The British Woman (2)
Even after the woman who introduced herself as a British woman left, he sat there staring out the window.
The sky outside the window, which had been bright without a sunset when returning to the hotel, now showed the sunset, and the streetlights on the streets were already lit, signaling that night had arrived.
The day that should have been filled with happy times with Hanna was completely ruined.
Originally, without a traffic accident, he would have safely returned to the hotel, rested for a bit, and then enjoyed a pleasant dinner at the top-floor restaurant of the hotel overlooking Tokyo's night view with its spectacular neon signs.
And tonight, he would have a really hot night, and during that, pretending not to, he would have completely comforted Hanna, who had been greatly disappointed about not getting pregnant during the fertile period last time...
Completely ruined.
Can it be ruined more severely than this?
All the efforts he made to spend today had become bubbles.
Hanna was in the hospital from a traffic accident, and even he was trying to forget this shitty situation by drinking alcohol or something, having an unpleasant meeting with the woman who created this situation.
He couldn't even get out of the car.
Shit.
I thought I had become the strong one...
Now I thought I could take the lead in anything...
His vision blurred, his heart beat faster, and with the signals from his body still having some alcohol, something rose from inside his chest all the way to his head.
It was a signal telling him that the direction he was going in life was wrong somewhere.
Depression and defeatism.
He knew this feeling very well.
Because he had felt it madly in the past life.
And he knew what this feeling meant and how to overcome it.
While thinking, someone opened the door and walked in.
Just from the sound of the footsteps, he could guess who it was.
"Hey."
Ah... but this one is also a woman I don't want to see right now.
"What, what's the matter?"
"Th... ask if my body is really okay and how to handle dinner."
This is ridiculous.
This isn't what I should say when coming in now, what are you saying.
I should have said sorry first, but it's not enough.
"Enough"
I have to scold her again.
"Hey, why did you let her in?"
"Eh? I said it's an important matter and it was the original schedule, so I let her in?"
Fuck.
What did I say that made the kid become like this.
Why is this?
Like an amateur.
"Didn't I tell you not to let anyone in? Then? Your duty as a bodyguard is? Not letting anyone in? If someone tries to come in, you have to block them even by throwing your body, right? But what did you do?"
He slightly hit the Jack Daniel bottle in front of him.
"Is the bottle in front of you now? It looks perfect for cracking someone's head with the square shape? Right?"
He deliberately lowered his playful voice.
"If I hit this woman who was drunk with this, what were you thinking. She's a crazy woman who rams into cars."
Ah.
Even so, this was a bit too much.
"... Sorry"
Ah...
I have to stop here.
I'm drunk too, what am I doing.
"If you're sorry, do better from now on."
"Got it.."
"Get out."
"Dinner? You got into a traffic accident, so you have to eat well. If I order, they'll bring it all, eat it."
Fuck...
Why am I obsessed with food like when I was little and didn't eat.
Why are you so attached to food.
"From now on, get out because you're interfering with my work."
The important thing right now is not food, but removing this depression and defeatism I'm feeling.
And the only way is to work like crazy to eliminate the reason for the emotions I'm feeling.
"Even though you're injured?"
"What's that have to do with working?"
So even if I can't do anything for various reasons right now, I have to.
So.
"Get out quickly."
Now is the time to work like crazy.
****
Bastard.
If injured, rest a bit.
Haa...
It's hard to look at the face.
Because of unnie, the South Korean words I'm using become weird in front of this bastard..
Shit...
What did you do to me.
It's just a bit of being scolded.
Yeeun-ah, come to your senses.
A bit.
On May 23.
When gathering the kids from Pyongyang and arriving in Incheon, the Japanese guys had already gone to Japan.
So finally arrived in Japan 3 days later than the bastard.
He received information from Japan that our men participated in the event for the victims of World War III.
The place is a memorial park on the outskirts of Tokyo.
Since when in Korea, the men armed themselves and Japan provided security forces, there was some argument that we weren't needed, but eventually we could approach the men.
We minimized our armament and had conditions like guarding the hotel where men stay besides close protection.
But eventually, since unnie said we can do male protection, it's okay.
"Comrade Lee Yeeun, is it okay for us to do this?"
"What's that?"
"No armament... and can't do male protection from the side."
"Can't be helped. This is Japan."
I'm frustrated too.
This woman.
"The leader is comrade Lee Yeeun, so trust only comrade Lee Yeeun."
"Got it. And let me say it again. From now on, only use South Korean language. Understood?"
"Yes!"
Why did unnie issue this command to the whole army...
The discomfort is visible on the faces of the ones who answered, but can't say anything.
"So what is the next schedule for the male guys?"
"They said they are returning to the hotel."
No way.
Not the kind of bald guy.
"Is that all?"
"Special point, they will shake hands with the Japanese males."
"Shake hands?"
"Yes. They will stand on the bus and greet the Japanese citizens on the road."
Crazy.
What crazy woman would make a homemade gun and try to assassinate.
"You said you would do that?"
"Yes."
Haa... I'm going crazy.
"How should we protect?"
"From the other side, they requested to help control and inspect people on the road while walking beside them."
This is like running errands for Japanese police guys.
Can't not do it.
"First, say we cooperate and do it. I'll go meet Park Seonghun bastard and talk to him to not do it."
"Yes! Understood!"
After finding the bastard and after the event, I went to take a break.
No matter how I think, I have to discipline them.
A guy who was once a soldier might sacrifice for the country, but he's doing big accidents.
I knew from when he went to eat mom's food or something weird.
Why is unnie giving good evaluation to this bastard?
Because can't meet men, the eyes for seeing men are gone.
So don't think this bastard is good.
Tsk, I should have prevented meeting him.
My mistake.
My mistake.
I cautiously approached with a cigarette in my mouth.
"Hey... Park Seonghun bastard."
The bastard's face when hearing my voice is frowning.
What is this to a person who came to clean up after causing accidents.
Fucking brat.
"I need to talk, follow me."
Since no one was there to let in, I went to the place where I was supposed to go first, so he followed.
"Long time no see? Bastard."
"Haa... I heard beforehand, but you really?"
"Then? I did this kind of thing, who else besides someone like me can clean it up?"
This bastard is subtly ignoring people.
"Ah, is that so? Then why did you call me, you bastard."
Tsk.
Look at how he's talking.
He really doesn't know what is dangerous in the world.
"Tell the Japanese government that the bus march you said you would do, stop doing it, quickly."
"... Did you come here to do this?"
"Yeah. For the remaining 4 days, no matter what you do, I won't say anything, so listen to my words about safety. Since I told unnie that I will do the protection for your male guys."
If I said it this nicely, they should have understood.
"Go back."
"What?"
"Go. You idiot."
What is this bastard saying?
The unexpected words made me almost lose my mind.
"You don't need any help from us, so go."
"... Think carefully. Without our help, can you safely return to Korea? Do you think the Japanese government will release you safely."
I thought he was a guy with a head, but...
Tsk, this is also an unexpected idiot.
"Haa... you're really an idiot who knows nothing. Yeah, we have no intention of safely returning to Korea, so go. You don't need our help."
"Does this mean you're committing treason right now?"
"...."
This bastard?
Why no answer.
No way... really?
"Is that it?"
"Yeah. If this is treason, then yes. Since we will do what we agreed, if you don't do the protection which is your job, go quietly."
"Hey!"
I grabbed the bastard, shook off my hand, didn't even look back, and went to the men.
Haa.. why didn't he listen and get scolded.
"Comrade, what happened?"
The constant questions from the side made me want to get angry but held it in.
"I don't know. First, we will do male protection by cooperating with Japanese guys as prepared in advance."
"What? Can't change it?"
"Yeah."
Unnie.
This is how it's viewed as a simple domestic political situation?
No matter how I look at it, we need to intervene.