Episode 22: Self-Awareness
Episode 22: Self-Awareness
My body feels hot.
Especially where the Monster resides - it's burning the most.
I wish its thick tentacle would thrust deep inside me.
I want its firm tentacle to scrape my vaginal walls.
But the Monster never does that.
The firm tentacle has gone soft.
Even thrusting with this soft tentacle won't satisfy my lust.
It only makes it stronger.
It's doing this on purpose.
It's been toying with me like a plaything.
Seol-hwa bit her lip.
Even knowing she's being played with, there's nothing she can do.
"Hnggh."
The tentacle struck her cervix.
Normally this should relieve the itch, but instead of subsiding, it intensified.
It's itchy. Maddeningly itchy.
She crossed her legs tightly.
'I need...to get home quickly...'
If she delays any longer, she'll climax in public like before.
She might even start acting coy, begging for it to thrust deeper.
"We've...arrived...Hnggh. Finally..."
She stood up. Before her was the adult shop.
The place the tentacle had ordered her to go.
"You're slow, Seol-hwa. Want to go into heat in public again like before?"
The tentacle pried open her cervix and pushed inside.
Thanks to the Monster's ability to freely alter its form.
Gasp.
Her body trembled.
After a week of training, her womb had become an erogenous zone.
Even without the Weakness Slime, it was sensitive.
Now that the mucus had become Weakness Slime, she feared what would happen if it entered her womb.
"Hiiik! N-no!"
"Then get inside quickly. Buy exactly what I tell you."
She entered the adult shop.
No room left to feel embarrassment.
Ding-a-ling.
The bell rang.
Dark and gloomy.
The shop's atmosphere matched its shady reputation perfectly.
"So many toys. Plenty worth taking notes from."
Bizarre implements lay scattered everywhere.
Seol-hwa felt terrified, unsure which item the Monster was referring to.
"Ah, what I want is over there? Let's go grab it."
There stood various cosplay outfits including a maid dress.
Seol-hwa picked up the maid uniform and headed to the counter.
"P-please ring this up."
"My, buying this for your boyfriend, I see."
The shop owner had a loose tongue.
She broke her own ironclad rule that discretion keeps customers.
"Seol-hwa, it's not for a boyfriend, right? Shouldn't you correct her and say it's for your Master?"
The Monster spoke. She didn't know what it would do if she disobeyed.
"N-no. Not for a boyfriend. I'm buying this f-for my Master."
Mortified. She wanted to crawl into a mouse hole.
The shop owner said something else, but she didn't hear it.
"Thank you!"
As soon as the transaction finished, she bolted out like a fugitive clutching the maid outfit.
"Good girl, Seol-hwa. Here's your reward."
The previously soft tentacle hardened.
A slight movement brought unprecedented pleasure.
Her vision flashed white.
"Kyaaah!"
Her legs gave out. Unable to overcome the momentum, she fell.
'Absolutely can't take the subway. Impossible. Completely impossible.'
She couldn't endure it. Just a slight movement brought this much pleasure.
If it moved properly, she'd go into heat like before.
"Hmm? Seol-hwa, not taking the subway?"
"Y-yes. I've been neglecting my training lately, so I'll run home."
Seol-hwa hurried her steps.
Her speed was impressive - thanks to her enhanced agility.
At this pace, she could reach her studio apartment in about ninety minutes.
"Is that so? Fine."
The Monster expanded its mass.
Beyond her lower abdomen, it encroached on her chest, back, thighs, and part of her arms.
"I'll entertain myself. You focus on walking."
Sluurp.
"Haaak!"
The tentacle embedded in her pussy suctioned violently.
A completely different pleasure from thrusting.
"Hngh..Hngh...Ugh."
Seol-hwa's pace slowed.
Tearful moans escaped her lips.
She trudged forward with trembling steps.
The road ahead remained long.
* * * * *
Beep...beep. Beep.......beep. Trrring.
The door opened.
"Huff. Huff. Ugh. Haaak."
Seol-hwa collapsed after barely closing the door.
It was well past midnight.
"Huff...Master...we're here. My studio. Seol-hwa wants to shower. Haaak. Please...come out for a moment."
Her voice sounded completely drained.
"Sluuurp. Fine. I'll come out now."
After sucking out the last drop, it detached from her body.
Ah, being alone feels so light after so long.
"Ugh. Euu."
She staggered to her feet. I'll admit her willpower is impressive. If it were me, I'd have crashed into bed without showering or changing clothes.
Shhhhaaa.
The sound of pouring water echoed.
With time to kill, I tore open the plastic bag to inspect our purchase.
A dark dress.
A bright apron dress.
Not historically accurate designs.
Maid outfits created for one purpose only.
I'd long dreamed of this.
Having sex with a girlfriend in cosplay.
As an orphan with no talent or looks, I couldn't achieve that dream.
But reborn as a monster, I could finally make it happen.
This was my chance to satisfy my depraved desires.
Creeeak.
The water stopped.
Seol-hwa emerged after drying herself.
I handed her the laid-out maid outfit.
She began dressing.
"I'm finished..."
She finished changing clothes.
I reformed my shape from where I'd been sprawled arrogantly on the bed.
A skirt riding high enough to reveal her buttocks.
Garter Belt. White headpiece.
From the black dress to the white apron -
Before me stood the physical manifestation of male desire.
"You look good."
"Thank you."
I formed a single tentacle.
A massive, thick cock standing erect like a giant dildo.
"Understood...I'll begin my service."
She understood without explanation.
Seol-hwa bent down and began diligently sucking the tentacle.
This wasn't me forcing it down her throat.
She was giving fellatio of her own volition.
"Blegh. Now I'll serve with my lower mouth."
She stood up and climbed onto the bed.
Hiking up her skirt revealed her thoroughly soaked pussy.
After tormenting her all day without rest.
She was in full heat.
Squelch.
Her pussy slowly swallowed the tentacle.
"Nn. Ah. Hnggh."
Seol-hwa rocked her hips violently.
The glans struck her cervix.
Satisfaction.
It felt like fulfilling what I couldn't achieve as a human.
'But it's not enough.'
Yet it wasn't as fulfilling as I'd imagined.
The stimulation felt lacking. Only mental satisfaction.
It didn't fill 100% of my desire.
'Ha...even after becoming a monster, did I still want to be human?'
I realized why I couldn't fully satisfy my desires.
Because I was a monster.
Human desires differ from monster desires.
Only now did I understand.
Pathetic. I'd resolved to abandon my humanity, yet still clung to it.
"How is it? Master. Are you satisfied?"
"No. Not at all. This isn't what I wanted."
I stopped receiving service and pounced on her.
"Gyaaak!"
Seol-hwa screamed as I shoved a tentacle into her mouth.
"Gglk!"
Her face contorted in pained moans.
The unsatisfied part of me felt fulfilled.
Yes, this was it. What I truly wanted.
I lifted her up. Dangling in midair like a butterfly caught in a spiderweb.
"Seol-hwa, you were ambushed by bandits while traveling by carriage. While desperately fleeing, your carriage fell off a cliff. Though you survived the fall, you found a Tentacle Monster waiting below."
I formed sharp spikes on the tentacle tip. Weakness Slime dripped from the points.
"Wh-what are you doing? Please stop...I was wrong."
Seol-hwa trembled in fear. Yes, the reaction I wanted.
"Ew, caught during spawning season? How unlucky."
I stabbed needle-like tentacles into both her nipples.
And injected Weakness Slime.
Glug. Glug.
Massive amounts of slime flowed into her through the nipples.
"Aak! Ugh...Stop...It hurts. Haaak. My...my body feels strange."
"The Tentacle Monster injected you with Weakness Slime. And now it plans to put eggs inside you too."
"Huh? Eggs? Eggs?!"
I opened the refrigerator. Took out eggs bought for eating.
Loaded them into my tentacle.
"W-wait...Gglk!"
I gagged her mouth with another tentacle.
Thrust a tentacle into her pussy.
Pierced through the vaginal entrance straight to the cervix.
"Mmmph!"
Her body writhed.
After tormenting her pussy all day.
Her sensitivity must have increased significantly.
"The monster begins laying eggs."
Eggs entered one by one through the tentacle.
Her vagina filled completely with eggs.
"Your belly's full of eggs laid by the Tentacle Monster. But unsatisfied, it now wants to relieve its lust using your body?"
I pulled out the Anal Plug. Inserted a tentacle into the vacant hole.
Thanks to the plug, her anal was as clean as her pussy.
"Mmmph!"
Her body jerked upward.
Like a freshly caught fish.
"Hmm? Trying to say something?"
I removed the tentacle.
"The eggs. The eggs will break. Seol-hwa will get hurt. Seol-hwa will be in pain. Master please stop."
"Huh? Don't worry about that. I removed the tendons from the tentacle. It's soft enough that the eggs won't break."
"Hnggh. Wait..."
I gagged her mouth again and moved the tentacle.
The flexible tentacle, with mollusk-like suppleness, burrowed into her anal.
Her body jerked with every movement.
Completely different reactions from when I tormented her pussy.
"Ah, come to think of it, I never properly trained your anal."
I usually just kept the plug in without paying attention.
Thus her anal remained virgin-like.
"Should develop your anal during this opportunity."
New work found. I persistently attacked her anal.
* * * *
The roleplay ended.
"Ah...I want to lay eggs."
I voiced my honest feelings.
Not chicken eggs - I wanted to lay real eggs inside Seol-hwa's womb.