The Goddess's Grace
Under the silent urging of the Madam, who watched me with a smile, I dipped the cup into the liquid and brought it to my lips. The cold fluid that filled my mouth transformed into something with intense heat the moment it slid down my throat. As soon as it passed into the organ that replaced my stomach, my vision blurred and the world spun.
“Hngh.”
Sister! What on earth…
For a moment, I thought I heard Elsa’s voice, but my senses drifted away and my floating consciousness was swallowed by pure ecstasy.
Aah, it feels so good. This must be the Goddess’s blessing. A warm, enveloping sensation mixed with an overwhelming pleasure that threatened to melt my mind away completely. It felt as if nothing existed in the world except me and the Goddess.
When I regained consciousness, I was tangled naked with the other nuns. My entire body was sticky with dried sweat and love juices, yet the discomfort vanished the instant I realized the people pressed against me were fellow nuns of Goddess Erutina. Only deep affection remained.
I lay there in a daze, savoring the warmth of their bodies, when Elsa, noticing I was awake, spoke to me.
Sister, are you okay?
“Ah, Elsa. I’m fine. Actually, I feel incredibly good.”
I took a deep breath of the sweet scent tickling my nose as I answered.
Of course you feel good after throwing a wild sex party.
“A wild sex party?”
I’ll replay the memory stored in the recording device.
The footage Elsa played was exactly that—a frenzied orgy. I watched myself, as if possessed, desperately craving pleasure, bodies twisting together in endless climaxes. It had all been vividly recorded through my own eyes.
“So that really happened. I don’t remember any of it.”
The liquid itself is chemically just plain water. Yet everyone fell into a mad frenzy as if possessed.
“Could it be divine power? Since it’s the Goddess’s blessing?”
I’m not sure. Still, there are no abnormalities in your body, so that’s a relief.
While I conversed with Elsa, the nuns began waking up one by one and tidying the room. I rose as well, helping Ruya—who still seemed out of it—while cleaning up around us.
Strangely, the nuns who had only been casual acquaintances now felt incredibly intimate. It was as if we had become true sisters; the bond between us had grown far deeper. This wasn’t just me—the other nuns seemed to feel the same. Everyone’s relationships had become remarkably close.
After finishing the cleanup with the nuns, I returned home with a now-lucid Ruya and met the Madam, who had arrived before us.
“How did it feel to receive the Goddess’s blessing?”
“To be honest, I’m not entirely sure, Madam.”
“Hehe, that’s because it was your first time. Once you grow accustomed to it, you’ll be able to receive the blessing without losing consciousness.”
Smiling gently, the Madam explained the Goddess’s grace. It was a ritual in which holy power was converted into the Goddess’s blessing through a sacred artifact, dissolved in water, and consumed. This blessing represented a divine power far closer to the Goddess’s original strength than the holy power normally granted to nuns. By drinking and absorbing it, the nuns’ souls were gradually reshaped to resemble the Goddess more closely.
“With yesterday’s blessing, you have begun the journey of shedding your original soul and becoming more like the Goddess’s.”
Ruya, who had been listening, raised her hand with a question.
“Speak.”
“Um… does the soul really exist?”
“It does. The moment any living being becomes self-aware and perceives the world, a unique soul is born within it.”
Um… I’m listening, but it’s hard to understand. I’m not even sure if souls truly exist, and I have no idea how one could possibly change them.
“Have you not felt strangely drawn to certain people?”
“Yes, I have.”
“That pull comes from the similarity between your souls. It is the attraction of souls. You may not have felt it strongly with me, since we were already close, but didn’t you feel a much stronger sense of intimacy with the other nuns than before?”
“Yes, I did.”
“That is because the blessing has begun reshaping all of your souls to resemble the Goddess’s, making them more alike.”
Now that the Madam had explained it, I finally understood the strange feelings I had experienced. So souls really do exist? If even someone like me—an angel doll with a mechanical body—possesses a soul, then the concept must apply to a vast and diverse array of beings.
Ruya raised her hand again for permission to speak.
“If our souls are gradually changing to resemble the Goddess’s, what kind of changes will appear in us?”
“As you grow more like Goddess Erutina, your personalities and values will shift to become more suitable for nuns. You will become more compassionate, more altruistic, and more lewd.”
Huh? Isn’t that exactly what an angel is? Compassionate, altruistic, and lewd. It was the perfect description.
Moreover, according to the Madam, a soul represented an individual’s unique characteristics. Forcibly reshaping it to resemble the Goddess’s sounded exactly like the personality reconstruction performed when creating angels.
“Honorary nuns only participate in the blessing ritual, but full nuns undergo training alongside it. It is the process of properly refining the body.”
The training the Madam briefly described was, in a word, body modification. Skin care was basic. Nuns with small breasts received enlargement procedures, those with narrow pelvises had them widened, and crooked skeletal structures were corrected. Overall body shaping was part of the package.
The more I listened, the more familiar it sounded. It was remarkably similar to the process of creating angels. If Goddess Erutina had taught the nuns to do all this, she seemed far too human—in a rather unsettling way.
“The harder you work to receive the blessing and complete your training, the closer you will become to a devout nun of the Goddess.”
The Madam ordered us to attend the blessing ritual at least once a month if possible.
Some time after receiving the soul-altering blessing, I received a call from Park Jinwhan and visited the bar again late at night. The guard standing outside recognized me immediately and jerked his head, telling me to go in. Since I had been told to head to the VIP room on the third floor, I walked down the dark hallway and climbed the stairs.
A staff member guided me to a room different from the one I had entered before. Inside were Jihye and Eunhye.
“Oh, Elisha!”
“You’re here? Come on in.”
“Nice to see you.”
Jihye was smiling brightly as always, while Eunhye wore a slightly more seductive expression as she gave a small smile. I glanced around the oddly shaped room—which had a vanity and small bathroom attached—then sat down and asked,
“Sorry for leaving you two alone that day. Nothing bad happened, right?”
“Aww~ What could possibly happen? We just slept really well, ate the lunch the bar prepared, and went home.”
They had slept deeply, woken up, eaten, and returned home.
“More importantly, I heard you completely wrapped that guy around your finger that night? Jinwhan said it was all thanks to you and couldn’t stop praising you.”
“What exactly did he say?”
“He said he got a major business right in exchange for letting him see you again. He must have been in a great mood because last night was especially intense.”
“You spent the night with him again yesterday?”
“Hehe… I’ve actually moved into his house now. Just as expected, he’s ridiculously rich.”
I had somewhat predicted that Park Jinwhan and Jihye would grow closer, but I never imagined she would already be living with him after such a short time.
“Already? That’s incredibly fast. What about you, Eunhye?”
“I’m a soldier… so I only come out when I don’t have night duty.”
“Eunhye is super busy getting all kinds of special training from her Master~”
“Jihye!”
“Well, I figured as much.”
“Ugh…”
Ever since Kim Gitae had called her his favorite breeding sow and said he would train her, I had expected this. Eunhye covered her face in embarrassment at Jihye’s words but didn’t deny it.
“See? She’s still being trained right now.”
“Ah!”
Taking advantage of Eunhye covering her face, Jihye suddenly flipped up her skirt. I had wondered why the usually pants-wearing Eunhye was in a short skirt—there was a dildo buried inside her panties.
Jihye moved the toy through the fabric, making Eunhye squirm as she spoke.
“I never imagined our Eunhye would have such perverted tendencies.”
“Hngh, stop it~”
“Even if Gitae has extreme tastes, he’s a successful hunter. You should grab him properly while you can~”
“Hngh, Gitae and I aren’t… that kind of relationship…”
“Oh my~ You’re already calling him Gitae-nim? You’ve fallen hard~”
It was surprising to see the usually serious Eunhye unable to resist even when her friend Jihye teased her so openly. I couldn’t tell whether it was because her true nature had awakened, because Kim Gitae was an excellent trainer, or both.
“Look at this slut. She even shaved all her pussy hair. Does Gitae have a thing for smooth pussies?”
“Mmm.”
“Anyway, how exactly did you seduce Jisu? He seemed really conservative. Spill the details.”
“I just gave him a really good first experience.”
“No way. That was Jisu’s first time? His first partner being you, Elisha… the game was already over at that point.”
“Aah.”
Jihye hugged Eunhye from behind, continuing to toy with her pussy while chatting with me. Her technique was incredibly skilled—clearly something she had learned somewhere.
“But you were drugged out of your mind. How did you still perform so well?”
“So you knew the drink was spiked after all.”
“People in this line of work all do it behind closed doors. They even use it sometimes when filming adult videos.”
“Nngh.”
“Eunhye, we’re having a conversation. Stay quiet.”
“Mmm.”
Eunhye, who had been spreading her legs wide and dripping with arousal while moaning, now covered her own mouth with her hand at Jihye’s command.
“You’re handling her really well. Do you have experience?”
“The theme of a series I filmed before was lesbian SM couples. I played the S role.”
“Ah, I see.”
Her experience as an adult actress must have been incredibly varied.
“By the way, do you know what kind of person Park Jinwhan is?”
“Well, he’s your typical third-generation chaebol. What about you? Do you know who Jisu really is?”
“I don’t. This is only the second time I’ve met him since that night.”
“You know the current president comes from royal blood, right? Jisu is the son of the president’s second younger sister. He carries royal lineage.”
The mention of the current president brought to mind the warm, friendly middle-aged man who looked like the uncle next door. Han Jisu was that man’s nephew? It was incredibly surprising.
“He seemed very pure for someone of royal blood.”
“Korean royalty is royalty in name only. There isn’t much difference from ordinary people. They’re just quite wealthy and come from elite families.”
“Hmm.”
“There are actually a lot of people with royal blood in high positions in politics right now. If you catch Jisu, you’ll become part of that circle.”
I had thought Han Jisu had an air of nobility and assumed he was a young master from a good family, but he was even more important than I had imagined.
Just then, there was a knock at the door followed by a staff member’s voice telling us it was time to prepare.
“Looks like it’s time. Eunhye, get ready quickly and don’t be late for your Master.”
“Yes!”
Jihye gave the dildo one final deep thrust, forcing Eunhye into orgasm, then stood up and left first. I watched Eunhye tremble pathetically while still keeping her hand clamped over her mouth, then stood and left as well.
Contrary to my expectation that the three of us would meet together again, we were each guided to separate rooms.
“This is a message from that person. He said he will reward you generously, so do your best to entertain.”
“Please tell him I understand.”
Somehow I had ended up taking on entertainment duties even without the Madam’s orders. The sense of immorality from secretly entertaining clients behind my brother’s back sent a slight thrill through me.
The room the staff member led me to had Han Jisu waiting with a face full of anticipation.
“Ah! Elisha! Please come in.”
“Hello, Jisu.”
He jumped up and quickly approached, taking my hand and leading me to the center of the room. We sat across from each other at a table laden with food and alcohol and first exchanged greetings.
“Did you get home safely that night?”
“Yes, but I was disappointed when I woke up and you weren’t beside me.”
“I wanted it to feel like a beautiful dream that lasted only one night.”
For now, I decided to keep my conversation with Park Jinwhan a secret.
“Every day, memories of that night keep resurfacing. I couldn’t hold back anymore and asked him to help me meet you again.”
“Hehe, did you want to see me that badly?”
“Of course!”
Han Jisu answered with sparkling eyes and clenched fists, then pulled out his phone and held it out to me.
“I didn’t have your contact information and it was driving me crazy. Please give it to me now.”
“Oh my, my contact information is rather expensive, you know?”
“Uh… is it? Then what should I…”
His flustered hesitation made me laugh. I reached out, gently tickling the back of his hand, and whispered in a seductive voice.
“If you satisfy me tonight, I’ll give it to you.”
“…! Elisha!”
“Oh my~”
My subtle seduction seemed to work perfectly. He sprang up, completely aroused, and pounced on me. Though he acted on pure desire, once he had me beneath him he became adorably flustered, unsure what to do next.