Chapter 73: The bully who looked down on me during school days turned out to be a perverted masochist bitch who liked me so much?! - Forgiveness
Chapter 73
If it's something from the person you truly love, even their asshole is lovable.
Shiromi sincerely thought so.
"Chyuuurururup... Haa, haa... Sooo goood... Hideo's asshole... Chyuuurururup.... Mwah... Haa, how is it? Feels good? Feels good, right? Huh? Right?"
Shiromi's tongue freely rummaged into Hideo's asshole, who was lying on the bed.
The disgusting smell and terrible texture, the bitter taste. Even a dirty hole that no human should ever touch, it's so lovable when I think it's Hideo's.
'How can it be so delicious... I really love Hideo's. I love you. I love you. I loooove youuuu♥'
Unable to bear the love surging from within her heart, Shiromi stretched her tongue even deeper, trying to taste Hideo even more profoundly.
"Oooo, the feeling of your tongue going in is so strange. Kehehehe, it's not bad at all, though. I actually like it. To think a cute girl is licking my asshole and enjoying it, I'd never see such a rare sight unless it was from a gacha."
I couldn't grasp the complete meaning of the sentence, but one thing was certain.
Hideo is enjoying it! Then I have to try harder, even harder.
Shiromi lifted Hideo's lower body altogether and buried her face even deeper into Hideo's groin.
I felt Hideo's balls touching the area around my forehead. Just the fact that his sacred things are touching my body makes my heart feel like it's about to burst with emotion.
'If I only lick his asshole, his penis will be lonely.'
Exhibiting her mindset as an onahole, Shiromi gave Hideo's penis a handjob.
Every time that thick thing wrapped around my palm and shook, it felt like magnificent vitality and warmth flowed through my palm.
Such a great thing had graced my Vagina, but am I saying that I had to let it go without even properly tightening my Vagina?
Shiromi's head was throbbing with the rising shame.
'If I can't do anything else, I hope I can at least do a proper handjob...'
Shiromi gently tickled the glans of his penis with her fingers to draw out the Cowper's fluid, then used that fluid as lubricant to give him a fast handjob.
As a woman, I thought I wouldn't know much about how to use a man's penis... but as soon as I grabbed his penis, it was as if the proper way to handle it was inputted from the outside, and I could please his penis with just the right amount of strength.
Of course, my tongue wasn't just sitting still.
Tongue caress of the asshole, palm caress of the penis.
Unless I can properly do both caresses at the same time, can I barely pass as an onahole?
"Uuuuum~ Not bad? You seem to be decent enough as an asshole cleaner."
"..!!!!"
I've been recognized!
Shiromi almost shed tears at the overwhelming emotion.
I've been properly acknowledged for my usefulness.
It was just a while ago that I was told I was useful as a butt drum, but to think that another use has already been discovered.
As expected, Hideo was properly seeing Shiromi for who I am. That emotion was like the joy of a vassal who had been recommended by the king.
Turning all that overwhelming emotion and excitement into motivation, Shiromi stimulated Hideo's asshole even more deeply.
"Chyuuurururup, haa, goood... I love your asshole so much. Hideo's... I want to live my whole life licking this asshole... Mwah♥"
This was Shiromi's own bold appeal.
I was subtly saying that I wanted to stay by Hideo's side for the rest of my life.
Of course, Hideo couldn't read such a woman's heart, nor did he have any intention of doing so.
Hideo was only faithful to his own desires,
"Ah, I think I'm about to cum. But in this position, my cum is going to spill on me? Is this right?"
And gave Shiromi a subtle threat.
Then Shiromi was startled,
"A, I, I'm sorry! I'll fix it right away!"
And shouted as I quickly put Hideo's penis in my mouth.
Hideo, feeling Shiromi's warm flesh with his penis, released his semen into Shiromi's mouth without even saying he was going to cum.
"Eungeugeup!! Huts.. Hooouuung. Eut... Hueuk.."
Shiromi momentarily lost all strength as Hideo's semen filled her mouth to overflowing.
The only thing that barely stopped me from doing so was the fear that I would spill the semen on Hideo's body and incur his wrath.
Hideo's semen was so thick and plentiful that it couldn't even be compared to that of an ordinary man.
It was quite difficult to deal with all that semen with just my mouth.
Of course,
"If you leave even a single drop, you'll be in big trouble."
Once Hideo's threat was issued, everything went smoothly from then on.
Shiromi endured all the pain and difficulties that were naturally bestowed upon me from an ergonomic perspective and passed Hideo's semen into my stomach.
'I, I thought I was going to drown.'
Drowning in semen on land would be a ridiculous cause of death.
But Shiromi sincerely thought that I wouldn't mind drowning in Hideo's semen.
"Ugh... Ha, haaaa. T, tasty semen tha, keueoeoeoeok!"
Shiromi's face turned bright red.
I was trying to thank Hideo with the prettiest face possible, but at this rate, aren't I just a pathetic bitch making a fool of myself?
Of course, it was Hideo who saved Shiromi's heart, which wanted to hide in a rat hole.
"Puhahahahahat! Kehihihihit!"
Hideo burst into laughter at Shiromi's pathetic state.
For a moment, Shiromi, who had been blankly looking down at Hideo, was touched by the fact that Hideo was laughing at me, and my eyes became moist.
"Puhihihit, ah, that's really fucking funny. Kehit. Ah, that's fun. You're a really fucking funny Vagina, aren't you? Kehihihihit."
"I, is that so? Ee..eehehehehe. I, I just like it when Hideo is happy, so I'm happy too."
Hideo tapped Shiromi's cheek with his penis, which still maintained its majesty even after cumming.
No matter how you looked at it, it could only be seen as a humiliating intention, but to Shiromi, it felt like a friendly joke between lovers, and my heart felt warm.
"Okay, okay. With this much sincerity, I'll acknowledge it. I'll forgive you. Well, even though your Vagina is somewhat trash, it was still fun to play with. I acknowledge it."
"Ah...."
At Hideo's verdict, Shiromi was speechless, covered her mouth, and made a trembling voice, then covered her entire face with both hands and began to cry.
"Tha.. thank youuu..! Really, thank you so, so much! Ah, forgiving.. thank you so much for forgiving me.."
The guilt of having tormented the person I had loved was constantly stabbing at Shiromi.
In fact, I was desperately, desperately hoping to be forgiven, but I was also somewhat resigned.
Even if Hideo had a broad mind, I thought there was no way he would forgive me.
But what do you know?
Hideo was a more generous person than Shiromi had thought. Because he forgave someone like me.
Shiromi couldn't help but shed tears at the generosity of the man I loved.
Even though that very man doesn't think about Shiromi's feelings even as much as dogshit.
"Hmm~ That's right, but there's something I'm suddenly concerned about."
"Hueup... E, uh? What is it? What are you concerned about? I'll tell you anything I can! What is it?"
Only just zero.
The relationship that was in the negative has only just returned to 0. So from now on, I'll have to start earning points in earnest.
Shiromi approached Hideo with motivation and said with the spirit to solve anything Hideo said.
Should I say it's fortunate for Shiromi, but what Hideo was concerned about was something Shiromi could answer.
"The reason why you suddenly came to ask for forgiveness. There were plenty of other guys who tormented me besides you... I think? I don't even remember now. But why did only you come to ask me for forgiveness? Are you trying to debut as a broadcaster or something?"
"Ah..."
Is this... an opportunity?
Shiromi hesitated whether or not it would be okay to say my true feelings.
Eventually, I confirmed how great Hideo was, so I believed that he would be able to give my heart the right answer and told him the honest story.
"T, that's... Actually, I liked Hideo."
"Heeung."
Hideo made an indifferent sound as if I wasn't particularly surprised and hit Shiromi's cheek with his penis.
"Didn't you say you tormented me? Do you usually do that to someone you like?"
"Eut.. That's... I was so.. so embarrassed that I tried to hide my feelings, so without realizing it.. I'm really sorry. I'm reflecting on it."
Shiromi lowered my head as if I was truly sorry.
Of course, Hideo knew this general situation like the back of his hand, so there was nothing to be surprised or happy about.
"...Um, so about that..."
Shiromi looked down at Hideo with a face full of faint expectations and asked.
"Um.. what did Hideo think about me? Did you just think I was an annoying bitch? Or um... what is it... did you think that I was okay as a woman... or did you not think that at all?"
Shiromi knew that I was pretty.
And men have a tendency to harbor vague admiration for women as long as they are pretty, even if their personality is somewhat bad.
It's not for nothing that there's a bully girl fetish in various web novels and comics.
Shiromi asked Hideo while holding onto that expectation.
Not knowing how futile those expectations were for Hideo.
"I don't know. I barely even remembered you until I met you again, so I don't really know what I was thinking."
This was a fairly honest answer from Hideo's perspective.
It's just that the honesty was a wound to Shiromi.
"I, I see.. U, uh! T, that's obvious. Uh.. there's no need to remember someone like me...."
"...But that's right~ Your body looks pretty good, so if it was like this since high school, then eum~"
Hideo's gaze licked down Shiromi's body.
Shiromi unconsciously changed the curves of my body as sensually as possible in order to please Hideo even a little bit.
Hideo, having finished his voyeurism, commented like this.
"Even if a girlfriend is impossible, if you had confessed, I might have made you my sex slave~"
The worst.
It's the worst thing you can say, to the point where you wonder if a human can be this much of a piece of shit.
Shiromi also thought it was really the worst.
Only not Hideo, but myself.
'Y... you idiot! I should have just confessed! If I had.. if I had, I could have at least become a sex slave.'
Instead of being forced to break up with graduation and spending meaningless days longing for Hideo every day, I could have proudly become Hideo's sex slave and received his cum, why did you miss such an opportunity, you stupid bitch!
Ignoring Shiromi's heart, which was rotting away with extreme self-hatred, Hideo demanded of Shiromi.
"But if you've liked me until now, you must have jerked off to me a lot, right? Show me once."