Volunteer Work (6)
The movie was a simple story about castaways stranded on a deserted island struggling to survive.
But what made it interesting were the power struggles and betrayals that emerged during their survival.
And when those power struggles and betrayals happened in a mixed group of men and women…
It was a famous cliché for couples to betray each other and cling to someone of the opposite sex.
That was why the movie featured scenes of men and women getting physical very frequently.
We hadn’t even reached the middle of the film yet.
This was already the third sex scene.
[Creak, creak, creak, creak…]
In the movie, the man was vigorously thrusting his hips into the woman.
At first, the woman had refused.
After all, the man wasn’t her lover—he was the leader of another group.
That was why she had resisted.
But eventually, the woman who had been refusing began to smile faintly and savor the pleasure of her body.
Her moans grew louder.
“……”
“……”
Claire and I quietly watched the two of them engage in their immoral sex.
And then—
“Um…”
Claire, who had been watching the movie in silence, asked me without taking her eyes off the screen.
She was hugging the teddy bear tightly.
“That woman… has a man she loves, doesn’t she?”
“Yeah, she does.”
“Then… letting another man have her body like that is a bad thing, right?”
“It is bad.”
“……”
“Does she not realize that?”
“She knows perfectly well. That’s why she refused at first.”
“……”
A short exchange.
After it ended, Claire fell silent again.
Then, as if she had organized her thoughts, she asked me once more.
“Then… why does she look so happy…?”
“……”
In the movie, the woman was smiling in ecstasy, as if intoxicated by the man’s movements.
She ended up embracing him as if she loved him and received his creampie.
“Because it feels good.”
“…Huh?”
“It feels really good, so she’s happy. Humans are simpler than you’d think.”
“Because it feels good…”
Claire muttered, as if savoring my answer.
And then…
I glanced at the teddy bear she was holding.
‘She’s been moving it little by little since earlier… Don’t tell me…’
No, that couldn’t be it.
I shook off the strange thought.
Even though I was in the middle of corrupting the pure Claire sexually…
With a boy her age right next to her…
And using the teddy bear’s tail, at that…
It couldn’t be.
No matter what, Claire was a nun.
“Then… is sex…”
At that moment, Claire buried her face in the teddy bear and asked softly.
“…more pleasurable than… masturbation?”
“……”
I looked at Claire in response to her question.
Her gaze was still fixed on the movie.
The lower half of the teddy bear she was hugging twitched slightly.
‘No way. Until yesterday she didn’t even know what masturbation was. How could she possibly…’
I felt my face growing hot and forced myself to stay focused.
Then I answered as casually as I could.
“If we’re just talking about stimulation, some guys say masturbation feels better… but apparently it’s different for women.”
“Huh…? Then women…”
“There’s something called an orgasm. Guys feel it too, but… they say it’s on a completely different level for women.”
“……”
“Some people say it makes them cry, others say it makes them pass out. I wouldn’t know since I’m a guy… but supposedly it’s pleasure intense enough to blow your mind.”
“Eep…”
After hearing my explanation, Claire blushed and finally tore her eyes away from the movie to look at me.
Her pupils trembled slightly.
“It’s that intense…?”
“Apparently. I’m jealous of women.”
“……”
Claire silently turned back to the movie.
Just then, the woman in the film finished having sex and was kissing the man with unfocused eyes.
“More than… masturbation…”
Claire muttered something under her breath as she stared intently at the scene.
Why is she absorbing all this so well…?
Honestly, I’m a little scared right now.
After the movie ended, we sat on the bed for a while and shared our thoughts about it.
“It was fun.”
“The twist was good, right?”
“Yes, I never expected she’d leave the man behind and escape.”
Despite how stimulating the sex scenes were, the movie itself had been entertaining.
Thanks to that, we enjoyed watching it together even in the awkward atmosphere and shared that enjoyment.
While we were briefly discussing our impressions—
“……”
“……”
Claire, who had suddenly stopped talking, glanced at me hesitantly.
Then she carefully opened her mouth.
“Um… the movie really was fun, but…”
“Yeah.”
“Isn’t this… a bad thing?”
She looked genuinely worried.
Separate from her sexual curiosity, it seemed her faith was creating anxiety in her heart.
“The Lord said not to commit adultery… but in the movie…”
Apparently the content of the film was bothering her the most.
After all, the movie had been full of betrayals.
There had been multiple scenes of people stabbing their lovers in the back and spreading their legs for other men.
“It’s fine. You already know that’s wrong, don’t you?”
So my answer was simple.
You’re not bad.
The only bad ones are the characters in the movie.
“As long as you know it’s wrong, that’s enough.”
“…Is that so?”
“Of course. Besides, the Lord is the one who gave us sexual desire in the first place, right?”
“Yes…”
“If the Lord gave it to us, then there’s nothing wrong with it. If anything, it’d be worse if you stayed ignorant and got tricked by someone later… That would be a bigger problem for you, Claire.”
“……”
“Knowledge isn’t a sin. Don’t you think so too?”
“……”
Claire hesitated for a moment.
Then she nodded slightly.
After that, she smiled and looked at me.
She looked somewhat relieved.
“You’re right. To live wisely, you need to know what is and isn’t a sin. That’s how it is, right?”
“Yeah, yeah, that’s right. As expected, you’re smart, Claire.”
“Hehe.”
There was nothing easier than feeding food to someone on a diet.
This was similar.
People were vulnerable to stimulation.
Even while knowing deep down that it was wrong, Claire was convincing herself and ultimately accepting it.
‘Besides, it’s not actually that bad.’
Being lewd wasn’t wrong.
The only thing wrong was unleashing sexual desire without restraint.
Claire would handle that part well on her own.
“Then I’ll see you later. It was fun.”
“Yeah, see you later.”
After that, Claire left the room while hugging the teddy bear.
I waved at her as she went.
‘How pure is Claire right now?’
Staring at the door she had left through, I quietly assessed our current progress.
She needed to lose her purity to prevent the worst possible dead end.
So the progress of our current plan was important.
‘There are only two days left…’
With that thought, I tidied up the bed while planning what came next.
It had gotten quite messy from us sitting on it like a sofa.
Swish, swish.
“Huh…?”
Just then.
On the bed.
While I was smoothing out the wrinkles where Claire had been sitting earlier—
“It’s a little damp…”
The spot was faint enough that it didn’t leave a visible mark.
But there was a very subtle wet patch.
“……”
Claire had entered my room wearing her nun’s habit.
And the skirt of a nun’s habit was long.
If the bed had gotten slightly wet through that skirt…
“……”
Imagining it, I stared at the bedsheet for a while before shaking my head.
“Ahem, ahem. I-I should think about the next movie~”
I muttered to myself in an attempt to stay calm.
If I stayed like this, I felt like I might do something perverted.
Yeah, let’s change the bedsheet.
So I stripped the sheet, secretly took it to the laundry room, and replaced it with a fresh one.
“Phew… That’s better.”
I had almost let my eyes go wild trying to corrupt Claire.
Dangerous, way too dangerous.
Was this that thing where when you stare into the abyss, the abyss stares back?
Anyway.
Feeling refreshed, I decided to prepare in advance for the next part of the plan, even though it was still early.
‘Let’s go rent a video.’
A faint trace of Claire’s scent still lingered in the room.
I headed to the video rental store for a walk while waiting for the scent to fade.
It would be fine to rent it tomorrow, but there was no harm in getting it early.
“Boss! The one I rented today was the best!”
“Oh, you already watched it? It’s been a while since I met someone who recognizes a masterpiece like you.”
If there was one person who had contributed the most to my current plan, it was without a doubt the video rental store owner.
This guy’s recommendations were no joke.
Every single one of them included exactly what I wanted, and the films themselves weren’t bad either.
“So, um, Boss. I’d like to rent one more this time.”
“Oh? Something even more intense? Then we’re moving into 29+ territory…”
“…That’s exactly what I was hoping for.”
29+.
An honorary title given to works said to be even lewder than 19+ films.
The difference?
In 29+ films, genitals were shown uncensored.
Actual penetration happened.
That was the difference.
Aside from having a story, the sex scenes were basically uncensored porn.
‘We don’t have much time, and Claire seems to be accepting things well… so this level should be fine now.’
Tomorrow would be the long-awaited climax.
Claire would be watching a film where actual genitals were exposed.
With that, Claire’s purity would probably be about 90% broken.
So I asked the owner to recommend his best work.
But—
“What do we do? Someone just rented that one.”
“What?”
“Haha, I never expected to recommend that particular film twice in one day…”
“…When’s the return date?”
“Tomorrow. They said they’d only rent it for a day.”
“……”
I thought for a moment.
Should I rent something else…?
‘No, we don’t have time, so if possible I want to show her something really stimulating.’
The best we could manage was watching one video per day.
We had to work around Claire’s schedule.
Rather than showing her something mediocre, showing her the best possible film would be more efficient.
“Then I’ll come back tomorrow.”
“Alright, sorry you came all this way for nothing.”
“It’s fine.”
I said goodbye to the owner and left the rental store.
Just then, I overheard the owner muttering to himself.
“By the way, a nun like that renting that kind of video… ahem…”
“……”
Huh? Did he just say “nun”…?
After the store door closed, I considered going back in to ask the owner, but—
‘Nah.’
Deciding I must have misheard, I headed back to the cathedral.
I was overthinking it.
Maybe I was getting corrupted by the abyss while showing it to Claire…
I needed to restrain myself.
I couldn’t cross the line.
Even if I was corrupting Claire, I had to stay calm.
If I wasn’t careful, I might end up crossing the dead-end line myself.
So I returned to the cathedral.
But then—
“Um, um… Ares.”
“Huh?”
Around 4 PM.
Claire called out to me.
She was holding a plastic bag with something inside.
“Do you have some time this afternoon…?”
“…Yeah, I do.”
“Then…”
Claire blushed and glanced around before speaking to me in a small voice.
“I rented this one myself… Would you like to watch the movie together?”
“……”
What??
You’re not at that stage yet…????
[Ahn! Hah! Eut! Aang!]
[Thrust thrust thrust thrust──]
“……”
“……”
Deja vu…?
I felt like I was seeing the exact same scene from earlier.
Claire was hugging the teddy bear, and the two of us were sitting on the bed together watching a lewd movie.
The only differences were the content of the movie and…
“Eut, hah, l-like that…”
The fact that genitals were explicitly shown in the film.
‘This is literally just watching porn together…’
The movie’s content was shockingly explicit even to me.
Maybe because it was a film, the sleazy, sticky, and viscous atmosphere felt even more intense than regular porn.
“Something that big… actually goes in…”
Claire muttered to herself while watching the movie.
Since she wasn’t using honorifics, it didn’t seem like she was talking to me.
She was so immersed that she was voicing her thoughts without realizing it.
Claire was completely absorbed in watching the actual sex between the man and woman on screen.
When we watched the previous movie, she had occasionally talked to me or asked questions.
But now she was too busy taking in the scenes to do any of that.
So our second movie-watching session of the day passed without any conversation, making the word “together” feel meaningless.
[Beep──.]
“……”
“……”
After the movie ended.
Claire sat there hugging the teddy bear with a flushed face, staring blankly at the now-dark TV screen.
“Claire.”
“……”
“Hey, are you okay…?”
“……”
Seeing Claire spaced out like that made anxiety well up inside me, so I called out to her softly.
No answer.
So I had no choice but to place my hand on her shoulder.
“Eep…!”
“Are you really okay? You’re not feeling sick or anything?”
“Huh? Ah, yes… I’m fine…”
Only then did Claire come to her senses and look at me.
She looked at me, then at my hand resting on her shoulder.
“Ah, sorry… I was spacing out.”
“……”
At her gaze, I quickly pulled my hand away.
“……”
“……”
A brief silence.
Claire was still staring at my hand.
Then she slowly… shifted her gaze.
She wasn’t looking at me.
Her eyes moved lower on my body.
I could feel her glancing toward my legs.
“Claire…?”
“……Ares.”
“Uh, yeah…?”
Her pupils trembled slightly.
What was she thinking?
A moment later, she carefully opened her mouth.
“In real life… a real man’s thing…”
“What…?”
“……”
She closed her mouth again.
“……”
“……”
She suddenly stood up.
Then she abruptly left the room.
“I-I’ll see you tomorrow! Good night, Ares…!”
Thud.
With that, Claire closed the door and left my room.
Honestly, it looks like Claire has properly opened her eyes to sex
At this point she’s not a pure virgin anymore, right??
Claire didn’t come to the dining hall at dinnertime.
According to the other nuns, she said she had no appetite today.
…She wasn’t feeling sick, was she…?
If that was the case, then what was she doing instead of eating…
‘No, let’s not think too much about it.’
If I kept this up, I’d start having lewd thoughts every time I saw Claire.
I couldn’t let that happen.
The more I thought about it, the harder it would be to hold back.
I also had to think about what came after this volunteer work ended.
Claire was my classmate.
That meant she could be either a real human or a monster.
We would continue to be connected until graduation.
So I had to prevent any anxiety about possibly crossing the line in advance.
Distance.
Yeah, distance was important.
“……”
‘…Huh?’
Just then.
While I was eating, I made eye contact with Father Malik.
“……”
“……”
He gave me a slight nod along with a meaningful look.
‘So he’s identified someone possessed by an evil spirit.’
It seemed he had properly found the characteristics of someone possessed today.
That meant the exorcism ritual would take place tonight.
“Huu…”
After dinner.
I returned to my room and lay down on the bed.
It would be 8 PM soon.
I planned to calmly organize my thoughts and wait until then.
‘I still haven’t been able to confirm whether Father Malik is telling the truth or whether Sister Agnes is…’
For now, we had to properly perform the exorcism ritual.
If we couldn’t drive out the evil spirit, the nuns it had possessed would die.
And according to Father Malik, the evil spirit would ultimately possess Claire in the end.
The evil spirit’s goal was to possess all the nuns and kill them.
So if Father Malik really was a priest—
It was also important to properly carry out the exorcism ritual and learn the evil spirit’s name.
‘Alright, let’s do this properly today.’
The two exorcism rituals I had done with Agnes had honestly been half driven by my own desires.
The priest had told me to do as I pleased, after all.
But today was different.
Today’s exorcism ritual would be done properly according to the manual.
That way, we could learn the evil spirit’s name.
“……”
…Still, should I touch her a little?
Yeah, I was already feeling pent up because of Claire today anyway.
It was important to release my sexual desire when I had the chance.
Exorcism ritual 80, sexual release 20.
Alright, let’s go with that balance.
I nodded to myself at the appropriate ratio.
And then—
Knock knock knock knock.
‘Finally…’
Ten minutes before 8.
The door knocked, and Father Malik had arrived.
Smiling faintly, I walked toward the door.
Knock knock knock knock.
[Ares, are you awake?]
“Yes, I’m awake.”
Answering Father Malik’s question, I opened the door.
“……”
And—
I was met with an empty hallway.
──There was no one there.