The World's Greatest Girlfriend
I think I’ve mentioned it a few times already, but since the topic has come up, I’ll bring it up again: for the month or so that Yeoeun and I have been together, frankly, we’ve been doing it every chance we get. Creak, creak, creak, creak! "Ah, ah♥ Right there, that feels so good... spin it around for me♥"
Ever since our first time, the floodgates have been wide open. From our next meeting onward, she started teasing me with suggestive dirty talk, and now that we’re quite used to each other, it’s become a standard routine to hum a little tune and drag each other into a motel the moment a date ends. "Alright, give it your all today♥" Smooch♥ And then we part ways early the next morning. Because of our respective jobs, splitting up at a motel has become our typical daily life. Perhaps because of that, my entire paycheck this month has been blown on motel fees. The cost of the condoms we used as an additional expense wasn't cheap, either. That’s why I ended up ordering a bunch online from overseas. Filling my work bag to the brim with bulk-bought condoms has been my daily routine lately. Because I couldn't afford to be without them at any moment.
"Honey, no—Son Seungwoo! I told you not to forget the condoms!"
"But we met so suddenly today..."
"Go to the convenience store right now and buy some! Enough for us to go all night!"
If condoms weren't ready, Yeoeun would fly into a rage. That’s how much she prioritized contraception. The only time we let things slide and did it without one was that one time in the valley, swept up in the atmosphere. She considered condoms an absolute necessity for sex, and on top of that, she rarely showed me her own selfies. She seemed open-minded at a glance, but she had very strong conservative streaks. Perhaps something happened in her past, or maybe she just wanted to eliminate the risk of pregnancy entirely. On the surface, she had a curiosity so strong it felt like she’d go around triggering every landmine in sight, but she thoroughly avoided anything that carried real risk. That had always been the case. That’s how it had been, originally.
"Ah, it's a safe—! ...No, no, no, no."
I almost blurted it out, but I whipped my head around to check our surroundings before whispering, "—a safe day...?"
I confirmed it in a low voice on a street bench where people were passing by.
"Yeah, I checked, and it is."
"R-really?"
"Yeah. It is."
"O-oh, I... I see." Heh♥
"So, honey, what do you think about this?"
Her bright white teeth. The fox’s canines looked much sharper than usual today. She tossed the topic out there and pretended to know nothing. A cute, hateful scheme to set a fire and intentionally tease me to see how I’d react. "Th-th-that is..." "Is it?" "W-well, you see... that is..." "Hee-hee~♥ What are you worrying about so much? What are you thinking about right now?"
Even so, I always get swept up in it. The intention behind mentioning such top-tier information was so obvious that I couldn't help but imagine it. I couldn't help but imagine doing it raw, pounding into her like crazy. "Are you, by any chance, expecting something?" "..."
The ticklish sensation of her breath. The shallow, rhythmic exhales she let out while leaning against me, and the scent of her strong perfume that I could now identify by product name. If we were alone, I might have closed my eyes and fired back with some dirty talk, but the fact that we were on a public sidewalk was a major factor. She was calculating that while we joked around in bed, I wouldn't have the guts to do it here. In many ways, Yeoeun seemed to intentionally want to see me squirm.
"Let's, uh, let's walk for a bit?"
"Why~? Where are you trying to take me?"
"Let's just walk!"
"Aww♡ My legs are tired, though."
When I stood up, saying she was tired, Yeoeun followed right along, pressing her chest firmly against me. She teased me by sticking her tongue out, as if she were just having fun. Damn it, I feel like I’m going to get a full-blown erection right here on the street...! In fact, there was enough of a bulge that it was casting a shadow on my clothes from the moment I stood up. My gait had also become awkward. It was hard to walk naturally, and I chanted prayers in my head, hoping no other pedestrians would notice.
"Hehehe, honey, your condition is suspicious♥"
Even so, I couldn't shake the agony. Because a bundle of desire was right next to me. "Are you hurt? What on earth were you thinking about when I mentioned my safe day?" "That’s because, first of all...!" "Hmm~ let’s see, did you hurt your leg somewhere?" "Wait, wait, wait!"
She intentionally brushed her hand near my thigh. Pretending to be worried, she rubbed her large breasts explicitly against my abs to make me feel good. ...? I repeat, we are in the middle of a crowded downtown area. If other people saw this, it would be a huge disaster, but Yeoeun’s playfulness was only getting more intense. It was unlikely, but to avoid the social death of appearing on the news for having a full-blown erection in public (Public Erection Man - 27-year-old Office Worker), I gritted my teeth and walked. Only after we forced our way into an alleyway could I catch my breath.
"Hahahaha, you’re such a fool!"
"..."
"You really make it impossible not to tease you, don't you?"
The orange twilight just before it gets dark, as we played to our hearts' content. The alleyway in the city center where the sunset hung at the very top of the buildings. Feeling slightly exhausted, we caught our breath in this place behind the shops where there weren't many eyes. Yeoeun wiped away tears of laughter watching me hit the wall, trying to force my erection down, and the orange twilight just before darkness began to seep into the alley.
"Did you really expect that much from just one word?"
"...You intended all of it, didn't you?"
"Still, I didn't know you’d like it that much."
Her voice returned to a calm tone, as if she were done teasing me. As if it were time for the carrot, now that we were alone, she approached and whispered, "So, shall we go to a place with a bed now? Honey♥"
The answer was obvious. I wanted to nod immediately— "That’s..." I didn't nod. For now, I equivocated and held off. If that was her 'intention,' of course I’d love it. I was already over the moon just to be her boyfriend, and for her to allow herself to me like that? I felt like I was going to fly away. I imagined grabbing her and ravishing her right now, but on the other hand, I had this thought. I wanted to address this clearly.
"Um... Yeoeun."
"What? Why are you suddenly looking so serious? Are you trying to get revenge?"
"More than revenge... are you really sure about this?"
"? About what?"
"Even if it’s a safe day, are you really... really sure?"
"..."
"Th-that is! I don't know if it’s just my intuition, but... even if we do everything else, I didn't think you’d be the one to bring that up first. I can't explain it in detail right now, but anyway, that’s how I feel!"
I don't know. I don't know about Yeoeun’s past. All I know is the present. Even so, there must have been a reason she had strictly guarded against pregnancy until now. Maybe she didn't want to lose her unique, free-spirited rhythm, or maybe she didn't want to cross that line so easily. We had done it just once in the valley, swept up in the mood, but even then, it was just withdrawal, and she had washed up thoroughly. In other words, what I wanted to say was that I didn't want her to do anything on a whim. It might be an overly serious personality, but since we were already becoming close as lovers, I didn't want us to rush and ruin things while we were still getting to know each other.
"Really..."
As if admitting defeat here, Yeoeun sighed. Soon, she stepped right in front of me, stretched her arms diagonally upward, and then pinched my cheeks, pulling them as she continued. "You know, the reason I’m like this is entirely because you react that way."
"Because of me...?"
"Because you’re such an incredibly sincere person, I have no choice but to trust you. Anyone else would have accepted it without asking why and bowed their heads, but you—even when I give it to you, you inspect it yourself and pull back."
"..."
After that, she chewed on her lip for a moment, then said, "Actually, I was going to say this yesterday... no, I hesitated to say it early this morning."
"Oh... you did?"
"Yeah. It wasn't just an emotional impulse... I’d been thinking about bringing it up for a while. I wanted to see your funny reactions, and above all—"
She let go of my cheeks, which she had been holding, and tucked her neatly styled hair behind her ear. She dragged out the time, lowering her long eyelashes that would have rested on her cheeks if she looked down, and said, "Because I wanted to... get closer to you...♥ I wanted to keep trying without a condom."
It’s truly cruel. When she teases me, I have no choice but to be toyed with because of her mature mood, and conversely, when she speaks shyly from her heart, she stimulates my protective instincts like a child. This is why I have no choice but to take it quietly. I felt like I had seen a fate where I would be toyed with and squeezed dry for the rest of my life.
"Seriously!"
"Whoa...♡"
Grab! I had held it all in, but I couldn't hold back here, so I scooped her up. It was an alleyway in the middle of the city where people were still passing by occasionally, and I felt like I could feel gazes from far away, but I did it to my heart's content. I just wanted to hold her like this. Not wanting to let go, I rubbed my hands against the back of her shirt, where I could feel her bra strap, and pressed my waist firmly against hers. When I squeezed her so hard she couldn't breathe properly, she let out a vibration from her chest as if she were in trouble.
"Really... if you like me that much like a fool, I can't even pull away now, can I...♥"
"Of course you can't pull away now!"
"If I don't pull away... are you going to make a mess of me?"
She whispered suggestively. She was already in my arms, but she gestured for me to come closer. "I’m going to take a vacation. I’m not letting you go until tomorrow!"
"...♥"
We had already spent a whole day together, but we burned even brighter, two or three times over. I’d burn so bright I’d be happy to turn to ash right here.
"Hah, ugh...♥ Smooch, smooch♥ We’re really... such fools...♥"
Ignoring the gazes of others, I planted my tongue in her mouth. Like those foolish couples who deserve to be criticized on the internet, I blocked it all out and did it regardless of who was watching. After loosening my grip slightly, we hurried out of the alleyway.
"I, for now... I’ll search for a decent hotel nearby."
I was going to use an app to find a motel, but since it was a special day, I decided to go for a hotel instead. My spending had been quite high lately, but I broke my head thinking that I earned money to spend it all on my girlfriend anyway. But then,
"Honey..."
Yeoeun pointed at my smartphone and turned the screen off. I thought there might be a problem or something left to do, but Yeoeun suggested we go all the way since we were at it. Squeeze♥ She interlaced her fingers with mine. Then, she shyly suggested a destination I absolutely couldn't refuse. "Today... do you want to go to my place?"