Neither Hunger Nor Lust Can Be Satisfied
Neither Hunger Nor Lust Can Be Satisfied
When Kylon grabbed my chest and kneaded the flesh repeatedly, I didn't feel any particular sensation.
Just accepting it, and wondering if this was supposed to feel good, I let out a moan as I received alternating sensations of pinching and caressing my flesh. Soon after, he moved his fingers to grope my chest here and there.
And at the end of that, finding my nipples, at the sensation of him pinching and stimulating them through my nun's habit with his thumb and forefinger, I arched my back and twisted my body this way and that.
"Ugh!?"
But despite my struggles to escape, Kylon, as if he wouldn't let me go easily, pressed down on my body with his thick arms, holding me so I couldn't get away anymore.
At the pressure of Kylon's arms and his actions of grabbing my nipples, I frowned my glabellum, let out a moan, and opened my mouth.
"W-wait a moment... Let, let go... No, please let go...!"
Because I felt a goosebump-inducing sensation that shouldn't have existed, I opened my trembling lips and pleaded.
That was the condition Kylon had set before, when he said he would finish early if I did this.
Using the Saintess's way of speaking.
I, grabbing Kylon's arm that was relentlessly tormenting my chest and nipples, gasped for breath and looked down at Kylon's stopped hand.
Thinking he might let me off if I used the Saintess's tone right away, I tried to catch my breath, but my body, which had moved violently for a moment to try and escape this situation, felt a bit limp as if exhausted.
More than that, my body was startled and goosebumps rose at the first sensation of my nipples being pinched, which also played a part.
"...You'll be meeting the Heroines tomorrow, why don't you save it...?"
I said that, panting for breath, and put strength into my arm to try and pull Kylon's hand away.
But Kylon, as if he had no intention of taking his hand off my chest, simply repeated twisting my nipples in both directions, pressing my chest, then stretching it again, all while holding and rolling them with his fingers.
"Seriously..."
"The sensation is really good. As expected, breasts always feel good to touch. They're elastic too."
"Ah... ugh."
It seemed like this crazy lesbian's sexual desire had been switched on, as Kylon didn't even pretend to listen to me and merely savored the sensation of my chest with her hands.
And then soon, she pressed her body close to mine and lightly rested her face on my shoulder.
I wondered what she was doing, then Kylon took a deep inhale.
Swoosh, was it to deeply inhale the scent with her nose? The moment I got goosebumps and turned my head, Kylon's face clinging close came into view, giving me goosebumps.
"Hmph, the scent of a female."
What the hell is that?
In her utterly incomprehensible mental world, I felt like my mind was becoming hazy.
It's a woman's body. Moreover, it's the body of a Saintess.
Mutuga Linda and Noble Knight Agnes would naturally be strong, but among them, weaker than Flora, was the Saintess Veronica, my current body.
There was no way a mere Saintess could escape Kylon's power, which was strong enough to violate Linda and Agnes right away, and so, I was no different from clinging to the Hero's arm with trembling hands.
"Hey, hey... Kylon, stop, stop it..."
When she first touched my breast flesh, my thoughts, which had stopped at "Ah, she's just kneading my chest," had changed the moment my nipples were grabbed.
My waist kept twitching, and the sensation of touch on my chest, which I thought had no meaning, had become a little more sensitive, creating shivers and goosebumps every time the contact area changed.
And as for my nipples, the most sensitive part, being grabbed and tormented this way and that, there was no need to say more.
Using her thumb and forefinger, she pulled my nipples forward, or poked around as if trying to dig inside with her forefinger, or flicked my nipples with her forefinger, and repeatedly forced my nipples, which wouldn't turn, to rotate clockwise and counter-clockwise with her thumb and forefinger.
"Hngh, ugh. S-stop..."
In the end, my voice seemed to melt away, so severely broken that it felt more droopy than my usual voice.
It didn't connect properly, and as I let out a voice closer to a moan, I felt something hard against my body, in the area of my buttocks.
"W-wait, take, take it off...! It's touching!"
Pushing back the tears that spun in my eyes, I pulled my waist forward, and he soon let go of his hand and smoothly pulled his body back about a handspan.
I, glaring at him once after he finally let go of my chest, panted and hunched my body, trying to tidy my chest.
But my nipples, which had already hardened once, as if they had no intention of subsiding, kept showing themselves poking out from beyond my nun's habit.
"Seriously..."
This is too much. As I mumbled and narrowed my glabellum, trying to say that, Kylon, who was behind me, grinned and spoke to me.
"I'm seriously horny. I think I understand why men get excited just by looking at something sexy. It gets hard again so quickly. I don't seem to be able to control it."
"......."
Crazy bastard. Is this the time to be talking about that?
Ugh, as I moaned and barely composed myself, he soon placed clothes on my bed and returned to his own bed, flopping down.
I could feel relieved that it was over for today, but compared to before, when he only grabbed my chest or butt once, this was too much progress, so I couldn't easily relax.
No, but starting tomorrow, Kylon will have three sex slaves, so would she even lay a hand on me while she's conquering them?
He's the type to insist on conquering Flora first when he should be conquering Linda, so I twisted my lips, thinking it would still take quite some time.
"...Starting tomorrow, touch other girls' chests. You have to conquer them anyway."
I couldn't hide my unease at his casual attitude of touching a woman's chest, but still, thinking things would get better starting tomorrow, I opened my mouth and told him, as if reporting.
At that, Kylon gave a bitter laugh and waved his hand.
"Well, from next time, it'll be group living, and we might have to camp, but tell me if you feel lonely."
"That's impossible."
I cut off Kylon's glib words, let out a deep sigh, moved to the opposite side of the bed, turning my back so I wouldn't see Kylon, and changed my clothes.
After I finished changing, he seemed to have changed his clothes too, now in comfortable attire.
The problem was that he was openly exposing his dick.
"Ah, what are you doing again...?"
I, startled, narrowed my glabellum and sharply turned my head, and he grinned and told me.
"You're honestly a woman, aren't you? Seeing your virgin-like reactions, you seem like a woman."
"Ah, that again? No, I'm saying it's because I'm a man that I don't want to see a man's thing."
Frustrated by Kylon's actions, which she wouldn't understand no matter how many times I explained, I simply got onto the bed and lay down with my back completely turned to Kylon.
After pulling the blanket over me, I let out a deep sigh and squeezed my eyes shut, and from behind me, a thumping sound began to echo.
"Crazy... Ah, can't you do it outside? It's a bit difficult for me to go out. And it's dangerous outside."
"...How can I fap where I can't see you?"
"......No."
It was like this before too, but even now, at that brazen attitude as if she was using me as fap material, I was so dumbfounded that I felt my words catch in my throat.
This is the Hero?
Of course, in an Adult Game with hard sex involving humiliation, hypnosis, and conditioning, I wondered how much of a proper Hero there could be, but even so, I simply couldn't keep up with Kylon's mindset, treating someone so openly as fap material.
As I clutched my throbbing head and let out a moan, he seemed to have started moving his hand again the moment I turned my back, and the thumping sound could be heard.
"...Ugh, does a man's body make fapping this uncomfortable too...? It's much better when I just move my fingers... And there's no really good feeling while moving."
"......."
At Kylon's voice, who suddenly started voicing her fapping impressions, I picked up the pillow I was resting on and covered my ears.
But unfortunately, a pillow couldn't properly block out sound, so her voice still poked into my ears, albeit faintly.
"Do all men fap just for the sensation of climax? That's strange. Still, well... Ugh, if I think about the single feeling of conquest that I can make my own child..."
I've lived my whole life, and now to think I'd be listening to a man's fapping impressions.
I'm going crazy, seriously.
As I squeezed my eyes shut, covered my ears, and hunched my body, Kylon, who had been exhaling with a "Hoo," soon stopped her thumping hand and began to use Cheonggyeol Mabeop.
Wondering if it was finally over, I barely removed the pillow and put it back under my head, and his voice came from behind me.
"Veronica."
"......."
At his call, I closed my mouth and replied with silence.
Since coming to this world, I couldn't even eat properly, so honestly, there was no joy in life anywhere.
In a world without smartphones, TVs, or computers, how much entertainment could a person from reality enjoy?
Well, since it's the Middle Ages, there might be horse racing and spectacles like the Colosseum, but in a world where the concept of actively doing something for fun was a bit scarce, I wondered how much I could actually do.
But amidst all that, that Kylon, who received a man's body, moved proactively and urged for sex, making me wonder if she was truly a person at ease.
In a world with nothing to enjoy in the first place, and since I already knew it was an Adult Game's world, I admitted that enjoying sex was one form of amusement and entertainment.
But I, having woken up in a woman's body, disliked being embraced by a man's body and was merely refusing sex and staying like this, simply wanting to return to my own world quickly and merely wishing to hasten the Hero towards the Ending.
I just wanted to enjoy Adult Games as games, and even if I were to enjoy them in reality, I'd want to enjoy them in a man's body, but of all people, why Veronica?
I scratched my neck and let out a moan.
Then, behind that silence, Kylon's voice continued.
"Hoo, honestly, if you just allow it, I'm confident I can make you happy, how about it?"
I don't think much of such favors from a man.
Even more so if it's a favor from the Hero who used me as fap material.
So, after all the acts were over, I glanced back at the Hero, who had even finished cleaning up, and said, pouting and sounding annoyed.
"...Forget it?"
And then, lying in a proper posture again, I looked at the ceiling, then closed my eyes.
I couldn't properly taste anything, so I couldn't satisfy my appetite, and because I woke up in a woman's body, I couldn't satisfy my sexual desire, so I figured I should at least satisfy my desire for sleep, and let out a small yawn before trying to sleep.