Don't You Think It Looks Like I Have Ulterior Motives? Huh?
Don't You Think It Looks Biased, Even If You Think About It? Huh?
I'm dreaming.
"..."
In the dream, I was living on the top floor of the tallest building in the Adventurer City, which had achieved prosperity incomparable to the present day—perhaps even comparable to modern Earth, my previous life's hometown.
This place, so different from the Adventurer City I currently live in, was unmistakably the Adventurer City.
The reason I could be certain that this place in my dream was the Adventurer City was because the Lord's Mansion, the only thing that remained unchanged in the completely transformed city—looking so severely out of place compared to all the surrounding buildings—was still situated at the city center.
"...'Dragon Eye'"
After using some kind of magic, my vision in the dream became so sharp that I could even see a single ant passing by anywhere in the city. With those eyes, I looked down upon the city.
The streets were clean, the citizens passing by had smiles that never left their faces, and as if to prove the city's safety, people were out walking the streets with their children even though it was clearly late evening.
Somehow, just somehow, I knew that all this prosperity had been achieved by my own hands, but in my heart, there was no sense of accomplishment or satisfaction—only loneliness resided there.
It was a pitiful loneliness, filled with nothing but desolation, completely devoid of any sense of omnipotence within solitude that those seated on thrones sometimes feel.
And then, the me in the dream, ruminating on that desolation, quietly opened my mouth.
"...Rage"
Closing my eyes and uttering Rage's name, the me in the dream took out a ring that had been hanging from a necklace tucked inside my clothes.
I clutched that confession ring that Rage had once tried to give me—the one I treasured so terribly that I had cast all sorts of protective magic on it and even connected it to a necklace made from processed Dragon's Scale that supposedly could never break—holding it preciously with both hands.
'How insolent. The me in the dream, no, 'Shephy''
Seeing that, I could tell for sure.
That wasn't me.
It was the real Shephy, the one I had possessed in the game, who looked exactly like me.
What kind of afterstory—for a crappy game with no voice acting that somehow took up 4GB, the original only had ending credits with text scrolling down on a black screen after the ending—so I didn't really care what happened to the future Shephy, but I figured that Shephy, who had abandoned Rage and started living while wielding her abilities to the fullest, would probably end up just like that.
'And yet you regret it. Tsk tsk'
The moment I finished that thought
"Ha! Insolent, you say... Well, I guess you could see it that way. And what. Anyone can regret things, you know"
The Shephy in the dream clearly recognized my existence and laughed mockingly.
'Huh?'
"But well... At least for now, you have the right to do so"
'You, can you see me?'
"It's probably not too late for you yet. So please. I beg you, please live the life you called not insolent"
'Wait! You, no, Shephy? If you can see me, just for a moment!'
"...No, whatever I, who has already failed, say to you would only be a hindrance. So let's end the conversation here"
Having said that, the Shephy in the dream took off everything she was wearing and became naked.
"Hehe... I love you too, Rage..."
And then, releasing all the magic cast upon herself, wearing only one ring—the single ring that Rage had left—on her left ring finger, she climbed onto the window railing with a self-deprecating smile.
Thump-
"Kwaaaaaaang!"
Whoooooosh!-
As the Shephy in the dream climbed onto the railing and jumped off without any hesitation, a massive something roared, and a sharp wind—that couldn't possibly be just the rough wind blowing from a high floor—blew in, and from far away near the Lord's Mansion, a Dragon with dull golden scales was flying toward us at the speed of the wind.
'Why is that person... Can it catch her?... No, it's too late'
But the Shephy in the dream had already thrown herself out the window and was falling headfirst.
No matter how fast that Dragon, which seemed to be coming to save the Shephy in the dream, was, Shephy would hit the ground faster.
"...Since it's not advice, it should be fine. Since it's a request, it should be okay"
The Shephy in the dream, who had begun to fall, spoke to me again.
"Please, listen to Rage's, and Leira's words. I hope you realize that your thoughts aren't always the correct answer, that sometimes being wrong can be right. Phew~"
'What is that...'
Now halfway, but having already fallen halfway, Shephy let out a sigh and laughed hollowly.
"Hahaha, it ended up being advice after all. Anyway, goodbye. I hope you..."
Splat!-
The unfinished sentence of the Shephy in the dream reached its end, replaced by the horrific sound of flesh being crushed.
"Gasp!"
And with that, I was finally able to wake up from the dream.
*
"...Damn it"
I had a disturbing dream.
Whether it was because of the falling dream, my body was uncomfortably drenched in sweat, and a thirst washed over me as if I had drunk high-proof cheap liquor and then slept—both were irritating—but if asked what the most disturbing part was, I'd have to say that I couldn't remember the content of the dream at all.
"Ah... what was it... It felt like something really important"
I remember it was a falling dream, but before the fall at the end, it seemed like I dreamed something truly important, something that could have a significant impact on my future life, but I can't remember the content at all.
If this were modern Earth, I'd just dismiss it as a weird dream, but this is a fantasy world, albeit inside an adult game, a place where magical things can happen even in dreams.
In such a world, having a dream that felt incredibly important and then completely forgetting it made me feel even more uneasy.
"Sigh, whatever. If it's really important, I'll remember it someday"
Stopping my pondering to first quench my thirst, I poured a glass of lukewarm water from the water bottle on the bedside table and drank it.
"Huh? Now that I think about it, did I sleep in the bed?"
I distinctly remember falling asleep on the sofa last night because Rage was masturbating in her female body in our shared bedroom, but now I clearly woke up in the room.
I wondered if Rage, after waking up, had moved me, but she, having become Leira, wouldn't have been able to move me.
Thud-
"Are you awake?"
"Yeah. I'm awake. By the way, you're back?"
As I thought that and stepped outside the room, Rage, who had finally returned to his male form, greeted me while eating the bread I had gotten a lot of from A-mang.
"Uh... I tried this and that and it worked, I guess"
It seems that Rage, who managed to return to male form while I was asleep, picked me up and moved me.
"So? How was it being a girl and rubbing one out?"
"If you knew, you should have said something... Well, it was good. It was completely different from being a man"
"Right? Hehehe"
I teased Rage, who had returned to being a middle-aged man with a fun-to-tease quality for the first time in a while, and then sat opposite him, picking up a small piece of bread.
"What about becoming a girl again?"
"Hmm. About that... Seriously, I'm really not lying, so don't misunderstand, okay?"
"What is it?"
Rage, who had even put down the bread he was happily eating, looked at me with a serious face—or more precisely, at my chest in a sleeveless top (completely exposed, even the nipples) which was all disheveled from just waking up—and after much agonizing, opened his mouth.
"I think I need to cum to become a girl"
"...Pfft! Hahahaha!"
Seeing Rage make such a statement with such a seriously earnest face made it impossible to hold back my laughter.
"What. Why are you laughing?"
"Wouldn't you laugh if you were me?"
"...Well, yeah, but"
"Whatever, you bastard"
Whether that statement was true or not didn't really matter.
At this point, I have no resistance to helping him relieve his sexual desires; in fact, I quite enjoy having sex with him, who perhaps knows me better than I know myself.
'And some~how, the dream I had today seemed to be related to Rage'
Although I couldn't remember the content of the dream at all, for some reason, seeing Rage made me want to hold him. I had been wondering how to seduce him, as he was in his 40s, an age where his libido might even be less than mine.
And then, just as I was thinking that, he said something like that first, so I had no reason to refuse.
"Yum yum, gulp"
Swish-
Flip-
After swallowing the small piece of bread I was eating, I went under the table where Rage and I were sitting and pulled down his pants.
Slap-
"Oh my♡ Hehehe♡"
Then, Rage's cock, which was already fully erect, got slightly caught on the loose waistband of the comfortable pants he usually wears at home, sprung free, and gently slapped my cheek.
"Hey♡ Did you want to do it with me that much?"
"Well... I just returned to being a man, and you came out dressed like that, so I couldn't help it"
"Okay♡ I'll let that slide then♡ Sllurp♡ Hawp♡ Chubp♡"
It was definitely smaller than the cocks of the virgins I dealt with yesterday, but it was the one that loved me the most and was the most familiar to me—that adorable cock—I filled my mouth with it and caressed it with my tongue.
"Chuuwp♡ Paa♡ Hawp♡ Chup♡ Chorop♡ Chup♡ Chup♡"
"Eht, Shephy, wait a minute... Kht!"
It's been over a decade; you'd think he'd be getting used to it by now, but he's still utterly helpless against my mouth-pussy. He eventually put down the bread he was eating and tried to push me away by grabbing my head with both hands.
"Chuuwp♡ Paa~♡ No~pe♡"
I placed Rage's right hand on my breast and made his left hand not push my head away but gently stroke it instead, then continued the fellatio.
"Chuuwp♡ Chup♡ Ayeht♡ Paa♡ Breast♡ Pinch my nipple too♡ Hawp♡ Chuubp♡ Chup♡"
Chuap- Chuubp- Churup- Chup-
"Eht, keuht, Shephy!"
Rage, thinking he was about to cum, urgently called my name to tell me to take it out of my mouth, but
'No need for that now♡'
"Chubobop♡ Chup♡ Chubop♡ Chuap♡"
"Eht! Ooooh... Hey, wait... No, never mind"
As I silently stimulated his cock, which was on the verge of ejaculation, even more, he understood that I, who had gained the Semen Growth ability, intended to drink his semen, and he released the tight grip he had been maintaining.
Bleurgh! Blit! Bleubit! Bleurgh! Blit!
"Hheup♡ Kkeuung♡ Hheut♡ Ppheup♡"
Even if I considered the time he was a woman as a period of abstinence, his very thick semen, which he had held back for three days since he last came inside me just before he died, stuck to my throat and felt like it wouldn't go down easily.
'Is it just my imagination? It's thicker than before, and somehow... tastier♡'
"Gulp♡ Chuubp♡ Gulp♡ Hawp♡ Churup♡ Chup♡ Chup♡"
Even if it might be an illusion, feeling that way, I meticulously licked clean Rage's cock after he finished ejaculating, finishing the cleanup fellatio, then pushed my face up between his legs, looked up at him, and asked.
"So? Do you think you can become Leira now?"
"...Not yet. I feel like something's missing, I think we need to have proper sex"
Rage's statement that he needs to relieve his sexual desire in his Rage state to become Leira probably isn't a lie.
But Rage, who had just ejaculated a lot from my fellatio, should clearly be able to become Leira, yet it felt like he was lying, just like when he said he wanted to hold me.
"Hehe, if you say so, then that's how it must be~... Let's go to the bed♡"
"Okay"
Looking at Rage like that, I felt a sense of pride, as a woman.