Chapter 9
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Translator: penny
Chapter: 9
Chapter Title: 4. Flower Cotton, the Fallen Female Cam Girl Han Jiwon (31 / Internet Broadcaster)
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As you can see, even without money, picking and meeting women was easy.
Like with Soeun, whose connection started from my military days, I had looks that easily lowered their guards.
If I had the time, I could lay women out under me on the bed without much hassle.
That said, my appearance often backfired and led to misunderstandings.
People sometimes avoided me, thinking I was a scammer after their money (which was half-true back then) or someone from a shady organization looking to sell them off.
So, I needed time to calmly prove myself to them.
Time to prove I was just a gentleman who purely loved fucking 30-something women, MILFs, and old virgins.
"Phew, I truly love this era of one-click wanks."
But once the money came in, all those annoying hurdles vanished.
The modern system is perfectly built for it.
With money, you can "click" on a MILF to your taste and eat her anytime—like a vending machine.
That's why I fire up this app whenever I crave something new.
[Flower Cotton-nim's ardent fan <MILF Gentleman> has entered]
One click into a female cam room.
She was casually brushing her long hair while some pop song played in the background, but her reaction changed the moment I entered.
『Oh my, MILF Gentleman is here~♥』
The nonstop nasal tone of a 30-something woman.
A beaming smile firing off.
lol he's here, big spender for Cotton showed up
Her voice was totally different just now wtf lol
What’s up?
The guy who dropped 10 mil last time and went all in
Didn’t he drop twice before?
Wtf insane, aunty Cotton grabbing the rod again at that age
Nah he shows up in other rooms too
Just my entrance makes the chat pour down like a downpour.
Unable to resist the enthusiasm, my finger hit the button once.
<MILF Gentleman> has gifted 100,000 balloons!
Wtf big spender alert, class act lol
Crazy crazy
Damn just blowing it all
Did you hit the national lottery or what...?
Splash it out, and the heat ramps up instantly.
Just because I spent money, the chat buzzes with life, and they start chanting my nickname like cult followers praising their god.
In truth, the only ones profiting from my spending are the platform taking commissions and the cam girl.
It's a mystery why the chat goes even wilder, but their reactions are hilarious every time.
Still, the one reason I splash cash like this is simple.
『Waaah... Wow, really... thank you so much!』
Moved, the MILF covers her mouth and jumps up from her gaming chair.
Bending at the waist repeatedly in that deliberately low-cut, saggy knit top.
Her smile.
A genuine MILF smile melting me away with pure joy.
All for a measly ten million won.
Satisfied and pleased, I stood up and double-checked, confirming her appeal.
Today's subtle expectation in her especially prominent figure and beauty solidified it.
"Nice, A to A-plus."
I freely appraised the one called <Flower Cotton> by her nickname.
Considering her MILF age, I inspected her body, face, and wrinkles before reaching a final verdict.
"MILF approved♥"
Definitely worth meeting again.
"What about you?"
Twitch, twitch...!
Asking down below got the same response.
Her pure twitch reaction confirmed her as top-grade MILF material.
Worth adding to my MILF fuck collection.
I judged her purely on looks.
Morality books would scold me for it, but it's fine in reality.
『Thank you so much... I'll do a dance right now♥』
Because I'm the one paying.
I'm the customer here.
"Alright, let's advance right away."
Convinced, I didn't hesitate.
I hammered the screen of her shaking her ass, unloading the topped-up cash.
<MILF Gentleman> has gifted 100,000 balloons!
<MILF Gentleman> has gifted 100,000 balloons!
<MILF Gentleman> has gifted 100,000 balloons!
...
『Whoa! Another huge sum─ No no, w-wait, suddenly dropping that much─ Wow, whoa! Kyaaah! What do I do! What do I do!』
Today's generous mood means I splurge even harder.
Stuffing her full till her belly bursts with ground-up cash.
I entered, spent without a word.
Left just this message.
[Watching closely. Keep up the good broadcasts ]
Just one concise line.
[Ardent fan chairman <MILF Gentleman> has left]
And I left.
Just dropped the cash and dipped clean.
This isn't sucker shit.
Nor creepy uncle vibes.
These days, after-service is guaranteed.
By the time I grab a bite and head back, everything's prepped just right.
The secretly-run app <Whisper Whisper> buzzes with a 1:1 chat window.
Tap it, and chat logs from cam girls I've talked to pop up.
Thank you so much for joining as a big-spender fan! Here's a tribute♥
Thank you so so much for watching Along today (*´∪`)
MILF Gentleman-nim, will you use the meal coupon I shared?
...
...
...
Tons of chat logs scattered for big-spender outreach.
Among them, one glowing real-time chat.
I really want to repay you!
The broadcast I just watched.
Tap to read, and she starts typing furiously like she was waiting.
Flower Cotton 「You're here!」
「Thank you so so much today, MILF Gentleman-nim♥」
「I sent some preview pics today, did you see...? ♥」
She likes it.
The advance payment for what's to come.
Tribute nudes she took herself are nice, but others have already seen the pics.
Me 「Yeah, always watching closely」
Flower Cotton 「Wow, glad you liked them♥」
「But really, is it okay? Dropping this much in one day... you sure you're not straining?」
Me 「It's fine. No big deal.」
Flower Cotton 「Wow... what do you even do?」
Me 「Curious?」
Flower Cotton 「Yes! Of course♥」
Heh.
Me 「Wanna meet then?」
Flower Cotton 「Ah... r-right now?」
Me 「Yes」
Startled by the direct approach.
Typing and deleting repeatedly.
Paying for a meal date (dinner date).
Common in this scene, but she seems inexperienced.
Soon, she finishes her text.
Flower Cotton 「Of course! I love meal dates♥」
「Where should we meet? Seoul? I'll get ready and head right over!」
Forced brightness.
She was a bit scared, it seems.
Me 「Then at the meeting spot」
Her nuanced reaction builds more anticipation.
How this female cam MILF I gacha'd today will react to seeing me.
"Nice, female cam MILF special for today."
I head out immediately.
Excited that I'll get to savor another tasty 30-something MILF today.
Truly grateful.
To the internet broadcasting platform for this great MILF vending machine.
To women, mirrors are cold shards of glass reflecting harsh truth.
Once self-aware at a certain age and objective about yourself, you instantly know if you're a winner or a dud.
That's how I knew for sure.
I was a perfect jackpot, one I'd eternally thank my parents for.
No mirror needed—I'd drawn all the male attention from the start.
From elementary to university, guys showering interest never stopped.
Of course, women too.
Envious glares at scenery they'd never dream of.
Without any dramatic backstory, I started streaming because everyone said internet broadcasters raked in cash.
Back then, news constantly buzzed about dudes dropping billions on decent-looking cam rooms.
BJ.
No, in this era, "streamer" <Flower Cotton>.
Real name: Han Jiwon.
I dove right in.
Wow, Afreeca goddess changing? Lol
Newbie looks insane lol
Come back often?
Flower Cotton-nim apply for Bebe for sure, you'll get it!
Opened my newbie room, and viewers flooded in, buying up everything.
Some might call it bragging, but female cams are an absolute meritocracy.
Looks are truth.
A body curving gorgeously is the next gospel.
That's right.
I ran the high road from start to finish.
Started earning billions a month right away, lost value in diligent school, swept up flopping cash like live fish begged to be taken.
"Alright, 300k worth of aegyo incoming!"
Her beauty is no joke crazy
Straight high flight.
Shoulders soaring to the sky.
I was perfect from birth to end.
Dropped uni, went full pro, earned hundreds of thousands daily in front of the cam.
Peaking like that, I never learned how to fall.
"No, that's not what I meant. It's a real misunderstanding─ fuck, I didn't fuck her, seriously!"
One slip-up, and personality drama erupts.
Constant fights with other cam girls, suspicions arise.
Misunderstandings mixed in, refused to apologize and doubled down, got platform warnings and internet witch hunts.
Got branded a bitch forever in online communities.
"Ah~ these otaku fuckers piss me off so much.
Phew, anyway, in a few months it'll blow over, so revolving credit for some shopping."
Led to stress shopping—piles of luxury bags for show, never-worn shoes.
"No, this was solid info, right?! I really trusted it and went all in!"
Coin fails everyone else cashed in on.
Do-pa-mine from elsewhere makes streams sporadic.
Once off peak, straight to the bottom.
Unrestrained arrogance from neglectful upbringing, shortcuts from easy life.
Falling people don't feel the weight till they hit.
Only after looking around the pit do you realize you're in the abyss.
Mina in top form today
Casually peeked at a hot cam stream logged out.
New rookies easily scooping cash after me.
Foxes shaking asses smarter, brazenly emptying men's wallets.
Subtly emphasizing early 20s while hawking.
That's when I snapped back to reality.
Seeing hotter cams triggered self-reflection.
Grabbed what scraps left before too late.
Not too late yet, no dwelling on past glory, got serious and consistent.
[<Flower Cotton>-nim's viewers: 126]
"...Fuck."
But viewers now a fraction of a fraction of old times deepened the sigh.
Too late realization: even internet broadcasting has an expiration.
While I chased distractions and tripped on pebbles, eternal glory slipped away.
By the time I recommitted fully, only a few ardent fans left.
Plus, now nearing 29.
No matter how I ignored age, turbulent years pushed me toward 30-something.
Still, for about three years into my 30s, I streamed diligently.
No disappointment in shrunk earnings, eyes forward.
Just hustled day by day.
Chatted reduced viewers, heavier makeup, prettier, even exercised.
Because I knew.
Beneath the internet broadcaster abyss lies a deeper void.
Time kept flying after.
Could call it asceticism, half-resignation.
With things like this, no expectations for big spenders lest self-disappointment,
"Eeee... 8k today! Back in top 10!
Phew, I'm not dead yet! Yeah, Flower Cotton still has class...!"
Today, overjoyed to death.
Daily high earnings, but first time efforts acknowledged.
Still got the natural beauty for whales.
Amt surpassing 20s records.
<MILF Gentleman>
I know this ID drops big in some neighboring cam rooms.
Tracking big spenders is cam girl basics.
'So no one knows who this is?'
But nobody knows his identity.
Just appears only in 30s rooms, per his ID—super niche taste.
'Hmm... but MILF is for moms, right? Ugh... not there yet.'
A slight hang-up from the ID.
But anyway, post-stream end, I thanked him right away.
Top app for hot cam girls: <Murmur Murmur>, backdoor chat for secret talks with whales.
Logged in, showered thanks.
Impromptu raw-chest selfies as tribute, all the coquetry to please more.
"Meal date... you say?"
Then the meal date offer drops.
Common in the biz.
But even at peak, scared of scandals, avoided them.
...Gulp!
Come this far, can't refuse.
My drought-ending dopamine blob, and he's a whale.
Accepted immediately.
Forced "totally fine" act.
'Ugh... hold it together, Han Jiwon. Stinky pig or baldy, whale so endure. Don't wanna hear refunds...!'
Bad imaginings post-acceptance.
Sudden meet-up demand, primped head to toe.
Armored heavier than 20s, model taxi to evening spot.
Met at upscale restaurant with sparse seating,
"Ah!"
Blue dress shirt guy with sleeves rolled, waving.
Twitch♥
Heart resonated, trembling at first sight.
Might be him.
Cautiously eye him, whisper,
"Um... MILF Gentleman-nim...?"
"Yes, that's me."
"Oh gosh!"
A metallic squeak escapes.
The gap from my imaginings was huge.
Sculpture incarnate.
Tall, great voice, top-tier face.
Bet he'd out-earn me if he did male cam, job or not.
Bluntly, this level I'd mount even without paying (…♥).
"Miss?"
"Ah, no! I mean... sorry. Just surprised."
"It's fine."
Smile.
"People always misunderstand before meeting, think I'm some weirdo. I love odd words like MILF, haha."
Even diffuses my rudeness with self-deprecating joke.
Naturally escorts to seat beside me like pro.
"Shall we?"
"Y-yes...♥"
His gestures pure gentleman.
Gulp♥
MILF Gentleman to a T. Perfect.