eyes.
“Haa……”
While she was in pain, my body trembled with overwhelming pleasure. That soft, all-encompassing body. The way her pussy actively sucked me in was beyond comparison. Even her clumsy, inexperienced attitude—her desperate desire to make me feel good—was something I had never experienced with any other woman.
This was what a woman was. This was what sex was. My cock was screaming it at me. It was impossible not to think that every sexual experience I’d had until now had been fake.
“Mother. It really does feel amazing. I mean it.”
“Mmm……”
My sincere whisper made her smile through the pain, a happy smile. As if in response, her pussy tightened around me with a wet schlick, almost like her cunt was urging my cock to move faster.
Unconsciously smiling along with her, I began moving my hips again.
“Aah…… Changjae……”
My cock filled her completely once more. The tip of my glans pressed firmly against her cervix. She bit her lower lip as tears welled in her eyes. The pain of losing her virginity wasn’t something that could be endured with willpower alone.
It was heartbreaking. That I could only offer this ordinary, mechanical sex to the very mother who had taught me what real sex was. It was disappointing. So bitterly disappointing. I wanted to punch myself for falling into my usual routine. A little foreplay, insertion once she was wet, ejaculation, and done. The same predetermined sequence as always.
I should have caressed her more. I should have teased her persistently, made her soaking wet and melted, prepared her so thoroughly that even as a virgin she would feel more pleasure than pain. The thought that I had ruined my mother’s long-preserved first time like this made my chest feel tight.
“Mother, hold me tighter.”
The only way I could think of to ease her pain was that.
“Like this……?”
She wrapped her arms around my back. Those slender arms were trembling from the pain. It was pitiful and heartbreaking. Her full breasts pressed against my chest. That warm, incredibly soft sensation. At their peaks, I could even feel her nipples, hardened with tension.
“Yes. If it hurts too much, you can scratch or bite me.”
“You silly boy.”
She took my words as a joke. The smile she forced through her pain was dazzling. I had meant it as an outlet for her pain, but this only made things better for me. I wished I could take the pain instead. At least then we would both be suffering. How could anything in the world be so unfair—that only I felt pleasure while my mother endured pain?
“Ah……”
Still held in her embrace, I moved my hips again. Our upper bodies were locked together, but that didn’t hinder my lower body. I held her close and rocked my pelvis back and forth. I could feel her entire presence with my whole body.
“Ah, aah……”
Thrust. In. Sluuurp. Out. When my cock entered her, her pussy squeezed as if trying to stop me. When I pulled out, it clung desperately as if trying to keep me inside. Unlike her gentle personality, her cunt had a mind of its own.
“Hngh, haa…….”
The moans spilling right beside my ear tickled my eardrums. Her glazed eyes looked at me. I moved slowly, gazing into her eyes.
“Changjae……”
Those moist eyes seemed to have something to say. I paused my movements for a moment. What if she said it hurt too much and she couldn’t continue? Honestly, I wasn’t confident I could stop this incredible feeling midway. But I had to. She must have struggled to speak up.
“Yes, Mother. Is something else uncomfortable?”
I suppressed the urge to slam my hips wildly and asked gently. Then, with tears pooling in her eyes, she asked timidly.
“Can we…… kiss?”
For a moment, my head spun. This must be what it feels like when characters get nosebleeds in manhwa. Her words were sweeter than any love confession I had ever heard. She was far beyond the scope of my shallow imagination that had assumed she might want to stop because it hurt.
Instead of answering, I pressed my lips to hers. She closed her eyes and accepted my kiss.
“Mmm, chu.”
Our tongues intertwined. It was a kiss far deeper than anything between mere lovers. In that moment, we weren’t mother and son—we were lovers who truly loved each other.
“Mmm, chuu…… ngh!”
It felt like our tongues were melting. Our bodies, our chests, my cock and her pussy—all of it melted together and became one. Sex with my mother was transcendent, almost fantastical.
“Haa, aha, ahh!”
Our lips parted. She pulled away first, gasping for breath.
“Aah, haa, aah!”
She panted heavily as she moaned. My hips moved faster and faster. I couldn’t stop now. Excitement that reason could no longer suppress had completely taken over my body and mind.
“Aah, Changjae, Changjae……!”
My mother’s voice rose desperately. That pained tone only fueled my arousal. It made me fully realize that the woman in my arms was my mother—the person I had dreamed of my entire life. My excitement only climbed higher.
“Haa, haa, Mother, Mother!”
“Aah, aaaaaah……!”
The sound of flesh slapping against flesh echoed obscenely. So did my excited breathing and my mother’s pained voice. Everything I saw, everything I heard, everything I felt—every sense in my body combined to swell my pleasure like a growing snowball.
As I swam through the vortex of ecstasy, one thought suddenly flashed through my mind.
Creampie. Insemination. Pregnancy.
Come to think of it, I had almost never had sex without a condom. And even when I did, I had never ejaculated inside. I couldn’t risk something I couldn’t take responsibility for. But this time was different. The option of pulling out simply didn’t exist in my mind right now.
“Mother! I’m going to cum inside!”
This was a virtual world. Ejaculating inside wouldn’t cause pregnancy. Even if it did, the child probably wouldn’t be born. And even if it was born, it wouldn’t be a real living child. Even while lost in excitement, my brain frantically rationalized every reason to justify my actions. Rationalizations so I could plant my seed inside my mother.
“Yeah, it’s, fine, cum…….”
She answered with ragged breaths. She probably hadn’t thought that far. She likely just wanted to do whatever I wanted. Even if it resulted in a child, she would probably think she could handle it alone somehow.
There was no time for long explanations. I decided to indulge in her boundless acceptance.
“Mother, Mother!”
“Haah, ah, aaah──?!”
In a burst of pleasure so intense it whitened my mind, I came inside my mother. We held each other with all our strength, pressing our bodies together as tightly as possible. My hips trembled. I could feel the hot semen surging out through my loosened urethra.
“Aah…… aaaaaah……”
In that moment, we truly became one.
Sudden Mission Success! Rewards have been granted.
Partner's First Sex Achievement — 200 coins acquired.
Position: Missionary Achievement — 100 coins acquired.
First Vaginal Orgasm Achievement — 150 coins acquired.
First Simultaneous Orgasm Achievement — 150 coins acquired.
First Creampie Achievement — 300 coins acquired.
Bonus for semen volume and concentration — 171 coins added.
Bonus for partner's mental satisfaction — 477 coins added.