Back to the Apartment – Cheering for a New Start 17
I'd returned to the apartment. Kim Soi was still trembling, not quite adjusted to my place yet.
"Uh, wow... this is really... a nice house! It's got amazing facilities, totally fitting for Master's power!"
She wasn't great at flattery. She was trying, sure, but it fell flat.
I didn't invite her into my room. We just wandered the apartment grounds side by side.
"..."
I could hug her now. Let my desires run wild. I grabbed her arm.
Kim Soi didn't resist. She just looked up at me with trembling eyes.
"Sh-should I... take it off here?"
"No. I'll do it."
I took her hand and led her into a small gazebo tucked away in one corner of the grounds. Then, suppressing my emotions, I stripped her clothes off.
She was a stranger. That alone stirred a thrill of taboo.
The fact that she'd offered her body herself wasn't much different from the other women I'd held. But unlike them—who'd given themselves purely to repay my kindness—this felt off. Our first meeting hadn't gone well, and anxiety still lingered in her eyes. I didn't fully understand her, and she hadn't opened her heart to me honestly.
So, just a little... she didn't feel entirely human.
"Nngh..."
The clothes she wore were the mercenary gear from when we first met—stiff, tough fabric covered in pockets everywhere. But that toughness meant nothing against my fingers.
"Feeling it already?"
"N-no, I won't. I'll hold back! I'll endure somehow and become a sex slave worthy of satisfying you, Master..."
She was a female in heat. More than her personality or thoughts, that lewd, fuckable body hit me hard. Knowing I could ravage her anytime, anytime I wanted, had my blood pumping.
I unzipped her pants just enough and slipped my hand into her panties.
"Ah... ahhaaaaaah!"
It wasn't my technique—it was probably the sex slave effect, making her light up at her master's touch. Normally, I didn't go full throttle from the start. I'd whisper sweet nothings, build her up gently, ramp the tempo slow.
But now? No hesitation. I drove her wild without mercy.
My fingers kept moving. She was lost in massive arousal, pussy juice gushing nonstop.
"Haaaaah! Ah, ahh, I-I'm cumming, cumming so haaaard, just came rigoooot nowwww!"
Soi's mind was half-gone. Crushed under pleasure that melted her brain, she kept climaxing over and over.
"Ah... yeah?"
This was payback. Her body was the price. No need to overthink—just fuck her.
And that wasn't wrong.
I laid her down and kept stripping her.
"Nnghuuuh!"
Her breasts weren't huge or tiny—perfect grip in my hand. Not too small to hold, not so big one hand couldn't cover them like a girl's.
"Ah, ahaaa! Nngh, hngh! Aaaaah!"
She winced, but seemed happy too.
I wasn't planning to drag it out. But as I thought that, our eyes met.
'...'
Doubt still swam in her gaze. Fear and confusion hadn't faded.
Seeing that complex expression, I couldn't keep treating her like a fleshlight anymore.
"Hmph."
I hesitated. Baring emotions could hurt more than anything sometimes.
Still, I couldn't ignore those eyes.
"This is an order."
"Hngguuuh! Y-yes, yes! I'll obey, accept anything—"
"From now on, tell me honestly why you came to me. Why you became my sex slave."
Since everything about her was mine now, she'd have no choice but to reveal her feelings and motives if I wished it.
"Be casual. Honest. Bare your soul completely."
Soi clamped her mouth shut. But she couldn't hold out long.
"I don't know! I don't know! I... I don't even know myself!"
"What?"
Not the answer I expected.
"I wanted to boost my crew's treatment, escape that fucking prison, scared of living like a pet—"
She spilled her "motives" nonstop.
"Fuck, I thought if I got the chance... just break out and I could live right without bullshit—"
I stared at her, chuckling dryly.
"Wanted to apologize, atone, be loved, get fucked, maybe if we got close, sneak a smoke—"
She panicked at the words pouring out against her will.
"Which one's my real goal... I don't even knooow..."
"..."
Her torrent ended. The compulsion lifted.
I smiled softly at her.
"I see."
"What'd you even hear... I said I don't know..."
"Speak casually."
I stroked her hair.
She was like me in a way—grappling with similar doubts.
"What the fu—"
"Doesn't matter if you don't know the reason."
Even I had wrestled with it while keeping her. Was judging her by old laws hypocritical? Was making her my sex slave just me scheming to fuck her—like some evil bastard?
But stepping back, it wasn't that complicated.
"They're all right answers."
"...Huh?"
"I ordered you to tell me your reasons. Everything you said must be true."
The petty wants like better food or smokes. The girlish desire to be loved. The bitch-in-heat urge to be fucked. The nobler wish to atone, start fresh.
All true.
"Don't pick one. Accept them all. And if you hate that side of yourself..."
I petted her hair lightly.
"Just choose the you that you want to be."
"..."
Tears welled in Soi's eyes.
"Fuuuuck!!!"
"Whoa, scared me."
"It's not fair, so fucking unfair!"
"What's so unfair?"
She sat up from lying down and clung to me tight.
"Feels good, so good... Like you really, really love me for real. So warm..."
"Not that big a deal."
"The girls with you must feel this all the time!"
Come to think of it, my order—"Speak honestly"—still seemed active.
"...I want it too. Might be too late, might be crazy, but... I'll do anything to be part of that."
Her sincerity shone in her eyes.
I hugged Soi. Firm, warm.
"Fun."
Thinking about it, none of the women I'd held probably did it for "pure love." Repaying kindness, desperation, wanting to stay in this apartment.
Purely falling for looks and personality? Rare, maybe.
Still, I couldn't say they—or I—weren't happy because of it.
Maybe it's fine to take it easier. Admit they each have their reasons for hugging me.
I scooped her up. Firm, but not heavy.
"How you feeling now?"
"...If you'd been a bit more of an asshole when we met—"
"Yeah?"
"Might've just gotten hoisted up and fucked like a dog right then... something like that."
"Amusing thought."
Mouth foul as ever, but trust filled her eyes.
Maybe she'd never been loved. My simple comfort shook her this much.
I lowered her hips and plunged into Soi.
"Haaaaaaaah!!!"
My cock speared to her depths in one go.
"F-fuck, so biiiig! Head's spinning, going craaaazy..."
"Can't go crazy yet."
I savored her walls clenching my shaft. But now, I wanted to ravage her more.
Even rough, even brutal—she'd love it. I knew that.
"Heeeek! Hngh! Nngh! Hah! Aaaaah!"
Soi wailed in ecstasy. Pleasure beyond her limits crashed over her.
But I didn't hold back. Fucked her mercilessly.
Her eyes whispered: Hold me tighter. Fuck me harder.