The Puppet's Despair
"Nngh… mmph…"
Se-ah mumbled around the cock filling her mouth. Without specific orders, she moved on pure autopilot, as passive as a machine.
"Having to give instructions every single time is such a pain… Take it out and speak."
At the command, Se-ah pulled her lips away.
"I'm tired…"
Saliva that had pooled while she held him in her mouth trickled down her chin as she answered in a dull, sluggish voice.
For reference, while I had been asleep, Guide had taken the defective Brainwashing Stamp back to The Company for repairs and re-brainwashed her. The independent self she had shown at the motel was gone again, though I could restore it anytime I wanted.
"Right? You must be exhausted after work. This is my first time working at a company too, and it's rough. I wonder if everyone lives like this… So, how was work today?"
"It was hard… but I slept well yesterday, so I'm fine… When I woke up, I felt good… Like I was… born again…"
Se-ah's face, still blank, looked far healthier than it had the day before. The brainwashing I had placed on her was responsible. After sex with me, all the stress and mental fatigue from work would vanish.
Her answer confirmed the effect was working perfectly.
"Tell me what you remember after leaving the company yesterday."
I already knew the memories had been overwritten, but I asked anyway.
"Yesterday… I went out on a field assignment… fell asleep at a motel… then went home…"
"That's all?"
"Yes…"
"Do you remember meeting anyone at the motel?"
"No…"
"What about me? Don't you remember me?"
Her vacant gaze turned toward my face.
"I don't know you… I've never seen you before."
Se-ah shook her head without hesitation the moment she identified me.
"Hah!"
The absurdity made me laugh out loud.
She didn't remember being fucked for hours at the motel? Or how she had woken from the brainwashing and tried to kill me? Or how she had straddled me like a whore, begging for my cum?
[Heh. This is why human memory is so pointless. Since she has no memory of you, she can't resent you or press charges. Why? Because the memories aren't there. Without memories, those emotions and even the thoughts never surface. Being forced to take you yesterday, serving you like a real doll today—none of it exists for her. If anything, shouldn't she be grateful? Every time she serves you, the stress and fatigue from work disappear.]
The real issue was that if no one made it an issue, it simply wasn't one. The statement contained countless contradictions, yet watching the current reality made those contradictions feel trivial.
"Lie down on the bed."
"Yes…"
Se-ah obediently lay down on the same bed I had been using that morning. Kneeling on the mattress and looking down at her gave me a strange feeling. It was odd to see someone else lying where I usually slept alone, but the vivid sense of life I had felt when facing Guide that morning was missing.
The person lying before me was an empty shell with no emotions, no will, no thoughts—like a real doll. She stared at me with indifferent eyes as I positioned myself between her legs, ready to take her. Her heart was beating, but she didn't feel alive.
Still, even a body without will possessed a woman's form. She had massive breasts that could serve my cock, and a hole that could take it. Not to mention a decent face.
I stroked her cheek. She didn't move at all. Her dull eyes simply watched my actions without interest.
I pulled her black pantyhose up between her thighs and lifted one of her limp legs. Her naturally closed legs parted, revealing the soft pink flesh inside.
Schlick—
"Hoo…"
The moment I pushed the head past her folds, that familiar, addictive pleasure rushed in.
Thrust—
Her inner walls clenched around me as if welcoming the intrusion. It wasn't her will, but a woman's instinctive physical response to a man entering her.
Schlick, schlick…
"Hah—! Hngh—"
Once I started moving my hips in earnest, the wet sound of my cock sliding through her folds echoed rhythmically. Whether she had gotten wet from servicing me or was simply lewd by nature, her walls quickly grew slick, making it easier to enjoy her.
"……"
Unlike my own increasingly rough breathing, Se-ah remained completely still, her face expressionless. Even staring into her empty eyes, I couldn't tell what she was thinking.
Actually, she probably wasn't thinking at all.
'This is kind of boring.'
Contrary to my thoughts, there was a certain thrill to it—the pleasure of playing with a perfect imitation of a human, a real doll that existed only for my will. Being able to do anything, no matter how depraved, without resistance gave me an almost godlike sense of power.
[Aha— Then why not release the brainwashing and enjoy her that way?]
Guide spoke up as I debated whether to just finish like this.
'Release the brainwashing? What do you mean?'
[I already adjusted it. Keep her body frozen but bring her consciousness back. You could even restore her memories up to now. Then force her to do things she hates. Sounds fun, right?]
'Is that safe?'
[Our company's technology is the best in the industry. So don't worry.]
If there were no problems, the suggestion was extremely tempting. Since Guide—the company's manual—had suggested it, I decided to trust it and prepared to give the order.
I had also learned that commands didn't need to be spoken aloud. The brainwashed dolls were connected to me; if I sent the signal through my thoughts—
Snap!
"…Huh?"
Just by snapping my fingers, I brought her back. Her previously hazy eyes regained sharp focus, just like at the motel.
Grinning at her, I greeted her.
"Hello?"
"Y-You…!?"
The moment Se-ah regained her original self, she recognized me instantly. Not only that—
"Ah…"
Her brow furrowed as she seemed to recall everything that had happened under the brainwashing.
"You— No, you! Are you insane!? Do you even know what you're doing right now—!?"
Se-ah glared at me with venom and shouted. The first time I had seen that poisonous look at the motel, I had felt flustered and guilty. Not anymore.
Right.
Not anymore.
At this point, talking about morality was just another layer of hypocrisy.
[You've adapted to company work beautifully, Intern Yoon? Heh, heh…]
"My body… again!?"
Se-ah, who had been about to scream and climb off the bed, panicked when her body refused to move.
"Haha!"
Watching her pathetic struggle to move a body that wouldn't obey made me laugh. Annoyed by my laughter, she turned her furious gaze on me and opened her mouth wide.
"You piece of trash—"
Snap!
For reference, I had ordered her to shut up.
"U-Ugh…? Uwa? Ueut??"
When no sound came out, Se-ah flapped her mouth like a fish, question marks practically floating above her head.
"Ack, kuaa, uack—"
Even her attempt to scream came out as silent air. Fear spread across her face.
It was her own body. The one thing she had always controlled throughout her life. From infancy to adulthood, it had been the most natural thing in the world. Now that it no longer obeyed her and instead moved at someone else's command, her terror was only natural.
"You know you're brainwashed by me right now, don't you? And that your body is moving according to my will."
Se-ah, trembling and repeatedly opening and closing her mouth, froze and looked at me. Meeting her gaze, I deliberately lay down on the other bed in the room.
"I'm tired after work. So I'd like you to take care of it yourself. You remember, right? How you shook your hips so hard at the motel, begging for my cum inside you?"
At the memory of even her will being controlled, anger flashed in Se-ah's eyes. But when she saw my erect cock twitching, she flinched and her expression changed.
"I'm pretty close right now. One little movement and I'll probably cum. Which means—your body is about to get filled with my cum again."
Her face turned pale with fear once more.
"What are you waiting for? Ride me like last time. By the way, I won't be giving you the morning-after pill this time."
Her ashen face desperately tried to form words, but it was useless. Se-ah hesitated, then slowly pushed herself up from the bed and approached mine. Climbing on top of me, she spread her legs and slowly aligned herself with my standing cock.
"Uuuu—"
Tears spilling down her cheeks, she let out a sobbing sound.
Schlick—
"Hic!?"
And then she took me inside her with her own hands.
Thud! Thud! Thud!…
Leaning forward, Se-ah brought her face close to mine and began slamming her hips down without pause. I lay back comfortably, savoring the pleasure as the brainwashed onahole doll serviced me automatically.
"——!!!"
Tears streaming down her face, Se-ah screamed at me in perfect silence.
Watching her despair in real time—trapped in the brainwashing, forced to offer not just her body but her entire life—made my cock throb even harder.
[Aha— You're surprisingly sadistic, Intern Yoon.]
'Is it too much?'
For the record, the part about not giving her the morning-after pill was a lie. Her memories would be erased anyway. That was why I could do this.
I wasn't pretending to be a good person now, but I still wondered if I had crossed a line.
[No.]
Guide laughed, reading my thoughts.
[Not at all.]
As if it were obvious.
[It's fun, isn't it?]
As if fun was all that mattered.
[That's enough. She's just an object anyway. If she breaks, we can always make a new one.]
The entity now one with me casually swept away my hesitation.