The Saintess's First Fall
'Hoo… calm down.'
I had nearly lost the thread of my sanity and taken Se-ah right then and there.
[Holding back pretty well, huh? Ah—men feel way better when they hold it in and let it all out at once, right? Don’t tell me you’re doing this for that? I didn’t realize you were thinking that big. Ahaha—!]
I ignored the mocking voice and continued the experiment.
“What do you think of me right now?”
Se-ah scanned me carefully, as if running a thorough inspection, then answered haltingly.
“You look young… and quite handsome. You give off the feeling of someone who’s just started working in society…”
It was probably because of the suit I was wearing.
She recognized me as an office worker and voiced her impression accordingly.
‘Since her deeper consciousness is still active, she can express subjective opinions like this.’
I gained another piece of information.
After asking a few more questions, I decided I had obtained everything possible through conversation and moved to the next stage.
I reached out and carefully cupped Se-ah’s breast.
Soft.
Contrary to my expectations, it didn’t feel merely soft; it felt more like gripping something firm and full inside.
Even when I spread my palm, I couldn’t fully contain it. The weight added to the addictive texture.
While I kneaded her breast however I pleased, I glanced up.
Her indifferent gaze was simply watching me toy with her body.
There was still no trace of life in those eyes.
Just as Guide had described, it was the mechanical feeling of a living doll.
To test for other reactions, I shifted my gaze to the pink bud atop her wide areola.
I pinched it between my fingers and pressed down firmly.
Twitch.
A reaction came.
Her body visibly trembled, and the mechanical gaze fixed on me wavered slightly.
This time, I rolled the nipple I was pinching in a circle.
“—Hn.”
Se-ah let out a soft moan.
Upon closer inspection, she was curling inward.
It was proof that, even with her mind brainwashed, her biological responses remained alive—and that she could feel my touch.
“How does it feel?”
“It feels good.”
When I smiled at her body’s honest reaction and asked, Se-ah answered obediently.
“Would you like me to touch you more?”
“Yes…”
Though a faint trace of embarrassment colored her otherwise emotionless voice, her answer remained completely honest.
Because she had been brainwashed, she showed me everything without any pretense, calculation, or lies.
Just like how she was boldly exposing her naked body before me right now.
Watching that sight, I too began to feel genuine arousal heating up.
My swollen erection strained against my pants, demanding to be freed and sent where it belonged.
Chuuup— Chuuwaap—.
Before I realized it, I had grabbed Se-ah’s breast and was sucking on it.
Like a baby, I buried my lips around her nipple and sucked hard, as if trying to draw out milk.
“Huuu—.”
A sobbing moan, thick with heat, began to echo through the motel room.
Se-ah was now clearly showing that she was feeling pleasure.
The flesh I gripped had grown hot, and her intermittent tremors had become blatant.
Chyup—.
When I pulled my lips away, a thread of saliva stretched between my mouth and her nipple.
At the same time, the now-erect pink bud glistened with spit.
“Ugh…”
Even after the wave of excitement subsided, Se-ah’s body trembled as if the afterglow lingered. She let out a dazed sound with her mouth slightly open.
That sound, accompanied by hot breath, carried a clear note of longing, even if she couldn’t express it properly.
“Haa…”
Se-ah gazed at me with ragged breaths.
Her eyes looked as if she was craving me.
Upon closer look, something was dripping from between her legs, staining the chair.
When I scooped it up with my finger and rubbed it, I felt heat and stickiness.
Liquid flowing from her pussy.
Love juice.
Clear proof that she was aroused.
I looked at her again.
Even though she had lost her sense of self to brainwashing, she didn’t look unhappy.
Rather—
[Do you still think you’re the perpetrator? Do you think you’re doing something wrong? Even after seeing her like this? Look. Look at her face while she’s feeling your touch.]
The voice that had been watching my actions in real time pulled out the inner thoughts I had been having.
[It’s getting hard, isn’t it? Your dick feels like it’s about to burst, right? The experiment’s gone far enough. Why not just do it? Ah, don’t misunderstand. What you’re about to do is also part of the job. It’s not personal at all. You’re supposed to corrupt and fuck the woman the company assigned you, so you need to practice beforehand, right? Think of it as a rehearsal.]
Swish—.
Instead of answering, I stood up and pulled down my pants.
My fully erect cock sprang free, pointing straight up without the slightest hesitation.
I had nothing else to boast about, but I was confident about the size of my dick.
[It really is… big. That’s unexpected… I’m looking forward to this.]
Guide’s voice sounded slightly surprised, and at the same time, as if lost in some other thought.
“Come here and kneel in front of me.”
I moved to the bed and pointed at the spot in front of me. Without a word, Se-ah obeyed.
Kneeling before me as ordered, she looked up at me in silence while I looked down at her.
Just by kneeling there, the changed angle seemed to highlight the difference between us.
“Do you know how to give a blowjob?”
When I brought my cock right up to her face and asked, Se-ah nodded.
“How did you learn?”
“I watched videos to practice so I could do it for my ex-boyfriends…”
The men who had passed through Se-ah’s life.
I could imagine her in her room, gripping something phallic and practicing so she could serve those men.
In the end, she probably never imagined that the skills she learned back then would be used only for me.
“How devoted. By the way, do you have a boyfriend right now?”
“I don’t have one right now…”
Watching Se-ah answer blankly, an amusing idea came to me.
“Then, for this moment, would you like to think of me as your boyfriend and do it the way you used to?”
Was it possible to forcibly change her perception even while she was brainwashed?
This was both entertainment and an experiment.
“Yes…”
After answering, Se-ah looked at me with hesitant eyes.
She seemed to want to ask something, but the self trapped inside the brainwashing wouldn’t allow it.
So I asked first.
“What is it?”
“Your name… I want to know it.”
“It’s Yoon Seung-woo.”
“Got it, Seung-woo.”
The moment I told her to think of me as her boyfriend, her speech pattern changed immediately.
And then an even more surprising change occurred.
A faint smile bloomed on her expressionless face.
It was small, but the clearly affectionate smile carried warmth.
Right now, in this moment, I could feel that she completely recognized me as her boyfriend.
A man she had met less than an hour ago.
Thump, thump…
Realizing that made my heart pound violently.
The god-like sense of omnipotence—that I could control a woman however I wanted—raced up my spine and sent another thrill through me.
“Yeah, Se-ah… you know I like you, right?”
Swallowing the laugh that threatened to escape, I asked in a trembling voice. Se-ah smiled even more brightly than before.
“Yeah… I like you too…”
Ah, I can’t hold back anymore.
Her eyes looking up at me with affection.
Her face, flushed with a soft blush, showing love.
The gap between the cold, indifferent expression of a city woman and this completely different person she had become in an instant.
“Then, will you suck this for me? Just like you used to.”
“Okay.”
Her lips moved forward toward my erect cock and slowly parted.
“Haup— Chuuuup—.”
“—Haa.”
Warmth.
The first thing I felt when Se-ah’s small lips enveloped me was warmth.
She began sucking slowly around the glans, clearly knowing how to tease a man.
The way she looked up at me to meet my eyes was proof.
Her narrowed gaze was checking on my happiness as her boyfriend.
That suggestive look almost felt like she was seducing me.
“Chyurup— Heee…”
“Huu…”
When her tongue licked down the shaft, it felt like my brain was melting.
The pleasurable sensation from receiving service after so long made me grab her head.
Interpreting it as a request to suck deeper, Se-ah pushed her lips further forward.
Her lips, now molded to the shape of my cock, protruded like a bird’s beak.
The tight seal of her lips and the thick, swirling movements of her tongue increased the suction, drawing out my semen even more intensely.
“Chyup, chyup…”
Se-ah buried her face deep between my legs and shook her head even more vigorously.
The wet sounds inside her mouth grew faster as she used her fluids as lubricant.
Her lewd service, pushing me toward climax, made the desire I had been holding back surge violently.
“More… more…”
“Chyup! Chyup! Chyup! Chyup!…”
Se-ah shook her head even harder to match my demand.
Her desperate movements, begging for my cum, finally pushed me past the limit.
Spurt—.
“Kuhup—.”
A wave of pleasure raced up my spine as Se-ah let out a choked breath.
Because my cock was shoved so deep in her mouth, she seemed to be struggling to breathe and reflexively tried to pull away—
“Stay… still…!”
The moment my command fell, she froze completely, stopping all movement.
Leaving her looking up at me with a pained expression, brows furrowed, I savored the lingering pleasure of my orgasm.
The sight of my white semen pouring into a woman’s body instead of a tissue made me feel even better.
“Haa—.”
It was incredible.
The best climax I’d had in a long time.
As the afterglow slowly faded, I noticed Se-ah’s flushed face.
“Kuhueup… Cough!”
Startled, she finally pulled my cock out and lowered her head, gasping for air.
Semen that hadn’t made it down her throat mixed with saliva and dripped from her lips in thick strands.
“Are you okay?”
“Mm… I’m fine.”
When I asked belatedly, feeling guilty, Se-ah smiled as if it was nothing and answered.
[Ahaha— How kind of you. Even showing consideration to an onahole doll. I wonder how long that beautiful humanity of yours will last.]
Guide’s laughter seemed to mock my pretense.
I tried to ignore it, but my eyes inadvertently landed on another part of Se-ah.
She noticed where I was looking, smiled, and lay back.
Then she spread her legs wide, shamelessly exposing the place I had been staring at.
“Want to do it?”
Se-ah continued to show endless affection toward me, whom she now recognized as her boyfriend.
But…
Separate from that, her eyes still looked clouded, as if covered by a murky fog.
“Put it in… Mess me up… Ruin me completely…”
Se-ah reached out to me with both hands, asking to be held.
Without the slightest doubt toward her brainwashed self, she faithfully followed my command.