The Doctor's Resolve
The Doctor’s lower body twitched like a landed fish, her eyes rolled back until only the whites showed. Her waist bucked uncontrollably, legs trembling so violently that her head began to throb. Sprawled sideways across the bed, her spread legs dangled off the edge. The sheets between them were soaked through with her arousal. Still unable to fix her posture, the Doctor recalled what had happened right after she pressed the switch.
Sehwa had praised her—“Well done”—then slid her middle finger deep inside the Doctor’s own folds and curled it. The moment that fingertip brushed her G-spot, the Doctor had experienced the most intense orgasm of her life and came so hard it was almost violent, gushing assistant fluid without any chance to hold back.
“Haa… haa…♡”
Breathing heavily after replaying the memory, the Doctor grabbed Sehwa’s wrist as the girl gently wiped the cold sweat from her face and neck.
“Sehwa… the blood you fed me… what exactly… my body feels… strange…”
Sehwa answered in a soft, gentle tone. “You did well.”
“I… did well…?”
“Yes. You did wonderfully. Our dear Doctor is so admirable.”
“Aah…♡”
The corners of the Doctor’s mouth stretched wide. She no longer cared about shame or dignity. Any guilt over killing thirty people? None whatsoever. She simply basked in the lingering afterglow, overwhelmed by Sehwa’s praise.
Once she finished wiping away the sweat, Sehwa stripped off the Doctor’s pants and panties and tossed them into the bathroom. She then fetched a towel and began cleaning the fluids that had splattered across the floor. Watching someone of such exalted status perform this menial task without a single complaint filled the Doctor’s chest with joy. Not only had this being granted her the ultimate pleasure, she was even looking after her afterward… The Doctor felt deeply grateful.
Sehwa finished cleaning and sat down beside the Doctor’s waist, smiling brightly. “We’ll need to change the sheets… but you don’t look well, Doctor. Shall we rest a little first?”
As she spoke, Sehwa lightly tapped the Doctor’s sex with her palm. The Doctor’s body shuddered intermittently at the cool sensation.
“Ah…! Ah…♡”
“Next time, I’ll make you feel even better than this.”
The Doctor’s eyes sparkled. She had thought nothing could surpass the pleasure she had just experienced, yet Sehwa promised even more. She couldn’t begin to imagine what that would feel like.
“Huu… huu…”
While the Doctor panted, her chest rising and falling, Sehwa raised a finger and poked near her collarbone. The Doctor immediately squeezed her thighs together; even that light touch sent waves of pleasure through her. Feeling her folds grow wet again, she looked at Sehwa with unfocused eyes.
“Sehwa… you…”
“Please, speak.”
There were so many things she wanted to ask, but the words wouldn’t come. She didn’t want to interrogate Sehwa here and now. If she simply lived according to the natural order, perhaps Sehwa would explain everything in time. The Doctor slowly shook her head.
“It’s… nothing…”
“All right. For now, rest your eyes. We’ll go persuade Yuria-unni in the evening. I’ll wake her beforehand. Understood?”
Sehwa’s words sounded like the highest gospel. The Doctor answered, “Yes…”
If the persuasion succeeded, Sehwa would likely grant her the even greater pleasure she had mentioned. The Doctor resolved to persuade Yuria no matter what.
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“Are you all right…? Sehwa didn’t hit you, did she…?”
The Doctor asked the question while facing the bound Yuria. Yuria stared intently at the Doctor’s face before forcing herself to reply.
“I’m fine. Doctor… you don’t look well. Your complexion is poor.”
“I’m all right… It’s just from not seeing the light. When did you wake up?”
“Two hours ago. I don’t know what they did to me, but I have no strength. It feels like I’ve become an ordinary human.”
They had probably injected her with something or given her drugs. Considering Yuria’s physical abilities, it was the obvious precaution; if she caused a disturbance, subduing her would be difficult.
While checking Yuria’s body, the Doctor noticed the shackles on her ankles and offered a weak smile.
“They even put shackles on you…”
“Yes… It seems Sehwa sees me as a complete enemy now. She’s completely… defected, hasn’t she?”
“I don’t know yet. Anyway, it’s nice to talk after so long… I’m truly sorry you were captured because of me.”
“It’s not your fault. I let my guard down… Doctor, you weren’t harmed, were you?”
“No. Since I’m an ordinary person without Aether, they seem to feel at ease. And there’s a girl named Marcela who’s been quite kind. Thanks to her, I’ve been comfortable.”
Yuria’s eyebrows twitched. “Doctor. Do not be swayed. I don’t know what that woman is planning, but she’s clearly trying to win you over. She’s giving you a carrot in an extreme situation to lower your hostility.”
The Doctor hadn’t actually faced any extreme situation… Yuria was misunderstanding. If one simply obeyed here, life could be quite comfortable.
“Yuria. Let’s obey as much as possible for now. While we look for an opportunity.”
“Obey…? Did you just say we should obey…?”
Yuria’s disbelieving question was exactly the reaction the Doctor had expected. Yuria harbored immense resentment toward Tairat. Being captured powerless in the enemy’s base already wounded her pride; being told to obey only fueled her resistance. But Yuria needed to face reality.
“What choice do we have? Do we have any other options?”
“Doctor! Wake up! This is Tairat’s base! The very stronghold of that madman who turned Sehwa into a monster! We need to find a way to survive right now…”
Yuria’s voice rose to a fever pitch. The Doctor’s brow furrowed slightly.
“That’s exactly why we should pretend to obey—so we can find that way to survive. Do you think they’ll open the door if we say we want to escape? Think calmly.”
“……”
Yuria fell silent, lips pressed tightly together. The Doctor felt deep pity seeing the usually brilliant Yuria reduced to this state. Being captured in the enemy’s base and witnessing Sehwa’s defection had clearly clouded her judgment.
Letting out a heartfelt sigh, the Doctor spoke. “We’re flies with our lives hanging by a thread right now. Your attitude isn’t helping our escape at all.”
Anger flickered in Yuria’s eyes. “So… is that why you killed those ordinary people? Thirty of them?”
“What…?”
How did she know? The answer came easily. Sehwa had said she would wake Yuria early. She had probably mocked the Doctor by revealing that she had been punished in Yuria’s place to break her mentally.
The Doctor bit her lower lip hard and nodded. “That’s right… I did it.”
“Really… Doctor did it…? Truly? It’s not a lie…?”
“Yes. I did it.”
“That can’t be… How could the righteous Doctor… kill people? Don’t you feel any guilt!?”
Yuria’s breathing grew ragged. She stared at the Doctor as if she were a monster. It saddened the Doctor deeply. Raising her voice slightly, she said, “I do feel guilt! And it was going to happen anyway! Did you think Sehwa would back down if you refused?”
“You still should have resisted! You shouldn’t have submitted! Are you an idiot, Doctor? Whether you pressed the button or not, Sehwa was going to kill those people anyway!”
“Aren’t you the idiot!? Do you even understand our current situation? If I hadn’t pressed it, people close to us would have died! The ones who died were already called trash by society. We should be grateful it ended like this…”
“How can you say that… You’re not in your right mind… Doctor, you’re not sane right now…”
The one who wasn’t sane was Yuria. The Doctor had pressed the button in her place, thinking of the people more than Yuria did, yet instead of gratitude or apology, she received this reaction. The Doctor began shouting.
“Do you know how much I agonized over it!? Why won’t you understand my feelings and only think of yourself!? I was suffering too! On my first day here, twenty people died and I even fainted!”
“On your first day here, twenty people…?”
“……”
She had made a mistake. She shouldn’t have said that… But words once spoken could not be taken back. The Doctor averted her gaze from Yuria with a troubled expression.
“Then… does that mean Doctor killed fifty people with your own hands…? Ordinary people…?”
“…. Yes.”
“You’re insane… Why have you changed so much? What did Sehwa do to you? You were affected by something, weren’t you? Right?”
The Doctor grew angry at Yuria’s attitude. She had never intended to submit forever. She had only gently urged Yuria to stay quiet until an opportunity arose. Yet why was she being so stubborn? Even with clouded judgment, this was too much… It was absurd. Yuria didn’t even realize how much the Doctor was sacrificing for her… Perhaps experiencing it herself would help.
“If you keep acting like this… I can’t help you.”
“Please wake up! Doctor, you’re losing yourself right now!”
After silently listening to Yuria’s pleas, the Doctor stood up. “Our meeting time is short. I need to go now. What’s most urgent for us is getting out of here alive. I hope you’ll understand why I made this choice, and please, for my sake, stay still…”
Finishing her words, the Doctor pressed the switch beside the door. Yuria’s bed made a clanking sound, and a mechanical arm holding a syringe emerged. Terrified, Yuria shouted, “What is that!? Doctor! What are you doing right now?”
“They told me to press this if you get excited. That injection is a sedative. You’re being quite… violent right now. Sleep for a bit and think again.”
“A sedative…? Why are you giving me a sedative? Why are you treating me like an enemy!? Doctor! Don’t do this! Doctor!”
Yuria’s desperate cries. Unable to listen any longer, the Doctor opened the door and stepped outside. Through the window, she watched Yuria. Once the injection took effect and Yuria fell asleep instantly, the Doctor pressed her throbbing temples.
Sehwa approached her with words of comfort. “It’s all right. You did your best, Doctor.”
Hearing Sehwa’s reassurance gave her strength. With a sorrowful expression, the Doctor asked, “You heard everything…?”
“Yes. I heard it all. I’m truly sorry. While arguing with Yuria-unni… I got upset and accidentally revealed that you pressed the button in a fit of anger.”
So that was it. The Doctor spoke with an understanding look. “That doesn’t matter… It was something she would have found out eventually, so telling her early isn’t bad. But Sehwa, do you also think I’m losing myself?”
“No. It’s the opposite. Doctor, you’re finding your true self. Don’t be troubled.”
The Doctor was certain that Sehwa’s vessel was far greater than Yuria’s. She had once thought the opposite, but now she understood. Yuria had no sense of reality. No matter how detestable Tairat was, in the current situation, following the Doctor’s words was the only way to find a path forward… She felt ashamed before Sehwa. Instead of persuading Yuria, she had only strengthened her resistance.
“I’m sorry…”
“Does Doctor need to apologize? Now, let’s do this. Yuria-unni is too angry to make proper judgments right now, isn’t she? So I’ll give you time. When Yuria-unni calms down, talk to her again then.”
Instead of immediately punishing her, Sehwa made this offer… How merciful. “Is that really okay…?”
“Doctor doesn’t want to give up on Yuria-unni. Since I trust you, I’ll give you more chances.”
“Ah…”
The Doctor let out an exclamation. “Thank you… I’ll really do my best…”
“Our dear Doctor looks so gloomy… Shall we take a moment to change the mood?”
“Change the mood?”
“You’re curious about the various equipment in the base, aren’t you? After looking around, we can take a walk before returning. I’ll tell Marcela to remove the cameras in the room and change the sheets while we’re gone.”
Look at that. Even from a high position, she considered the feelings and comfort of her “subordinates.” How could one not feel loyalty? Overwhelmed with emotion, the Doctor agreed. Sehwa smiled radiantly enough to brighten the surroundings and extended her hand. Without hesitation, the Doctor took it and followed where Sehwa led, unaware that her own eyes were bloodshot and red.