Yesterday Was Our First Kiss, Today Is...
The soft sound of “Hngh…” slipped from her lips the moment ours met. Lee Yu-ri melted gently backward, collapsing onto the mattress I usually slept on. She offered the faintest resistance, but it was so weak it barely deserved the name. Soon she grew still and simply accepted my kiss.
“Chuu… ha…♡”
Maybe it was because she had come here prepared, or maybe because this was already our second kiss—either way, Yu-ri didn’t reject my tongue when it slid into her mouth. One hand wrapped around my shoulder while the other fluttered helplessly in the air, searching for something to hold. Even with my eyes closed, I could feel her empty palm brushing erratically across my body. I reached out immediately. Our hands met in midair and clung to each other even more desperately than our mouths, wrapping around one another with aching tenderness.
While we kissed, our tongues naturally intertwined once more. Last time she had been frantic to pull away, but this time Yu-ri simply stayed still, neither retreating nor yet aggressively tangling with me. She simply accepted my tongue. After thoroughly ravaging the inside of her mouth, I finally drew back.
Our eyes opened at the same time. We gazed deeply at each other. I reached out and gently stroked the soft cheek of the beautiful woman before me. In response, Yu-ri placed her own hand over mine. For a long while, we simply looked at each other in silence.
As usual, I was the one who broke the sweet quiet first.
“Me too… I-I love you too, Seong-jin-ah.”
She still looked embarrassed, but the fact that she called me by name showed that every last wall between us had completely crumbled. I couldn’t hold back anymore. I captured her lips again, then slowly moved down to her neck.
“W-wait… hngh?!”
The ticklish sensation of my lips on her neck made Yu-ri tremble all over. After giving her neck a light kiss, I kept our fingers tightly laced and spoke softly.
“Do you remember what I said earlier?”
“What… you said?”
Her expression looked dreamy, as if she were floating through a dream.
“That I want more than just ‘I like you.’”
“Then…”
“I want you, Yuri.”
“F-for real…?”
Instead of answering with words, I nodded and kissed her again.
“Huu…♡”
By now Yu-ri was letting out sweet, melting moans as she accepted my kiss. I was straddling her as she lay neatly on my mattress, kissing her deeply. My lower body had swollen so much it felt like it was about to burst. When a woman this beautiful, with a body this perfect, was lying on the bed I slept on every night, only a corpse wouldn’t react. In most manga or novels, the guy would hold back, saying he cherished her, or be too dense to notice her signals. But I’ve always been the type who follows his instincts. The thought of pulling back right now didn’t even cross my mind.
Today, I was going to have sex with Lee Yu-ri.
“I love you.”
I pulled back just enough to whisper it into her ear, then covered her mouth with mine again before she could reply. Our tongues tangled, saliva connecting us in a glistening string as our lips parted once more.
“I love you.”
I whispered into her ear again, then kissed her. “Hngh…♡” I kissed her, gently bit her earlobe, then pressed my lips to her neck. Yu-ri shivered at the tingling sensation, then suddenly pulled me into a fierce embrace. Her eyes trembled, but she looked straight at me and asked in a small voice.
“…Are you serious?”
“……”
“Do you really… really like me?”
“Even after I said it so many times, you still can’t believe me?”
“I know it’s weird for me to say this now that I’ve seen how much you’ve changed… but you know the rumors about yourself, right?”
“Yeah, I do.”
Even though she looked troubled, since the words were already out, Yu-ri seemed determined to say everything in her heart. She squeezed her eyes shut and continued.
“You’ve probably had more than a couple of girls… and you must have said the same things to them, right?”
“……”
“Just thinking about that makes me angry. It feels like you’re just saying whatever you think I want to hear so you can sleep with me.”
“Yuri.”
When her voice began to shake, I called her name gently, stroking her cheek to calm her.
“I won’t deny my past. You’re not my first woman.”
Tears began to well up in the corners of her eyes.
“But I swear on the sky above—I’ve never once said ‘I love you’ to any of them while we were together.”
“……”
“You’re the first.”
“…For real…?”
I nodded and gave her lips a soft kiss.
“I’ve lived like absolute trash, and I’m still greedy when it comes to women. But when I say I love you, it’s not a lie, and it’s not something I made up just for today.”
“You idiot! In a moment like this, you’re seriously going to admit you’re still greedy for women?!”
“Yuri.”
“……”
“I love you. If you’ll allow it, I want to be your first man. Right here, right now.”
When I lowered my voice and spoke with complete seriousness, Yu-ri fell silent and stared into my eyes. Then, in a voice barely above a whisper, she answered.
“We’ve only been properly talking for a little over a month.”
“That’s true.”
“I used to hate and despise guys like you so much.”
“Anyone would feel that way.”
“And yesterday was my first kiss…”
“Thank you for giving me your first kiss.”
“So then… the day after our first kiss, you want to… you really want to… with me? Are you serious?”
“Yes.”
She clutched my arm desperately as she asked.
“Do you really… like me? Can you tell me that me liking you isn’t wrong? That you’ve only treated me this way? That it’s real? Will you take responsibility? If I fall for you… you won’t take it for granted, right? You won’t turn me into some girl who just throws her body around, right?”
Instead of answering with words, I gave her a deep kiss.
“Hngh…”
Until now she had only held my hand tightly. Now she clung to me like she was hanging on for dear life, responding to the kiss with everything she had. I roughly understood what she was feeling. She was anxious. We had only been interacting for a little over a month. The time she had truly started to like me was even shorter, and our first kiss had only happened yesterday. Even so, she had steeled herself, come to my house, and was now facing the possibility of giving me her first time. On top of that, the man she was about to give it to had a notorious reputation as a womanizer and a thug. It would be strange if she wasn’t anxious.
That was why she was asking all of this. She wanted me to promise I wouldn’t take her feelings for granted. She wanted me to say I wasn’t just after her body. She wanted reassurance that it wasn’t wrong for her to fall for someone she once hated so much, and that it wasn’t strange for her to give herself to me here and now.
So I kissed her to calm her heart, then gave her the words I knew she needed to hear most.
“Yuri.”
“…Yeah?”
She looked like she might cry at the slightest push. This must be what a girl feels like right before her first time.
“There’s one thing I can tell you for sure.”
She looked up at me with eyes full of equal parts hope and fear.
“I really do love you. And thank you for coming here with that kind of resolve. From now on, as long as you’re with me, I’ll make you happy every single day.”
“Ah…”
Her emotions must have overflowed; her breathing grew faster and shallower.
“I’ll give you everything I can. So… give yourself to me.”
Instead of answering, Yu-ri stared at me for a moment, then pulled me even tighter against her. She lifted her upper body slightly and kissed me first. It was the first time she had ever initiated a kiss of her own will.
It was a silent yes.
The moment I received her answer, my heart pounded so hard it felt like it would explode. At the same time, my cock swelled rapidly. As soon as I had permission, my hand moved on its own to her outrageously voluptuous chest.
“Hngh…”
The moment an unfamiliar hand touched a part of her body no man had ever touched, Yu-ri jerked violently and twisted. I could feel her trembling with nerves, but even then she didn’t push me away. She was afraid of the first time that was about to happen.
That wouldn’t do.
The girl in front of me—who had only ever cared about studying—had slowly changed because of me. She had come to like the very person she once hated so much, and was even willing to give me her first time. In the original world line, Lee Yu-ri had suffered the worst possible first experience through blackmail and rape. But this time, her first time had to remain nothing but a happy memory.
The happiness of all the heroines. That was what I had wished for.
Before moving on to serious foreplay, I decided to calm her down first. I wrapped my arms around her trembling body and held her tight.
“Yuri, don’t be too scared.”
“Hngh…”
“I’m right here.”
As I said that, I gently pressed my lips to hers. Yu-ri slowly closed her eyes and accepted both my kiss and my tongue. The longer the kiss lasted, the more her trembling subsided.
“I love you, Yuri.”
When I whispered it into her ear, she hugged me back just as tightly and whispered softly into mine.
“I love you too… Seong-jin-ah.”
We kissed deeply once again. Once I judged that she had calmed down enough, I asked carefully.
“Can I keep going?”
She thought about it. And thought some more. Then, without a word, she pulled me into a tight embrace and slowly nodded.
With Lee Yu-ri’s permission, I slowly began to lift her shirt.