Chapter 59
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Translator: MadScientist
Chapter: 59
Chapter Title: Her and Her - 2
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"Fuck off."
The moment those final words dropped, I spat out the curse. In the end, it was telling me to cut off my own dick and hand it over.
"Fuck off. Fuck off, you fucking bastard."
"Fuck off?"
What a joke, you fuck. No matter how fucked up I look right now, you think I'd do something like that? Go fuck yourself, you retard. I said go fuck yourself.
"Yeah. Fuck off, you fucking... fuck off, you bastard!"
"Fine. Alright."
The guy tossed out a short reply and stood up from his seat. Then he started walking toward me.
"Then I'll choose for you."
"Wha...?"
Luca said that as he grabbed my nape and roughly shoved me toward the wall. I thrashed to resist, but my body still had no strength. All I could do was gasp and stare into his eyes.
"You should tense up your body. It'll be better that way."
"Guh... urk... ugh..."
In that instant, a cold palm dove toward my burning hot groin. Before I could even resist, everything was suddenly gripped in his hand. I held my breath without thinking, tensed up, and clamped my legs together. What would happen next was all too obvious, a fate that swirled through my mind.
But reason denied instinct, shaking my head. No way. No way. No fucking way. He's just trying to scare me. No way he'd actually do it. No way that would happen. To this Leo? To me, the Leo who conquered the empire with a single sword?
No way. No way. No way. It couldn't be. No. It couldn't. No way. Even as his grip tightened, I denied it. It couldn't. No. No fucking way. Don't. No way. Don't.
But all those desperate denials I screamed with every ounce of strength proved utterly meaningless.
Luca ripped off my manhood with the simplest of motions.
"Uwaaaaaaaaah!!!!!!"
Hot, cold, razor-sharp pain clawed viciously through every vein connected below, shredding my entire body. In that moment, it felt like all life drained out of me as my energy fled and blood poured in streams.
"Aaaah!!! Uwaaah!!! Aaaah!!!"
"Blood's leaking out."
"Ugh... uwaaaaaah!!!"
Luca looked at me indifferently as I screamed like a madman, then casually tossed the chunk of flesh in his hand to the floor. He clamped down hard on the gushing wound. That insane grip mashed flesh and skin together, staunching the blood. But the pain remained unchanged.
"Ugh... aaaah!!! Aaaaah!!!"
This can't be real. It's a dream. Has to be a dream. Me, screaming with my dick torn off in my own room? Denying the obvious reality, I looked down at the floor with my eyes. And the moment I saw part of my body discarded on the cold floor like pig balls, I screamed like a maniac again and bashed my head against the wall.
"You fucking fuck! Luca, you goddamn bastard!!!"
I thrashed and screamed wildly. The pain had dulled a bit by now, but shame crept in to take its place. Me, castrated like a slaughter-bound piglet, tears streaming down my face.
"Quiet down, Leo. You're scaring the family."
"Shut up!!! Shut the fu... urk...!"
As I kept screaming, Luca silently drove his fist into my jaw. My head spun dizzily, forcing the tearing screams back down my throat.
"Ugh... fu... awgh..."
Only then did I shut my mouth and look at my family staring at me. Eric, still masked, was sobbing with his whole body shaking. Reina was barely holding back her tears, sniffling. And Elena was still on the floor, wailing like the world was ending.
"Waaaaaah! Waaaaaah!"
Fuck...
I gritted my teeth looking at Elena's profile. Damn it, yeah. Hang in there for now. Somehow, we have to endure. Somehow...
"Then let's start over."
Luca glanced at me trembling and shedding tears nonstop, patted my cheek, and stood up again. He slowly headed toward the chair, then crouched down as if to pick up Elena from the floor again.
And he plunged the dagger he was holding into her head.
Pfuk.
...
...
...!!!
"What the fuck are you doing!!!"
I screamed with my whole body. The same scream echoed; I turned to see Reina collapse at the sight. Mouth agape in shock, I turned back to Elena.
In that instant, blood spurted from her tiny body. The amount from a body half my leg's size wasn't much. The blood that gushed thickly slowed and quieted as the child's life faded.
"Uh... uhh..."
Soon, thick blood spread beneath the cradle of her body, and I stared blankly at Luca. Then I muttered dumbly.
"Why... why...?"
"You didn't choose, Leo."
"Why... why the hell..."
"So I chose both for you."
"You... you..."
I lost my words and stared at him. He dropped his bloody hand and asked me.
"So I'll ask again, Leo. Where's Eli?"
"You... fuck..."
"Not gonna answer?"
"Fuck... fuck...!"
"Alright. Then."
As I just stammered from my mangled mind, Luca stood up right away. The sharp knife was still gripped in his hand.
And this time, he headed toward Reina and Eric.
"N... no! Stop! Stop, you fucking bastard!!!"
"You didn't answer, Leo."
"Answer? Answer... fuck! That damn Eli, Eli, Eli!"
While I thrashed madly, he grabbed Reina's hair—she looked like her soul had fled. He rummaged in his pocket and pulled out a vial of transparent liquid.
"...Just like you said, it was hard to get in the capital."
"What...?"
"Had to go to the slums of milehr, fallen as far as it could, to find it. Even then, barely got it from the street thugs."
"Uh..."
I followed his words and looked at the vial. The somehow familiar liquid slowly stirred my memory, revealing its identity.
The moment I remembered what it was, he had already uncapped it and tilted it toward Reina's lips. I screamed too late.
"W-wait!!! No!!!"
But it was already too late.
"Too late."
"Ah...?"
The instant the liquid touched her tongue, Reina's dazed eyes shuddered, her whole body convulsing violently. Just one drop caused that reaction—who knew how concentrated it was—but Luca mercilessly poured the entire vial down her throat.
"Aaah... haaang... haaaaaang!!!"
"No... no!!!"
As Reina swallowed it all and let out a lewd cry, Luca roughly threw her to the floor. She must have taken a harsh impact on her back, but the pleasure dominating her body seemed stronger; she convulsed wildly, moaning. The heat ruling her body was palpable even from here.
"Lu... Luca! Please stop. Please, just stop! I'll answer. Fuck, I'll answer!"
"She already swallowed it all, Leo."
"I know! That's why... yeah. Eli. Eli, right?"
I tried to answer, but my voice stuck in my throat. I knew exactly how he'd react. But even if it was a truth he'd deny, I spat it out desperately.
"Eli... Eli's not here! That's it, right?"
"Why."
"Why... why not?"
"Why isn't she. And if not, where is she. You have to answer that too, Leo."
"Haaang... haaaeut... haaaang!!!"
Reina was now bucking her hips, moaning. Seeing her thrash her bound hands and rub her thighs together, she wouldn't refuse even an animal right now. I had to stop him somehow.
But spitting out the truth? I couldn't even imagine his reaction. Would he get mad? No, that would be lucky. I chewed the truth between clenched lips, agonizing wildly. But I couldn't hesitate anymore. If I did... Reina would be in his filthy hands...
Fuck...!
In the end, I squeezed my eyes shut and wretched out the truth inside me.
"Because I already smashed it!!!"
"..."
My answer echoed in the air. Luca stood frozen like ice, unmoving.
As the echoing screams faded, and only Reina's moans remained, Luca slowly raised his head to look at me.
"...Is that true?"
"Yeah... it's true. No lies this time..."
"Why the hell?"
"That's..."
I started to answer, but rage suddenly surged, and I glared at Luca. Then I spoke each word laced with clear emotion.
"Fuck... I tried at first to unseal her. But no matter how much money and time I threw at it, no method worked. Time. Yeah, that damn curse that stops time—nothing else was figured out. The mages said it: impossible with human power. It's not doable."
Breaking that girl's seal is also a matter of time.
Yeah, fucking hell.
In the end, everything was a matter of time.
"And by then, the empire's problems started blowing up. Rick and Nadia, stuck in the boonies to keep them out of trouble, started fucking shit up. Bobby's off doing some ascension ritual bullshit. And while the mages are causing chaos, I got so pissed I just... decided to smash it. Grabbed a hammer and swung it myself."
"...You did it yourself?"
"Yeah. Me myself. I was so fucking mad, I swung with everything I had. Nothing left. Just gone like that..."
"..."
Suddenly, that day's scene flashed back. Pissed at everything choking me, I swung without holding back. It was a full-force strike; the moment the hammer touched her head, it felt like gravel and sand exploding, space warping with the blast. When the dust settled and I looked up, only shattered sand and pebbles remained, and emptiness filled my heart.
"And soon after, it all started. Demons crossing borders, communications cut off everywhere, even my homeland invaded. And you start fucking around too! Yeah. In the end... it's all because of you two. Everything went to hell because of you two, Luca!"
I spat it all out in a frenzy and panted. The fear vanished for a moment, rage boiling up. Luca quietly watched me.
"...Smashed it."
"Yeah... fuck... smashed it. Happy now? That enough?!"
"Yeah."
Luca said that and turned his back.
"That'll do for now."
And slowly walked toward Reina.
"Fuck...! I answered! I fucking answered, Luca!"
"Haaang..."
She was still rubbing her thighs, desperately trying to satisfy herself. I cried out desperately at her back.
"No! No!!! Reina. Look at me! Look at me!!!"
"Haa... haeut... aha... heh..."
Luca approached the pleasure-drenched Reina with merciless steps. I wanted to squeeze my eyes shut but kept screaming at her instead. Luca ignored my voice, standing over her.
"..."
"No!!!"
I let out a final death scream toward the approaching fate. But Luca looked at me, then walked past her to the back.
And grabbed Eric's arm, pulling off his mask.
"Uh...?"
For a moment, I couldn't grasp what he was doing and thought he was showing mercy. Yeah. He's Luca after all. Just that soft-headed villager. That's what I thought. But no.
He was far more vicious than I imagined.
"Come on. Time to go to Mommy."
"Uh... Mommy..."
At Luca's words, Eric childishly sniffled and instinctively toddled toward Reina, unaware of her state, purely drawn to her.
"Mommy... Mommy... sob..."
"Ahk...!"
But as Eric hugged into her arms, Reina let out a moan mixed with a sigh and lifted her head. She stared blankly at her son and tilted her head.
Ah...
N... no...
Watching that, I couldn't even scream, my head shaking.
In that moment, Reina's lips called her son's name.
"Eric..."
"Mommy...?"
But her eyes held no maternal love. No instinctive protectiveness. Nothing.
Only the instinct of a female craving a male.
"Time to choose again, Leo."
Clang!
With Luca's voice came a sharp sword tossed before me. I stared at it, then slowly raised my head.
"If this continues, both will live on with an indelible nightmare."
"Aaah... ah..."
"Three choices. Save the child from the fact of being raped by his own mother. Or save the mother from raping her own son."
He turned his head with the final choice.
"Or just share this nightmare right there."