The Night Before Enlistment
"I'm sorry..."
Even as I watched my wife being taken right in front of me, I couldn't do a thing. So I apologized to her. If only I hadn't gone into that female student's room thinking I'd kiss her and touch her... then she never would have been forced by the TA. I felt sorry for my kind wife.
When MT ended and we returned home, the images kept replaying in my mind. My wife with her panties stripped off, being pounded by the TA. The way she turned her head, unsure what to do. I pulled down my pants and masturbated.
"Ah... Chaehui..."
In my imagination, she moaned and came on the TA's cock while he fucked her. She even smiled at me hiding in the closet and kissed him. I didn't know why I pictured it that way, but the thought only made me more excited.
"Ah!"
My cum spurted out. I felt guilty for imagining her sexually.
Even lying in bed at night, the thoughts wouldn't stop. My heart raced and I couldn't sleep. Then the TA's words came back to me. "I've seen it all before." Before? When had he seen her? It sounded like he'd already seen my wife's pussy. Come to think of it, whenever the TA said something, Chaehui stopped resisting twice. What had he whispered?
I didn't fall asleep until dawn. Only after masturbating once more to the fantasy of the TA fucking her did I finally drift off.
#
"Gyeongsu."
"Yes?"
Mom called while I was eating breakfast.
"Your enlistment notice came."
"What?"
She said it had arrived yesterday but didn't want to tell me when I was tired, so she waited until today.
"Ah..."
One month left.
Jinsu had asked to meet, but Chaehui turned him down. Today was our day. This date would be different from usual for two reasons. First, I wanted to ask her about the two things that had kept me awake since MT. When had the TA seen her pussy? And what had he whispered to her? Second, I needed to tell her about my enlistment.
"Gyeongsu!"
When Chaehui greeted me as she entered the café, everyone inside turned to look at her. She wore a short skirt and a tight blouse, black socks that reached below her knees, and low heels. She looked like a cute actress from a Japanese drama. But her face was more than cute—it was seductive and sexy. Her large breasts strained against the tight fabric, looking ready to burst free. The TA had sucked on those breasts. Her skirt fluttered. If she walked up stairs, the person behind her might see her panties. The TA had taken those panties off.
"Hey, Chaehui."
Everyone seemed puzzled that someone as plain and insignificant as me was dating such a sexy, beautiful woman. The usual assumptions showed on their faces—maybe the guy has money. Now that I thought about it, they weren't wrong. Chaehui's family was a bit poor, while mine was wealthy. Were we really just the pretty girl and rich guy couple?
"Gyeongsu, but..."
"Hm?"
"Are you not feeling well today?"
"Ah? ...No, I'm fine..."
My considerate wife had read my expression and understood how I felt. After a moment's hesitation, I spoke.
"Chaehui..."
"Yeah?"
"There's something I want to say."
"O-okay..."
She knew things had been a little awkward since the TA took her during MT. She lowered her head. Asking her about it would only make her uncomfortable. It wasn't her fault—she'd been forced. Bringing it up again didn't feel right. So I decided to drop the subject of the TA.
"I'm... going to the army."
"Huh? W-when...?"
"One month left."
"Ah..."
What was I supposed to say at a time like this? Ask her to wait? No, I couldn't say that.
"I see... Then let's have as much fun as we can this month."
She smiled as she spoke.
"I'll plan all the places we can go whenever you get leave."
"Once you're discharged, our year levels will be different, right? We won't be able to take the same classes."
"You haven't even enlisted yet and you're already talking about discharge? Hohoho."
She said a lot to cheer me up. From everything she said, it seemed she planned to keep dating me even while I was away. That made me happy. The TA? He didn't matter. Chaehui had told me she loved me, and that she would continue to.
#
From that day on, we met even more often. We had fun and grew closer. It became normal for me to walk her home, kiss her in front of her house, and even touch her breasts. One day I visited her home. She'd already told her parents about me. Because her family was strict and Christian, they took great interest in their daughter's first relationship. In their household, a grown daughter's boyfriend was essentially her future husband. Chaehui felt the same way. So my enlistment wasn't a big problem for her or her family.
Her father looked strict. Chaehui seemed to take after her mother. Her mother—my future mother-in-law—was about 165 cm tall and the very picture of elegance. When I first saw her, I wondered if she was a celebrity. Her face was small, her hair in an updo, and she looked incredibly refined and neat. Whether it was because I was a guest or just her habit, she even wore makeup at home, which made her look even prettier. She wore a modest cardigan and a demure skirt. Her fashion sense differed from Chaehui's preference for pretty, sexy clothes, but Chaehui's gentle, kind personality and beautiful face and figure were clearly inherited from her.
That day I listened to her father's sermon for about two hours. He talked about attending church, whether I could make Chaehui happy, and how we must absolutely maintain premarital purity. Then he asked,
"You're enlisting next week?"
"Yes."
"Well, every Korean man has to..."
The army stories that followed took another hour. The most tedious part was when he talked about his time serving in Cheorwon. What made it bearable was her mother's quiet beauty. She sat properly, listening attentively to the long, boring stories. She truly embodied the ideal mother of this era. The way she served fruit and smiled kindly at me—she had a mature woman's charm that was different from Chaehui's youthful sexiness. Of course, this is how I would describe it now in my forties. Back then I didn't think about "a middle-aged woman's charm"—I just thought, "Chaehui's mom is pretty."
After formally greeting Chaehui's family, I liked her even more. Later I learned that she'd turned down both the model Jinsu and the TA whenever they asked to meet. Because she only loved me. That was the kind of person my wife was.
Time passed, and the day before my enlistment arrived. Of course we met that day too and had dinner. After eating, drinking coffee, and walking the streets, we gradually grew quieter. Tomorrow we would have to part. We didn't know how long it would be, but we wouldn't see each other. Both the girlfriend sending her boyfriend off and the boyfriend leaving his girlfriend behind were speechless with sadness.
Then suddenly, for some reason, I remembered what the man at the bar had said. "Fuck your girlfriend quick, before someone else does."
"Chaehui... I should fuck her...?"
I looked at her. I wanted her. I wanted to pull down her panties like the TA had and thrust my cock into her pussy. My heart pounded again.
"Ch-Chaehui!"
"Yeah?"
I called her name but couldn't bring myself to say anything. I even disgusted myself. When she was groped by a molester on the subway, I just watched. When drunk men at the bar did something to her, I didn't even ask. When she worked as a model with a handsome guy for three days, I didn't question it. When the TA fucked her right in front of me, I did nothing. And now, the night before I left for the army, I couldn't even tell my girlfriend I wanted to have sex with her.
"Haa... Never mind... Let's just go home..."
"Gyeongsu..."
"Yeah?"
Chaehui linked her arm with mine and started walking. I just followed. She seemed unsure where she was going too. She kept looking around as if searching for something. Then she stopped. I looked at her face. Because she was wearing heels, she was a few centimeters taller than me. She looked at me and smiled softly without a word. Then, as if she'd made up her mind, she linked arms with me and led me somewhere.
"A motel...!"
It was a motel. My girlfriend, Yun Chaehui, was taking me inside. Neither of us had ever been to a motel before, so we didn't know what to do.
"Short stay?"
"Yes...?"
The motel owner sighed.
"Staying the night or just resting?"
We couldn't stay the night. I had to enlist tomorrow.
"Just... resting."
Chaehui answered.
"Fifty thousand won."
Chaehui hesitated, looking down at her card. In that brief moment, how did I manage to think so quickly?
"I'll do it."
I held out my card. Chaehui would definitely have her parents check her card statement. If they saw a motel charge, it would be a disaster. I paid with my card for her sake, and she smiled gratefully.
"Haa..."
We'd made it into the room, but we still didn't know what to do. Thankfully, Chaehui already had some experience. Even if it hadn't been by choice.
"I'll... go wash up..."
"Oh? Y-yeah..."
Hearing the shower run made my cock start to harden. In that moment, the image of Chaehui with her legs spread, being fucked by the TA, flashed through my mind. My erection strained against my pants. Chaehui came out wrapped in a large towel. She looked incredibly beautiful. With a towel wrapped around her hair and another around her body, she looked like a foreign movie actress. The line of her shoulders, the hint of cleavage, her long, slender legs visible from the thighs down. The word "leg line" must have been invented for her. Still fully erect, I awkwardly went in to shower. I washed thoroughly and came out wrapped in a large towel too. I wasn't sure if men were supposed to do that, but I felt embarrassed.
We lay on the bed and had our first time. I slipped under the covers beside her and started kissing her shyly. I sucked on her breasts.
"Haa... Gyeongsu..."
"Chaehui... I love you... *chu*..."
"Gyeongsu... I love you too... ah..."
Her moans sounded endlessly lewd. In that moment, the TA came to mind again. Chaehui moaning beneath him. I climbed on top of her. She was breathing hard. Had she been like this under the TA too? I wanted to erase the thought, but I couldn't.
"Gyeongsu... that..."
Chaehui pointed. There was a condom. She hadn't brought it—the motel provided them. She must have taken it out of the drawer.
"Oh... sorry..."
I got up awkwardly, tore open the packet, and thought, "How do I put this on... This might hurt..." The TA hadn't used one. It didn't go on as easily as I expected, but somehow I managed and climbed back on top of her. She held me. We kissed. Her tongue. Then my cock was sucked into somewhere.
".........!!!"
I'd seen it somewhere before, so the moment I entered her, I started thrusting wildly with my hips.
"Ha... ah... hngh... ahh..."
I heard her heated moans. And then, after one minute... that feeling I got when I masturbated began to rise from where I was moving inside her pussy.
*Splurt...!*
I pulled out, took off the condom, threw it in the trash, and asked her. I really wanted to know.
"Did it feel good?"
Chaehui smiled shyly and answered.
"It felt good... ah... yes... Gyeongsu..."
It was one of the sexiest scenes I still remember. That was how the night before my enlistment ended.