Chapter 90: Heaven and hell. Somewhere in between - A woman
Chapter 90
"Ah... Aaaah... Aaaaaaaaaah!!"
Even if the Grim Reaper appeared before me, I wouldn't be this terrified.
Hana fell into a panic, spewing out strange noises like a broken radio, before choosing the most animalistic method of escaping the crisis.
She ran away without looking back.
And as you know, when encountering a beast, turning your back and running away is a bad idea. Not that there was any other way at this moment, though.
Just as crisis escape methods against beasts generally fail, Hana's escape also failed.
With a single voice from the man behind her.
"Stop right there."
There was no authority in that voice, not even a hint of threat or pressure.
There was only a naive expectation that if he told her to stop, she would naturally stop.
And Hana's body generously met that expectation.
"Heoht! Heoht! Heoht!"
Hana's body ceased its running and froze in place, as if nailed to the ground.
Her brain sent signals to run away, but those signals were blocked by interference, unable to reach her body. The only things her brain could control were her tear ducts, about to burst, and her chattering teeth.
"Aah, I'm a little disappointed, you know? It's been a while since we met. You should at least greet me happily, but you're running away. Where did you learn such manners? Huh?"
Hideo leisurely approached Hana from behind. Each step he took felt like the Grim Reaper's pressure.
"Uueup!"
Hana's body showed a strong, conditioned rejection response.
Because her stomach was empty, only bitter stomach acid dripped from Hana's mouth.
"Eeh, let's see~ I wonder if you remember me? I'm the one who took your virgin Vagina. It was a fun memory, I hope you haven't forgotten?"
The man cozied up, putting his arm around Hana's shoulder.
Forgotten? Do you think I could forget that hell?
Hana wanted to snap back, but even such a voice couldn't dare to escape her lips.
She was barely able to hold back tears in the face of overwhelming fear.
To Hana, this man was the source of her nightmares, a walking trauma itself.
When she barely managed to open her lips,
"The, the right of the first night doesn't apply anymore. I, I'm not a virgin anymore. There, there's no reason for me to be violated by you anymore."
That was the extent of her timid resistance.
Although she called it resistance, it wasn't even resistance, really. It was merely a statement she made to herself.
This man's right of the first night has expired. So there's no reason to be afraid.
She tried to calm herself by constantly repeating that.
But her body, which had stopped at the man's words, the terrifying phenomenon of not listening to her brain's commands, couldn't be persuaded by such words.
"Aha~ So you do remember? Kuhihihihit. Ah, I was a bit indebted to you back then. You were my first after taking Shiori's virginity. How should I put it, you were the first one I chose independently and played with? Thanks to that, there's something a little appealing about you."
What the hell are you talking about, you piece of trash!
A guy who doesn't even remember my name talking about being attracted or whatever is not convincing at all. And even if you're serious, I reject any such attraction!
Hana cursed inwardly.
As the terrible fear clung to her and slowly tightened her breath, some of it began to be replaced by anger.
Not that she could do anything about it.
"Did Hideo choose this himself?"
A girl's voice was heard.
The voice, the tone, something about it was withered, giving a strong feeling of being inhuman.
Rolling her eyes towards the source of the voice, Hana saw a beautiful girl with a bizarre impression that didn't suit Hideo at all. She was definitely beautiful, but... she was enveloped in a strange atmosphere, as if she wasn't from this world...
"Yeah. I chose her myself when I had the right of the first night. Isn't it a pretty decent Vagina?"
"So Hideo likes this kind of woman."
The girl said that while touching Hana's face.
A strange sense of fear, different from what she felt from Hideo, welled up inside Hana.
What the hell are these things? Why are they doing this to me?
A fear that felt completely different, but no less profound, felt like it was slapping Hana's cheeks.
"Eeh, let's see~ Have you been doing well? I've been having fun eating lots of other Vaginas since I ate Hana's Vagina. How about Hana? Have you had sex with other men?"
"Wh, why, why do I have to tell you such personal things?"
"Why~? This much is okay, right? We even had sex, so shouldn't we share minor details? No, we did even more than sex, so aren't we even closer? Huhihihihit!"
"..."
A close relationship? How can you say such shameless things?
Did I have sex with other men? How could I, you piece of trash!
I couldn't even get close to a man without being reminded of you and falling into terror!
Do you even know what I went through at work after being found naked and covered in Semen in the middle of the park?
I didn't get caught for any minor crimes, but I couldn't do anything about people's gazes!
My relationships were ruined, and the scars left on my body seemed like they would never be erased!
Hana glared at Hideo. In the hope that he would feel even a little bit of remorse.
But even in this situation, wasn't this man just looking at his damn smartphone and snickering?
"Euk!"
Finally, Hana's anger crossed the threshold. She realized that the righteous anger that had been suppressed by overwhelming fear was finally about to erupt.
Rather, even the fear that had been suppressing her anger was converted into firepower, and Hana spoke.
"Haaa?! What the hell do you think I am! Have I had sex with other men? Don't be ridiculous! You're the one who took my virginity, right? So how could I have sex with other men? Do I look like such a cheap Slut to you? If I were to have sex, it would obviously only be with you! Sex is something you should only do with your husband!"
Seriously. What do you take people for?
Did you really think that just because Hana's hymen was broken, she would be a slut who sleeps with any man?
If so, that would be truly horrifying. It would mean that this man's appearance, sexual preferences, personality, and even his ability to see others are all the worst.
To Hana's outburst, Hideo showed no signs of remorse or apology,
"Ooh! It worked after all. Wow, this is awesome! Amazing, Kagami! Huhihihihit!"
"Is it fun?"
"The best! Yaah, this will greatly increase the range of our play!"
"Hee-heung."
Hideo seemed to be listening to the conversation, but he wasn't really paying attention.
Hana frowned, but didn't say anything. After all, she had already learned how much of a piece of trash Hideo was from their first encounter.
If anything, this was better.
"Ahem! Eeh, that sounds strange when I hear it? Why would you only have sex with me if you were to have sex?"
"Haa?!"
It wasn't that she expected any sense from this man, but she never imagined he would be so ignorant and stupid about the world.
Hana explained to Hideo with a scornful look.
"Are you really that clueless? You took my virginity, right? Isn't it natural for a woman to serve the man who took her virgin Vagina as her husband?"
"Hoo. But I used the right of the first night back then and forced you, even so?"
"The method doesn't matter. It would be the same even if I was raped, so the right of the first night is a bargain."
The girl, who had at least seemed to have something normal in her head until just now, suddenly became strange in an instant, like flipping her hand.
As if a common sense alteration gacha had newly activated.
"Hihit. I see. But I have no intention of making you my wife? I feel like someone like you is perfect as an Onahole or tissue that I use occasionally."
Hideo naturally added a trashy remark.
Hana, who accepts this normally, is also quite something.
"Ha? I don't care about your opinion. Whether you think of me as an Onahole or a tissue. I'll unilaterally think of you as my husband."
But she clearly draws the line.
"Don't worry. I don't intend to force you to fulfill your duties as a husband. I'm just unilaterally serving you as my husband, so I can't force you to fulfill those duties. It's just that I'm unilaterally fulfilling my duties as a wife."
A thorough imbalance of rights and obligations.
And Hana speaks as if it's natural.
I don't think there was such an imbalance even in pre-modern times.
"What do you mean by duties?"
"Duties are duties. Not having any sexual contact with any man other than you. Not refusing any play to suit your tastes. Genuinely enjoying contact with you. Things like that. Isn't it obvious?"
"Huhihihit... You say it's obvious."
Hideo smirked and fiddled with his smartphone again. Then, the color drained from Hana's face in an instant, and only a scornful expression remained embalmed on her pale face.
"...Huh?"
"Now, let's say it again? What am I to you?"