Rustic Farce (2) <Side: Raysi Gliss>
『Martyr Moon - Day 23 (Lunch)』
Everyone had left, leaving just one person behind. The play was over, and the crowd was already drifting back to their daily lives. I wanted to blend into that throng too, now that my role as the actor feigning innocence was done—but as the biggest outsider of all, even the simple act of slipping into the masses and heading home to rest felt impossible.
Endless guilt, crushing self-loathing, this lewd body of mine. The Raysi Gliss who once proudly wielded an ice spear, slaying monsters and bandits, performing good deeds, enduring hardships—she was gone.
Is there anything I can do? No way such a method exists.
Standing alone amid the growing crowd of citizens, an utter misfit unable to join them. What should I do now...
"Mu...ze..."
The name of my precious one slipped out unconsciously. I couldn't let her see me like this—stuck in this androgynous in-between form, neither man nor woman. Even the ring proving our engagement had been corrupted and lost; I had no right to face Muse anymore.
But... but... I want to see her. She's my oasis in this barren desert, my sanctuary. Would Muse recognize my changed form? Would she accept me like this? What if she doesn't? Needless anxiety, worries, and impatience set my body aflame.
"I miss you..."
Heri had sent a scroll to Muse claiming I was on a secret mission, so she wouldn't feel abandoned by my sudden silence. But hearing Muse's name from Clarice's lips meant she was already in their grasp, at constant risk of danger. The thought of anything happening to her if I went to see her was unbearable.
Still...
"Just once, just one time to see her. Muse..."
Only then did I realize it. Before I even muttered to myself, my feet were already heading toward the church. From the moment her name passed my lips, my body had moved on autopilot.
Out of my control? That didn't explain it. Wounded, humiliated, toyed with—my heart sought healing at my refuge. Without hesitation, I made for the church where Muse waited.
* * *
"I'm here... I came after all..."
It hadn't been long since I started walking, yet here I was, before the church's firmly shut doors. In the old days, I'd have flung them open and called for Muse without a second thought. But now, in this woman's body, even that gave me pause.
Standing there with my head bowed only drew strange stares at my ridiculously swollen breasts and ass. Not surveillance, but eyes burning with lust. A gaze I didn't entirely hate... No, what am I thinking!?
Hoo... No more. Muse... please be inside?
Gulp...
I swallowed hard, placed my trembling hand on the thick wooden handle, and yanked it open with effort.
The sight beyond the door... If heaven existed, it might look like this. In the church's center, where rainbow light filtered through stained glass converged, Muse read intently with a grave expression. She looked like an angel descended from the skies.
Halos and wings of multicolored light adorned her already beautiful form, making her even more divine. Her head turned slowly toward me, as if sensing my arrival.
Ah, aaaah... My self-esteem, plunged into the abyss, lacked the courage to face her radiant visage.
"R-right! Seeing your back is enough, s-so I'll head out quick today..."
Staying longer would just burden her... I started backing away to flee the church.
"Pardon me, miss—do you have business at our church?"
Muse spoke to me first!? Joy surged, but this defiled body of mine had no right to converse with her... Yet why did her voice calm my heart so profoundly? Since she'd called out, manners demanded a reply, right? Though I'd hoped... just maybe, in a million-to-one chance, she'd recognize me... I knew disappointment was unbecoming. Even I wouldn't spot the change in this state. Of course she wouldn't know me... So why did my chest ache so?
--Pat pat pat... Swish...
"Wha-wha-what!? Th-that..."
"Oh, sorry! Your robe was covered in dust, so I brushed it off—did I overstep?"
"N-no, not at all! N-not in the slightest!"
"Ahaha~ Glad to hear it. I worried I'd erred. You look like a noble lady at first glance. Since fate brought us together, may I have your name?"
Noble lady? M-my appearance like one from nobility? Y-yeah, it could be... Ahaha... Right, my name is Raysi Gli...ss. Wait... Saying my real name might confuse her. I need a fake one... What do I say?
Glacia♥ wasn't meant for human cocks after all. I love you most in this world, the one who remade me♥ You're my only one♥
Glacia...
Puhat♥ Glacia's drool is so sweet♥♥
Glacia...
"G-Glacia... I'm Glacia..."
"Glacia—a lovely name. What brings you to this holy church of the Goddess?"
Obviously to see you, Muse...
"I came here... t-to meet you."
"Yes!? You came to see me? S-sorry if I startled you. Most visitors come to pray, donate, or confess. Hearing you came for me caught me off guard... Sorry again for the rudeness."
What did I just say? I'd sworn not to tip her off, yet here I was blurting it out! An excuse, I need an excuse...
Did our Raysia do something rude? She's a merchant lady and a fan of adventurers. She throws tantrums wanting to see high-rank ones whenever we visit town... I came to check if she caused a scene here too.
Suddenly, I recalled the earlier guild conversation between Clarice and the staff. She'd called me a fan of Rank 1 adventurers. I could use that. Admiring her knight days...
"I-I've admired you since your knight days. When I heard you'd quit, I searched everywhere and learned you're a priestess here now. I know it's rude, but I had to come. S-sorry if it offends..."
I desperately spun an excuse, but Muse's face darkened. Wrong choice? Maybe a deeper apology...
".........Ah, sorry. I was so shocked I froze. To think someone—let alone a young lady like you, Glacia—still remembers those days."
"Y-yes! You were the coolest knight I know. Always guiding everyone!"
"Haha... Thanks, but I'm not as worthy as you think. I was inadequate, a coward who lost an arm and fled the battlefield. No need to idolize me."
"N-no!! You fought for everyone, empowered them, gave them hope—you're a hero! Please don't belittle yourself..."
My voice rose unconsciously. It was the habit from our dating days—scolding her loudly when she'd brood over her prosthetic arm. Just like then, Muse's eyes widened at me.
"Hehe... Sorry again—that's twice now. It reminded me of my fiancé, who encouraged me just like that when I dwelled on the past. I smiled without thinking. Thank you truly, Glacia. You've cheered me up."
Muse smiled faintly. Seeing it eased me more than anything; it even healed my tormented mind.
Right... She mentioned her fiancé—maybe probe a tiny bit about me? Just maybe... she might realize who I am? No... no!! That's not why I came incognito! Just end it here, ask if I can visit tomorrow...
"Congrats on your engagement. U-um, if it's not rude, Priestess, may I visit again tomorrow?"
"Tomorrow...? Afraid not. I'll be away starting then. Half a month? Something like that—quite a while."
A-away? Muse? My sanctuary? Half a month... that's 15 days... I don't even know the humiliations awaiting me tomorrow onward... Without her, what straw do I clutch?
"Wh-what!? Why leave? Blackmailed? Or danger to you...?"
"Ahaha! Nothing so grave. After tonight's prayer service, I'll escort Ustis, the orphanage director, starting tomorrow lunch."
"Wh-why you? Hire mercenaries or adventurers for that... Why take such hard, dangerous work?"
"Hm? But you just called me the coolest knight. We planned to send adventurers, but things are chaotic now. No choice—I'm the only one with escort experience, terrain knowledge, and skill."
Chaotic? The disappearances? Sending my fiancée—poor Muse with her prosthetic—away for that? I go mad without seeing her a single day!
"Truth is, the adventurer we wanted was my fiancé. Thought it'd be a date after so long. But he has circumstances, so no luck. Shame I can't tell him—and a bit miffed he sent a mere note via messenger without a word."
Muse puffed her cheeks, pouting. Don't make that face... I'd have told you face-to-face if I could... But like this, how? It's hardest on me... Sniff...
"Still, I told the messenger to relay I'd be away too, and informed the church. He'll know soon. Anyway, you won't see me tomorrow... Hm? Glacia, you okay? You're shaking..."
Muse's words faded. My pillar gone... Then I'll face Clarice's milking, Mel's balls, Alex's groping daily... Without Muse, I can't last a day...
--Swish...
"You look pale—want some holy water?"
Muse approached, hand to my forehead. But... sorry, Muse. I can't stay. Longer, and I'd spill everything, sobbing. That'd endanger her. Her leaving scares me less than her in peril...
"I-I'm fine. Half a month, right...? See you then. Farewell..."
I brushed off her approaching hand and bolted from the church.
Ahaha... Still playacting the coward, lying even after the play ended. Have I forgotten how to stop acting?
* * *
Shaking off Muse's touch, I barely made it home. She's leaving... Not forever. Not never again. Yet why this panic, this haze? I can't control my emotions since this change...
"Hm? What's that sweet scent...? Where's it from?"
It filled the living room, source... my bedroom? Adventurers' lore warns against unknown scents. But desire to trace it welled up irresistibly. Already aroused and eager, heart pounding with anxiety, I flung open the sealed bedroom door.
What awaited...
--Swish swish swish swish♥♥
A dark elf on the bed casually stroking her cock up and down, furiously rubbing pussy and balls. Mel.
Right... This smell matches the pussy scent from the forest earlier... And flanking her were her comrades...
--Slurp♥ Sluuurp♥ Chu~ Haa~
--Sluuurp♥ Sluuurp♥ Paa~
"Wh-what are you doing here? You said it was over for today—your own words!"
Clarice sucking Mel's massive tits and Alex eyed me lewdly. Nothing like their public disguises—these three wore mere scraps, bodies screaming lust. Each gripped their cock firmly, masturbating shamelessly.
"I'm no comrade of yours! N-not in the slightest! Get out now—"
--Step... Swish... Squish...
--Squish squish slurp♡♥ Squeeeze♡
"...O-oh♡ Uhehe♡ Wh-what's ha-happe—ning♡!"
Suppressing rage, feigning calm—then Clarice appeared before me, her violent white body gleaming. She seized my cock, stroking fiercely. The sudden pleasure broke me; moans escaped unbidden, precum drooling from my shrunken dick.
"Haa... haa... haaah..."
Post-climax, I collapsed, gasping. The meager squirt hadn't wet a finger, yet pleasure wracked my body. Head to the floor, staring soullessly at my mess, a honeyed voice tickled my ears again.
Her whisper started faint, but "Muse" snapped my climax-fogged mind alert.
"How do you know that!?"
"Wh-why ask that!? Clarice, what did you do to Muse!?"
No... She had reason for that question. Tied to Muse... I must press! Terror of Clarice forgotten, I grabbed her wrist as she turned to leave, demanding answers.
"Answer me! Why ask about Muse— Wh-what!?"
My body floated, hurled onto the bed. No time to react—I landed perfectly, Clarice looming coldly.
Clarice stormed out. Alex and Mel laughed openly at my farce.
Mocking me thoroughly, Mel and Alex stood, furiously stroking cocks with both hands. The sweet room-filling scent was overwhelmed by intense cock musk. I could only watch. I knew my powerlessness best...
--Crunch... Cruuunch♥
Their cocks twitched ominously. Thick balls below swelled with audible churning, producing semen. As if coordinated, they aimed at me and stopped.
Then...
--Spluuuurt♥ Doopyuuuurt♥
They blasted thick, clumpy semen right before me. An amount to fill a pond. Whether intentional or luck, it missed me—but one shot saturated the bedroom, likely the whole house, in their seed stench.
"........."
Countless times today. Impotence, disgust, inability to protect my love, guilt dragging Muse in. All stabbed like knives. Numb, I let Mel touch me, slumping onto the bed.
They left. Alone in the semen-filled room, wretched.
"Hic... hiiic..."
Tears flowed. I sobbed quietly, unable to wail. This reality... my horrific reality. Quitting everything seemed better. But surrender meant blind loyalty to some faceless Goddess, eventually turning spear on Muse. Never... that... Better end my life, break the chain... After seeing Muse once more...
Hehe♥ Secret~ Anyway, you and Muse are engaged, right? What if you never see her again?
If never again... I'd suffer unto death, half a soul lost...
Ahaha! Nothing so grave. After tonight's prayer service, I'll escort Ustis tomorrow lunch.
Head priestess Muse ends evening service, stays all night praying alone. When empty, that's our moment. I'll go then—for my final glimpse, to show my last self...
* * *
『Martyr Moon - Day 23 (Evening)』
Time came. Streets outside cloaked in night. Couldn't sleep in precum-soaked bedroom; napped in living room, now heading to church as vowed. West district—guards aplenty nearby. I'd subdue them for Muse.
Donned spare armor, helmet hiding face, trudged to church. But... odd. Where'd all the guards go?
"No time for that..."
No guards en route; reached church unscathed. Door locked, obviously. Anxious, I rattled the handle, then iced it with chill from my hand. Then kicked—
--Bam!
Beyond the forced door: Muse praying bathed in stained-glass moonlight, like morning. Sensing intrusion, she opened eyes, turning.
"Ra-Raysi? Is that you, Raysi?"
Her face alone healed today's insults. Clanking in heavy armor, I approached her stunned form.
Sniff... Haa... Muse's scent so good♡ Recognition irrelevant now. Closer to Muse...
"Really... truly you, Raysi?"
She sensed something amiss, but I spoke first.
"Yeah... it's me... Sorry for leaving without word. Missed you so much, Muse..."
"Uh, uhm? Your voice sounds off... Something wrong?"
"Just a cold. Don't worry...... Ah, aaah♡ Uheeut♥ Kuuh♡"
"Wh-what!? Raysi, wait, why—... Ra. Ah..."
Heeeek♡ Body burning! Eyes hurt! Pussy throbbing! Cock hardening! All for seeing Muse... all for her...
Muse stared through helmet at my eyes, words halting, drooling blankly.
Muse, Muse, Muzemuzemuze!! Sorry Muse... Meant just a glimpse... But seeing you excites me too much—can't hold back!
I shed helmet, armor—naked, kissed Muse fiercely. Tongue plunged, ravaging her mouth.
--Churuup♡ Chururup♡♥ Sluuuuurp♡
Hottest kiss we'd shared. Tongue wrapped hers, stirring, mingling. Free hand groped breasts, waist, squeezed ass.
"Uh, uhaat♡♥ O, ohoot♥♡"
--Squiiish... ish♡ Squish♡♥ Drip... drip... drip...
No matter how long, never letting go. Lips, mouth, tits, ass, pussy—all mine♡ Won't yield to anyone♡ Love you♡ Muse I love♡ Forever♥ Forever♥ Forever♥
"Uhee, heeek... Ra-Raysi......"
"A......., Mu-Muze..."
Mid-deep passion, she said my name. Should feel good, but...
"Wh-what was I doing...!?"
Sanity snapped back; I shoved her away in horror. Muse stood dazed. Then I saw it: in the puddle of unknown cum and juices, my grotesque reflection. Naked, thumb-sized cock twitching, slick thighs trailing pussy nectar.
--Thud...
"Mu-Muse? Muse! Snap out... Muse... A, aaaaaaah!!"
Muse collapsed moments later. What had I done...? Just wanted to see her, not this... Frightened? Guilty? Instead of waking her, I clutched my head, screaming, backing away—fled the church.
* * *
Homecoming instinct... Animals returning home. Fits my beastly autopilot. Like that, I reached home from church.
Shut door, back against it, hands over face. Drowning in despair... Unforgivable what I did... I deserve hell...
Endless self-debasement began. Without it, denying my sin, I'd go mad.
But...
"Hii, hiihat♡ Ahahat♡"
Why laugh♡ The scent? Those kids' sweet precum left behind? Seconds ago debasing myself, now giggling from the smell?
"Hahaha... Ahaha, ahahahaha♡"
Cock hot♡ Wanna cum♡ Squirt precum everywhere♡ Add my scent to this semen-filled house♡
That irresponsible squirt from Raysi earlier? It's your last scraps of manhood♥ Every future dribble turns you bitch-rag, ultimately an Apostle like me♥ Hot, right?
Cum, then empty it all—last time... Planned suicide to spare Muse and others, but ahhat♡ Wanna cum♡ Release semen♡ Ultimate pleasure♡ Sorry everyone, sorry Muse... Can't hold back♡♥♥
--Swish swish shiiik shu shik swish swish swish swish swish swish swish swish swish swish swish...
"Ohoot♡♥ Cummingggg♡♥ It's coming... coming! Squirt it all! Make me feel good♡♥♥"
--Splurt, spluuurt... Spluuuurt♡♡
"Uhooooooot♡♥"
My tiny cock expelled unprecedented semen—more than ever. Instantly dyeing the living room thick white carpet. That was my last sight before blackout...
Welcome, my child.
Entrust all to this mother.
Then all shall be at peace.
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